Hehehe..

Paid to go lab. :)

Will update some times later.

COunTdoWn 2 days.....

Atmosphere around seems to be gloomy.

I guess I am not the only one feeling stress, down, disappoint, gloom, miserable...

No mood. That's the only thing I can use to describe people around me.

Staying in lab for hours including weekends, doing the so-called FYP, staring the Star planner from 10-10, hoping the see the 0 turn to 1, workshop, performances, projects, piling of tutorials...

Hah!

Who told me Uni life is an easy one? Who told me to enjoy my Uni life?

LOL~

I would like to enjoy my Uni life so much.

Have a nice drink with a bunch of friends in Starbucks, cooking or baking together for breakfast/lunch/dinner, go out explore new place, take whole lots of crazy pictures at different places we never been there, BBQ, picnic..

Ya, all these I used to imagine. Ja, used to...

At least 3 out of it are impossible to implement.

Hectic and busy schedule. We have got study to complete, project/assignment to accomplish, experiment to try out, ECA to join, looking for jobs... We got a lot to do, yet we only have 24hours.

*sigh*

I hope I can do something. Something that can save me and the others..

I know student's life may be the easiest among others.

But please allow me to complain.


My blog is becoming more wordy.

Is Saturday!! ^o^

Sent in the materials finally!! Though without approval from the idiot authority. Hah! I love to break rules and I love the feeling when someone asked me to break the rules. =p

Weather is getting hotter here. Cause of CNY drawing nearer? No idea..

Been doing my Thermo tut. Feel damn boring here. =( I know I told myself this sem must work harder, must start preparation early. But still, when it comes to working it out.. Erm.. Hah! No determination, I said.

Countdown ---> 1week to go.

Cheers to freedom! =)

I felt as if I wasn't belong to myself and my own world for the past 48 hours.

Been rushing through the publicity materials as if they were my assignments. But just realize that I never did a late assignment in this freaking way.

So here I am. Doesn't mean that I have got everything sort out.

Encounter another mistake I made. I was truly terrific. I could feel my heartbeat fastened and the uneasiness in my mind. I hate especially when dealing with those "big power" people. Truly need advice from someone.

Perhaps a nap will make my mind clearer.

Waking up from nap and still feeling the uneasiness as there is no reply yet. I got an emotional break down. Hah! A temporary one.

Hadn't been logging into my FB, Twitter, and etc. for the last 48 hours. The only pages always appear on my desktop are webmail, hotmail, booklet, photoshop.. @~@

Surfed the net, clicked on my blog list. Found an interesting post in Kei's. "How you see death". Can't remember the title exactly.

Ja. A slap on my mind. If one was not fear of death, is there anything else worth feared? Pardon me. I am not saying I am going to die or what. Yes. I hate defect and I hate myself causing the defect, making mistakes or got the blames from anyone out there. Self-centered. Hey! I just a normal human being, why can't I make mistakes? I am not giving myself an excuse. I know I have to learn from mistakes and be responsible for it. But I definitely can't stand the living where I have to stay PERFECT til the day I die!

Ja. Perhaps this kind of life doesn't suit me. Cause I find myself make mistake often and easily.

I rather be anything but ordinary please.

Guten Morgen!

Ja. I am going to practice my German from time to time. (:

Another slack day. I understand why my friends always complain my time table. 22AUs but time table is not as pack as 20/19AUs. Hallo! My lectures all squeeze in one day, ok? =p

No tutorials. Class canceled. Only 2 hours of lesson today. *yawn*

Should catch up with my Goldman-Hodgkin-Katz theory, cause my mind flew away when my Prof talked non-stop on it. Yet, not in mood. Currently training my patience. Waiting for an important email. =(

Walked back to my room from the stink pantry, saw my next-door neighbor's bf, holding his toothbrush walking back to her room. Alright, he "permanently squats" in his gf's room. I doubt if the hall office knows or did he apply for "legal" squatting? LOL~ Never know that guy can "legally" squat in girl's room. Perhaps they are married? That's why there is this exception? Not in my interest though. What I am more into is what if hall office find out? Hah! Wonder what will happen. Of course, if no one inform office, I don't think they will know. (how come they so not alert? LOL~) Don't tempt me, I am not going to do something bad. =)

Guy staying permanently in girls' hostel sounds a bit awkward, no? He won't even feel uncomfortable with it. Still can walk here and there, holding the toothbrush, like he owns this place. =p Once I even saw him brushing teeth in pantry!! @~@ omg~ No wonder the pantry smells stink. LOL~

Enough gossip about people. Long day to go today. Get serious and do some readings. Else I will be wasting my whole day. Meeting again tonight. *sigh*

Finally back to room.

