I am piss that I think I want to write it out to comfort my own feeling.

Allow me to be rude and nasty for once.

But I must voice it out. So bear with me.

I SUPER DAMN HATE HAS SCHEME SO MUCH!! It is the most freaking and b*tchy system in this world!! Idiot management!! If cannot afford to take in so much student then DON'T do it!! This is a HELL place and international students' welfare is not taken good care of!! HATE that YOG so much!! Though with an "Olympic" word, it is nothing compare to the world Olympic. DON'T ACT AS IF THIS IS THE BIGGEST EVENT EVER HERE!!! Those locals please get lost and don't fight places with US! If you said your house is damn super far from Uni, then what about us?? Our house is THOUSAND Km away from here!! We are HOMELESS here!

Ok, no bad words here. Chill chill~

That hall admission scheme (HAS) really freaks me out. What more when now locals will have 2 extra points when staying with foreigners and vice versa. Ok, this is no the ugliest thing here. Though it increase the competition between us and locals. But at least, most of the foreigners will probably get a "shelter" in this hell place. But, WHY CUT DOWN OUR DISTANCE POINT??? That is the only advantage we got compared to locals. Now, they are deducting the points according to seniority! What the heck! By next year, I will only have 7 points on hand. So, WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE between me and the locals??!! And single room is randomly allocated and no choice is allowed!! What is the rationale behind this then??

And that Student Union, claimed to be "Union for U", what have they done except surrendered to the school management?? Good job then! Every year the same situation. And now they are adding on our burden by hosting that YOG. I hate that game. Because of it we have to shift out, because of it we postpone the start of our new semester, because of it we have shorter term break!!! If don't have enough spaces to host this BIG game, then DON'T DO it! If that is because of FAME, ya, thanks so much for making us feel "proud" of our UNI. (As a matter of fact, I don't feel proud).

I don't have that much energy to murmur my angst here. If only I have guts, I will write in to that President. Is he dozing off or what? Else, why the HAS becomes so unfair and nasty? =(

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Done with one of my tests for this week. Super no mood. I screwed up because of the base 10. Yeah, idiot me. Prof said could score 100% for that paper cause is pretty straight forward,
then my guess is I am in the wrong course and wrong place. I wonder how many times do I need to mourn for my test every time. LOL~

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Finally got my parcel on Monday! I must say it arrived at a not so good time. =p I have got few tests this weeks. =( That's why I screwed up my paper this noon? No way!


I must say DHL is a good courier company. *Thumb up* =)



A long night with angst. Shall sleep early.

Another escape with LG on 27th March 2010. Is a wonderful experience though I am in the midst of preparing my Mid term tests.

I hope I could one day stand on the globe. LOL~

Escape to Resort World Sentosa! =)

Spent more time on traveling to the destination than walking around our destinations. Haha.. What to do, we always need to lost our way before we find our way. =p

My first ever casino trip! Sorry to the couple who cannot go in. Wait one more year then. ^.^

Inside the casino car park. Traveled there by bus and that short distance route cost each of us S$2. But will definitely go for it after almost 1 hour of waiting and finding way. =p That car park reminded us of Genting, but once you get down from the bus, you will know it is not Genting. >.< Can't take pic inside casino, thus only the external appearance. Check out the Lamborghini in my Fb. It is cool~~


No idea what is this. Don't think I saw any in Genting before.

Well, the casino is divided into two areas. One for Sgporean and PR another tourists. And tourists are not allowed into the local area. No idea about that also. Haha.. Maybe cause the locals pay. =p

I must say the security is really secure there. Checked our passport one by one and those "early bird" tried their lucks but got caught. LOL~ Come back next year then.

A group of 7 of us roaming around. Went from table to table. No, we never try out our luck cause the money in the pocket disallow us. =p Minimum beat I guess is S$20.

This is the only place I could see people throwing out their 20 sheets of S$50 without further hesitation. For me, it is just too scary to see the number to increase decrease so much in a blink of eyes.

Tai sai, Russian roulette, blackjack and etc. Sorry for my poor vocab, but I have yet learn all the names of the gambling games.

Free flow of drinks is provided. =) That's really great cause had a minor sore throat yesterday. =p

Ok, casino is not that suit us. I think aunties like the casino very much. Haha..

I like this place more. =)

Claimed to be the world's largest theme park or whatever they called it. =p Ok, again the money in pocket forbid us from going inside. LOL~


Nice globe they have there. =) Some more with those smoky effect at the bottom. Hehe..

Lake of dream. I have no idea why they named it this. @~@


Ignored that people behind me. Some people just don't know how to give way. Tsk. How I wish I can conquer the globe by my finger. LOL~


Is kiddy stuff, but you have to admit it is nice. =)

The entrance to the theme park. Grand huh?