My very first German lesson. =) Ended at 8pm. It was fun yet I was really nervous. Now I can imagine how a person feels when there is language barrier. LOL~

Money "flowed" in today. Hah! Not so much a good news. That means I have to change publicity materials again. You will never know how miserable it is. To beg your committee members to get their works done. Even if that is your friend. And even if you begged them, doesn't mean you will get your things done by them. Guess they never know how hard is it to coordinate and work out a project. Not to mention dealing with school authorities. I don't plan to story them anyway. Yes, 5points is everywhere. So not really a big deal for them. But I have to thank them. For reminding myself how little I know and there are still a lots for me to learn. Yes, learning to be independent and learning to be more knowledgeable. Thanks a lot to them! =)

2 weeks.

Still a quite long journey to go.

Feeling so sleepy now though it is still early.

*yawn*


Gute Nacht!

Can't believe the weekend is going to over so soon..

=(

Still, I enjoyed my weekend. (: I guess I over-enjoyed it. LOL~

Went to Orchard Road with Vern on Friday. Guess who I met? Diamond Seah. Was on the same train as her. Haha.. Rarely meet her in Uni but always got to catch up with her outside campus. =p

Lunch @ Pepper Lunch!!

Finally the weekend is here (:

Yet the weekend is meant for settling all the problems and settle down myself.

A hectic and upset week I had.

Competition is drawing nearer. Which is in about 2 weeks time. But still my publications materials are not ready to be approved yet. *sigh* Who on earth in NTU set freaking lots of rules to make our life sucker? Being forced by the SAO to join ECA and not to mention to fight for points in order to stay in the hostel. Now they got whole list of rules for us just because of a logo. WTH! I know my PnP comm are irritated, so am I. Plus, someone around kept bugging me "not to make mistake again". You want check everything, you want everything to go thru you. Fine! Is totally fine with me. Don't come over and said that "Don't spam my email, just sent me the low resolution images." Alright, I will take it. For the time being. I will bear with it til the end of the month, is not even because of you or the club, is because this is my project!! =p I am self-centered, and I know it.

Anyway, complaining is not much of use. Got to get over everything and strike the best I can.

Hah! Managed to wake up early today for the briefing though super sleepy. Lucky enough the briefing ended sooooo early today. Skip no class at all! =) See, told you I am hardworking. *wink* Cause I know this sem is going to be another tough one. From last sem performance, I know I have to work harder this sem, else I m gone.

Think I should give myself a break now before the next coming two weeks occupied me up. =)

I am so going to enjoy my Uni life and take all those problems as nutrients/supplementary for my Uni life. LOL~

If real is what you can feel, smell, taste and see, then 'real' is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain.

Added in my own slide show down there. =)

Special thanks to Vern!

Time to sleep!

I know I been saying this for a few times, but please let me say it again.

SCHOOL starting tomorrow!! =(

Bye bye to holidays. Hello to stressful everyday.

*sigh*

Everyone is not in mood now. No grassies "luan" in MSN chatbox also. Guess everyone is preparing for school. Or may be trying to utilize the last day of holidays to the max!

Elective result is out. Managed to get 2. Satisfied.

Coping with culture Transition
Hopefully I can cope with this coping. Last elective to be cleared for AHSS.

German Language!
Hah! I better stay focus and be hardworking. Language always hard to score. For me.

Checked out "edveNTUre" this afternoon. My "siao" Prof. uploaded the notes. :( That reminded me of the primary/secondary school time, where first of week of school was always another a week of "extra" holidays. LOL~ I missed those days. Why can't NTU let us adapt the schooling environment for one week for every new starting semester? =p

Last day of holidays.

Last day of waking up without alarm.

Last day of watching drama till late.

Last day of playing FB games without looking at the time.

Last day of crapping for long period with grassies after dinner/lunch.

Last day of going out to have fun.

Last day of relaxing weekends without tutorials piling up and haunting around.

Last day....

Though my holidays hadn't been very meaningful, still I want holidays. =)

Tomorrow lectures start at 130pm. @~@

I will miss you, holiday!

"Shop til drop"
Quote from Malaysia Mega Sales perhaps? Can't really remember which shopping mall used this.

"Shop til broke"
My quote.

Nono. Don't get me wrong. I will never ever shop til I got no money left in my purse or bank account. It doesn't worth. =)

Number, thing that I am not excel in. But I always think thrice or more before I spend every dollar or Ringgit. Sometimes, I wish I don't have to look at the price tag and just grab whatever I am fond of. =p

If you ever spent like that, means you are either spoiled and don't know how hard it is to earn money or your family prints money. *grin*

Ok, be rational. No matter how much you spent, how much you shopped, how many dresses/gadgets/tops/pants you bought, it will never be enough. Am I right? Haha..

Why do I keep wanting to buy more and more when I already owned a wardrobe full of clothes? Greed? Desires? Trends? Feeling of buying things? Too much money? LOL~

It seems a bit ridiculous when some people have too much of clothes that they don't even manage to wear them before they are out of trend, while some people don't even have proper dressings. So, what is the point?

I guess it is an instinct for every human-being wish to dress the best. But it is a habit for human-being to buy more than they need. It is highly unlikely that buying dress is just like squirrels storing nuts for winter. We buy just because we want them not because we need that.

I am not saying as if I never overspent or bought thing just because I wanted it. We all have the impulsive when we see things we really like. (: Personally, I like the feeling of buying things. LOL~ But I control myself. Look at those crowded fashion outlets with BIG sign of "50%/70% off", I always wonder if those things were all free. If not, why would those people squeeze here and there among others just to grab something out from the mess. My perception is that sellers usually will mark up the prices before giving out 50%/70% discount. Else, do you think sellers will still earn during sales period? Good catch! =)

Many people judge others by appearance, more to exact clothing as well. It is just like when you see someone wearing 70's pants/tops, likely you will be saying " OMG! How dare she/he wear like that and come out of the room/house?" or "That girl/guy really no fashion sense." May be you are laughing them in your heart too. I guess this is one of the reasons people don't stop shopping unless they are really poor or financially unstable. To avoid being the "not-good attraction" of others, basically you have to start going out to shop and follow up the trends. Sometimes heard friends commented on others saying "Why you dress so like auntie?" What is your definition by wearing like auntie? Does that mean when 40 years old Mdm dresses like 20years old teen, then she is "young" and "in"? "You always wear the same shirt." What's wrong with wearing shirt wore before? Is not like I never wash my shirt. Don't tell me you only wear your shirt once.

Haha.. Don't misunderstand. I am not telling story of any particular personal or myself. But things like these do occur.

God-know what will be the next fashion trend. Perhaps the next day you wake up, the fashion turns out to be 70's again. *wink* So, who is out-dated now? LOL~

I don't hate shopping. Obviously. I will love to do that if I have extra money. :) I am just feeling we need to learn spending wisely and stop shopping for the sake of shopping. Don't get so excited when you see the 50% off sign. Dressing is about appropriation, is not about following trend blindly. Shopping can be a mean to destress, a piece of dress that you like should be your dessert not poison to your purse. =) *lame*

My post really can range from this to that. =) Don't really care about it anyway.

To conclude this, I finally got the thing I wanted so much today. LOL~ A gift before school starts tomorrow.

Happy shopping everyone for you CNY!

没有事情或东西会比得上家人重要。

只要一家人开开心心，
其他的
如同浮云。

藉着别人的故事，
提醒自己要珍惜，
要自足。

时时警惕自己，
家人永远会是第一。




希望雨后天晴，
会看得见彩虹。

Went to Bugis yesterday. =)

Lunch @ Pastamania. Yummy!

Finished my drama today. Thought will take up to 2 days to finish it. Is not a bad thing though. At least now can concentrate in doing what I supposed to and settle down myself to get ready for school starting on Monday. *sigh*

Called Mrs.Ng as usual just now. Got to know that my god-mother involved in an accident and admitted into hospital now. Luckily only minor injuries. Hopefully she will recover soon.

Gotta start burying my head into serious stuff from now. After wasting so much times during my holidays.

Tired.... But feeling content, yet guilty.