I am not holding a shit! =p

Haha.. That expression is because it is HUGE and that is a KISSES. =) They got big Hershey outlet there. Selling damn expensive stuff. >.< Nice shot. =) Another classic picture is in Fb group.


One more dinner tonight. But I have got a lot studies to do and I have done nothing ever since this morning!!! Argh!!!


Kill me. =(

In the midst of doing German homework. =)

Skipped lecture this morning. The reason? I thought the lecture started at 1030 instead of 0930. @~@ Ok, this sem is going to over in few weeks time and I have no idea what time my lecture starts. Hmp..


Got something from U-flea. Haha.. Impulsive buyer, you would say. =p

Nice bag that the seller gave for free before I decided to buy the thing. =)



Voodoo~~~~


It is cute! Isn't it? Haha.. Ok, I still can afford to buy this at the price and at the moment.


Holidays coming soon. Of course irritating exams will always come first. Starting to worry if I can secure a job here. =( Everyone is looking for one. Who doesn't want to make some money in such long holidays. Thanks so much to that YOG. Tsk!

Wish that I can secure the current job, but quite impossible since Prof will most probably give chance to other people or he doesn't need anyone during the long holidays. Sigh.

Don't feel like staying home rotting doing nothing. =(


Pray will get a job soon!


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The coming weekend is a hectic one. Definitely. Quizzesssss. Ok, let's not have too much of fun and risk failing my subjects. Haha..

Will update once everything is over. =p


Til then.

Eating cheezels while waiting for McD delivery here. Fattening. =)

Raining whole day makes me feel like dozing off. How to work when the weather is just so nice to sleep. >.<>
Like their performance so much!

Group performance.


The FYP ---> Final Year Performers
Good one. Haha..


They all are just so cool when playing the guitars!! =)

Me! I was playing too~~ Just joking. LOL~ I need to gain so meats. =p Like this pic!! ^.^

Grassies that went to support our performer!!

Haha...


And me again!! Looks like 花痴. Haha..

Ok, my delivery is here!! My first delivery and that delivery fee costed me S$ 3. @~@

Dinner time~ =)

Will I be bombarded again?

Haha.. Heck care. If you don't like, move your mouse to the top right corner and click on that "x". Fast, easy and effective. =)

Done with my lab report and don't think I want to do anything else tonight. Besides Zzzz.. =p

Decided to upload some of the pictures here. Hehehe...

CNY trip back to home by Firefly. (decades ago >.<)

So high class~~ Comparable to KLIA. =)

But we were not supposed to board there. =(

This place instead.

So sad~~


Wa.. The"class" dropped a lot. LOL~

My German 1st on9 quiz was on CNY eve. ): Thus this.


The plane! The workers actually stopped me from taking this. Don't know why. But too bad, I clicked on the shuttle before they signaled me. =p



Pictures taken after SP dinner.


Dare not upload any photos like this to FB anymore. Later kena bombarded again. LOL~

I like this dress though it is cheap. =)


And this,


Don't worry, nothing was exposed. Unless you want to think otherwise. But I believe people visited my blog won't. Hehe..

Ok, the others are my personal private collection. Won't be screened. Haha.. Unless my mood swing and I decided to upload it one day. =p

Til then.

Gute Nacht!

Feeling much better today. Guess that orange, orange juice and "flu powder" did work out. =) Most importantly, had a good sleep. Cause finally got rid of the Computational Method tutorial! Yeahoo~~~

Traveled back and forth few times from my room to school. I guess the construction workers out there must be very curious why I walked in and out from my hall a few times. Haha.. Trust me, these travelings were much more tiring than sitting in the lab for few hours. (:

It was just so happened that I found out my supervisor is pregnant. OMG! Guess what, I did not aware of that until this afternoon, not until she told me she is expecting on April/May!! Is she too good in "hiding" or I am not being observant enough. Or I thought she has a big tummy? Haha.. Whatever it is. Zzzz.. The moment I heard her said that, I was actually feeling very happy. LOL~ Don't know why. The feeling was just so spontaneous and I just feel like treating her and the baby good. I am pretty sure I am not insane. Still, I am feeling happy for her. =) Is her first child. And she doesn't bother to know whether it is a baby girl or boy! Haha.. Ok, it doesn't matter what is the gender so long he/she is healthy. =) I will have a new supervisor shall my Prof still hire me. =p

People has start saying that world will end in 2010 after that 2010 movie was up. If so, why do we still bother to bring a new life to this world? If the world is going to end in 2012, I think I should stop studying. Cause I am going to graduate on 2012! If the year I graduate will be the last year I stand on this earth, trust me I will quit here! =) But of course, I won't now. Hehe.. Too many uncertainties.