Got some quite good news for my project this morning. =)

Went out to JP with Vern and Rae.

To shopping!!! Finally..

LOL~

Guess this is the first time I shopped ever since I came here. I mean real shopping with real intention. (:

Walked for almost 6hrs, with purposes of course.

Went to Haagenz dazs for our tea+break time. Don't really favour the new dark chocolate orange flavour. Still prefer my cookies cream and choc chip. Yummy-licious! :D
And guess what? Finally tried out the "Chewy Junior" today! Hehe.. Tried only the chocolate oreo. *thumb up* Too bad, forgot to snap a picture of it.



I don't feel like telling embarrassing story of mine here. But then, someone threatened me..=p So... Promise you don't laugh when you read what I typed here. Well, tried on a denim dress at a uh-I-dunno-wat shop. A nice piece of dress.
But I wore it back-front-opposite!! *face red* And I came out of the fitting room forgetting to zipped the side-zip. @~@ (Cannot laugh!) Luckily the saleswoman never saw that. *shy*

Thought my first real shopping will become "accompanying Rae" shopping. Still, at last managed to get myself 2 pieces with reasonable and affordable prices (for me). *wink*

Actually could get myself another 2 pieces, but then the "brainless" shop owner never provide fitting rooms. Faint!

Luxury spending tends to make me feel guilty. For spending money when I am not earning or printing it. Still, I always have the urge to do it. =(

Let's pray I will get a job soon.

Boooooriiiiiiinngggg!!!

Argh~~

Feeling so lifeless and bored here... =(

Pardon me. I have got nothing to blog but I am just too bored!!

No inspiration. No story. No play. And no play make me a dull girl!!

Dramathon everyday. But going to finish the drama soon!! Should be in these 2 or 3 days.

Don't feel like doing my project though I know it is damn important for me. One more thing gone wrong, I am "fired" and gg! But I just don't have the mood and "OHMMM". If you know what I mean.

Well, I know I didn't do my best in the Monday meeting. In fact, I think I never did my best for all the meetingssssss. "Boss" arrested all of us that day to have a long, dull "inspiration" talk. I wondered how many times I yawned, trying to show him that I am not interested in talking anymore. =p A mistake made that I have to remember it til, at least before I retire.

Spent quite a lot recently. Air tickets, bus tickets.. Why is there so many holidays!! But I am loving holidays!! Blek!

Finally today I am going out!! I can finally smell the fresh air. (: Let's hope I will get something today.

*wink*

Have not update for quite a few days though I am super-duper free over here.

Eh no! I am not free.

Currently having another dramathon here. *wink*

HK TVB drama --------> D.I.E Again 《古灵精探B》

I am almost quite sure that I am quite bad luck. =p
Can't use the PPS or Qvod player with my lappie. After some hard works paid off, finally got a website to watch it. *phew*

But still, my mozilla crashed a few times today. And I am waiting for my almost-done episode 9 to reload again. *sigh*
I really think the line in my room sucks compared to the others. But I paid so much for this room. Not fair!! :(

Had a super full steamboat dinner with remaining grassies in NTU. Couldn't even finish all the food. And they are calling for second round tomorrow! =(
Sausages, cheese tofu, cheese cuttlefish ball, cuttlefish ball.....
~I am full~
*gaining weight*

Crapping with little grassies in the MSN chat box. I guess we all are really super non-sense. Hokkien saying -----> "bo liao". Keeping talking about hairstyles. Gosh! When will little grassies all become mature?? Haha.. I think that will be quite difficult. =)

But, after 21years, I seriously am thinking what type of hairstyle suit me more?

LOL~



Hopefully today will be a better day for me. =)

1st day in 2010.

Don't really have plan to go out.Though I can feel the boredom in my room.

Raining quite heavily outside. ~sleepy~

Just feel like slacking around in room, clicking here and there in the lappie, be a internet roamer to celebrate my new year. (:

Oh ya! Wanted to post my family trip here. But was too occupied with some bad news before this. Now, finally some times for myself, though problems are not settled. *peace*

28/12/09
My whole family came down to Singapore! *wink*
A tiring journey for them. Can see that from their faces. LOL~

Because of bus delay, they only reached Harbourfront at around 1800pm. Guess what? Pity me got minor diarrhea while waiting for them to reach the terminal since 1700pm. (Luckily the toilet is nearby =p)

Reached NTU around 1900pm. Exhausted looking on their faces. Had to cancel my initial plan to visit Chinatown and Clarke Quay that night. Ended up bringing them to JP for dinner. Hah!