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Was browsing through FB and saw Maria posted her high school picture. I have to say she changed a lot! Physically. =) Is a good change. All these, reminded me of how the people around me change. Physically, mentally and most important personalities. Sometimes, I wonder the before changed or after changed is the true self. Whatever it is, I just wish it is not fake and that change is not a bad one. Can't possibly tell who is wearing a mask who is not, right? Haha.. Hopefully I won't get irritated by that these people.

Sometimes, I just hope I can learn these.

顺其自然

为善最乐

因果循环

不因善小而不为，
不因恶小而为之。


Listening to Lee Hom's song (video posted by Uncle in FB) while typing this. LOL~

I am just so random.

Especially on night, a Friday night, where emoness has space to intrude in. =)

I think I do mass update quite often now. =p

BHG bazaar @ Nanyang Audi!

Haha.. Quite proud of our Nanyang Audi. Is a real "multi purpose hall" @ NTU. Parents day, convocation, exam hall, and now a bazaar. What's next? Maybe they should do concert there!! It will definitely give a concert feel to all of us. Better than LKC. LOL~

Went to the bazaar on Wed and the only thing I observed was everyone was holding a BHG plastic bag full of snacks. And ya, the only things I could consider getting there is snacks and my favouritesss!


Deng deng deng deng~~~


I like/fond/love/favor this chocolate so much!! Especially the seashells one. The caffe latte is requested by Vern Vern. I am not into coffee at all. 3 for S$9, don't think is cheap.

And she got this.


Cheaper. But according to her, one "big" box only contains 10 small pieces. Precious.


I wonder if there is anyone or why there are people that dislike chocolates. This is the most brilliant food that human had ever created. =p A bit too far-fetched. LOL~


I would love to eat them all so much.

Unfortunately, attacked by flu virus. @~@

Down with flu this morning. Guess is due to weather and insufficient sleep. May be I should rephrase it this way, because I slept late for the past two days. (Else people will start bombarding me saying I slept more than 7hours per day. LOL~) Darn the computational method tutorial.

Keep sneezing, the fluid keep flowing down uncontrollably (pardon me if you feel digusting) and keep producing "wanton".

Sigh

My nose is all red now and my dustbin is full of "wanton".


Feel so sleepy and I decided to abandon my Thermo tutorial tonight since e-tut on tomorrow is cancelled. yeahoo~~ So can do it later. =p Guess all my prof will never want e-tut anymore. LOL~

Oh gosh!

I hope I am not addicted to it.

Need to concentrate in studies!! And not roaming around!!

Yeah.

Actions speak louder than words. Remind yourself. =p


Just realized I calculated wrongly all the values in the lab report.

Report due tomorrow.

Argh!


I hate the conversion!

Almost abandon this blog. But I guess no one really cares except me.

Quite lazy to update lately. Am a bit busy here. The same thing. Homework, assignment, quizzes, lab and etc. I wish I have more time and more brains.

Been in utmost "down" mood few days before. But it turned out to be a surprise for me. =) Grateful that it is a good surprise. Sometime, I contemplate. What am I doing here? To study? To find my future? Or to treat this place as a "stepping stone" so that I can go further, which I have always desire? I am not quite sure. I am quite envy of someone. She knows exactly where she is going, she enjoys doing her course and she can make everything just so "solid"! I wish I could be half of her. =) Too bad, I am just good in dreaming, not realizing. =.=

Whatever it is. I will find it out. Now, I am going to enjoy the route which I have taken. My friend reminds me of the poem "The Road not Taken". It is quite true now, though during my Sec Sch I find it totally irrelevant to me. =p

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Finally, SP dinner!! Ya, low budget. So everyone had to order 1 main course and use the remaining to spend on DESSERT!! We may be sinful, but we were satisfied so did our stomach! =)

My half-eaten main course. ^.^ I love cheese!! Especially melted cheese!! Melted cheese with mushrooms embedded! It is so not worth cause I couldn't finish it all by myself!!! One day when I am able to finish this plate of chicken chop all by myself, I will definitely got for a buffet and eat like a pig!! =)

I like the free flow of candy floss from NYNY. =)


Three of us. >.<>Who cares if this will cause weight gained. Hehe..

One scoop of ice cream is just not enough. Did I mention how delicious is the Waffle? Lecker! We said that in German. =)

And this is not chicken nugget with crab stick ( quote by Rae's bf).
Fried bananas!!! The hot chocolate sauce "melt" the ice cream!

I guess no one is interested in the after meal condition, right? Haha..

I think I can write an advertorial on FOOD! =p Just joking.