Yucks! The food is not nice!!

Okay, comment from my Sis. =D

Haha.. But I think I am kind of use to it by now. (cause I used to said the same thing when I first came this place)

29/12/09
Explore Singapore!!

Wait.. Before that need to explore NTU first. LOL~
Explore NTU by sitting on the shuttle bus. =p What to do? Some people were just too lazy to walk.

*grin*

Not me.


Explore Singapore started after that.

1st Station: Chinatown.
As usual, shopaholic Mrs.Ng will surely get something. You may called it "souvenirs". Haha.. I think I inherit the gene from her. =)

Pancake durian, anyone? Yucks!

Had our lunch there too. Too bad the “汤圆" stall never open in daytime. =( Went to another food court. But I will surely not recommend it!


2nd Station: Clarke Quay
Okay. I got you. Clarke Quay got nothing in daytime. Because clubbers and club owners are still sleeping at that time. But I don't have time in night! Snapped a few pictures and that's it.

3rd Station: BUGIS!
Bugis street, Bugis junction. Very crowded for a normal weekday. Especially in Bugis Street. I think we were being pushed inside rather than walked inside.

As expected, shopaholic will surely get some "souvenirs" from here. LOL~ Bought her a bag (I paid everything ,ok?), my sis a tee and Me a dress! =) That dress cost only $10! *cheap* Gosh! Even if I only wear it for like 2 or 3 times, still worth it. =)

4th Station: Esplanade and Merlion's Park
"Ang mo lui lian" here we were! (: Looks like the casino construction is more efficient than I expected. Will surely attract lots of tourists especially Malaysian. =p
Anyone up for it?? =)



Walked all the way to Merlion's park. Cause that is the must-snap-pic destination for whoever came to SG. Haha.. Still remember the 1st night I arrived in SG during my 1st year, I was there too! =) Merlion is still so cute! (:

Had dinner at the hawker centre beside the Esplanade. I starve so easily ever since I came back here. Not a good sign. ):

5th and last Station: Orchard
Well, that is the destination Mrs.Ng wanted to go so much. Haha.. Not because of the shopping malls!! The decorations instead. =)

I guess Orchard's decorations never fail to disappoint people during Xmas and New Year. As usual, crowded Orchard Road.

Obviously, they all were tired. Thus, no energy for them to continue shopping or buying "souvenirs". A long trip back to NTU and a hot shower sounded best at that time. We left there before the MRT became more crowded. I think all of them snored that night. ~LOL~

Me? The whole day trip and my aching legs reminded me of my "Explore Singapore" during my first year FOC camp. LOL~ Went to almost the same places except City Hall, I guess. We actually traveled 3 out of 3 of the MRT lines in a day. Purple, red, green. =D But I know this was a rare chance for me to travel like this with them.

30/12/09
Fun time over. Time to pack and go back to home sweet home. (I want go back too!!) Accompanied them to the bus terminal in Novena Square. Had a super full breakfast+lunch before they went off. Guess they were a bit bad luck that day. Bus delayed for around 15minutes due to jam. On the way back, the bus broke down near Damansara. But luckily they still reached home safely. =)



It is really nice that they came down all the way to visit me. Thanks! =)
I will see you all in SG again during my convocation year.
*wink*

Buh-bye year 2009!

Hello year 2010!!

New year resolutions?

In my memory, if not mistaken, I think I never really had new year resolutions before...

LOL~~

Well, I guess is not too late to have one this year. (Since the world will only come to an end on 2012 =p)

Okay,

my new year resolution --------> Not to sigh so much anymore! Hah..

Is a new year, is a new day, is a new start. Nothing to be sigh about it!! =D

Yesterday had been a past, the most important is to go on to the present and the future. Trying best not to make the same mistakes made in the past.

2009 may not be the good year, but it is over.

Get over with it and kick start a better new year. =)

Another new year resolution -------------> to stay positive and happy always! (:



I am going to use this post to remind myself from time to time my new year resolutions =)



OMG!

Means I am another year older!! =(


H@pPY N3W Ye@R everyone!!!