Of course, fun time always end with a group pic! ^_^

I wish there are plenty of these "luxury" eating time. The upcoming one ----> Club's annual dinner. It is going to be on the boat!! =) Can't wait. "wink*

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Performance for "Arts from the Heart" today @ Milenia Walk

Ready, get set.... Don't go first. LOL~

Bowing to the audience. Not a lot actually.

I think I no longer capable to run like this anymore.

I am more comfortable with this. >.< Haha.. We are half musician ok? =p But I think I don't have much talent. (:


This is what I called as large volume of crowd for an event. If only that time LDC had such large volume of crowd. But I think I will faint. @~@

Imagine this people are all going to the see our competition. LOL~

Stop dreaming.



IT FAIR @ SUNTEC CITY MALL!

Can't believe there was A LOT of people. Never been to PC fair in Msia. But this IT FAIR in SG is really ridiculous! There was even security guards to "release" those visitors into the fair batch by batch. @~@ Stuck a few times in the crowd. Almost suffocated. We walked like old folks and basically we were squeezed by people every step we walked. =.=

Was walking around to look for Nintendo. But I couldn't even locate any shops/booths that are selling them! Argh! Only those imitate brands. =( After my MP3, I guess I will opt for originality, always. =p I want Nintendo!!! >.<>

Left with disappointment. What really pissed me off was the "people jam" in the mall where we headed towards the MRT station. We were stuck there for 10 minutes. What I meant here is we were not moving at all for 10 minutes. This time really felt so so suffocated. The whole mass crowd was stuck in front of the CD shops. And the reason? The large crowd! @~@ In the end, we were squeezed out from the crowd. =.=

So, the lesson is: Don't got IT Fair, unless you are pretty sure they have got what you want, such as Nintendo, in my case. =p

I feel so humiliated sometimes.

In some ways.

I am not asking for any appreciations from any party. But at least, show me a little of enthusiasm.

I am trying to show my gratitude, but I know nobody actually cares about that.

I never ask to be stupid enough to failed my quiz. Stop saying me why I chose this road even though I know I am weak.

I can feel the numbness of my heart towards the result.

I wish I could cry or at least mourn for it for an hour or so.

I don't wish to be helpless too.

But,

please stop humiliating me.

Even though I never show my all my emotions on my face.

That's doesn't mean

I don't have feelings.

I am just,

trying to make myself feel better,

in some ways.

Say me idiot,

but don't do it in front of me.


Grateful I still have this space to voice it out, without letting any evils to read this.

Interesting things I saw in Iluma @ Bugis.

This may not be very special. But I like that Toblerone so much. =)

Creativity that I can never achieve, I guess. Take a closer look and you will know what are the materials.

My guess for this is garbage bag. =p Not quite sure. But there is only one word I will use to describe. Amazing~


I like this most! Never know the brush is so cute. =)

Images here are just for displays and to show people who appreciate arts and creativity. There is no intention to copy this masterpiece or use it for any other publicity purposes.

Yea, I got to write this. Cause I am not sure if public are allowed to capture these pictures. LOL~ Nowadays, people really know what is "copyright reserved".

I wish I have such creativeness. But seems like my creativeness is killed by the packed and hectic schedule. Study is the only important thing now. *sigh*

I finally know what is the problem with free access of internet. It makes me can't concentrate on doing what I should do. Instead, roaming around the internet world. I hate this free service now. I am writing this in a relative dull mood. Hopefully I won't screw up tomorrow's quiz like what I did to HP804.

Back to the same old place with the same silence around.

Bad luck I would say.

Got "caught" today at airport before I checked in. Guess what? My body shampoo, lens solution and toothpaste!! Ok, liquid exceeding 100/150ml, banned, cannot go aboard. *Sigh* In case you wondering, I just don't feel like spending extra dollar buying my necessities here. LOl~ But toothpaste, argh!! Is not a liquid, to be exact. =(

Grateful that my dad actually fetched me to the airport!! Though he never waited to see me depart. But still, I thought I would need to take the "turtle speed" KTM to meet up with Vern Vern. Haha.. I know my family is the BEST!! (:

The week of recess, I would say I spent it wisely. LOL~ Getting enough rest, at the same time made progression for most of my homework. *grin*

Bioelectricity write-up

Formal lab report

Lab log sheet

Biomechanics term paper

See. Though the half strike telling me that I am just half done. LOL~ I know I can do it better at my own place. =) A sense of belonging with that extra comfy sofa in the living room. :) Except for the term paper maybe. Trying to read up that 127 pages journal and come out with a 20 pages paper.

Went shopping with my sis before coming back here. Hehe..

Never know that "Cotton On" actually has outlet in Msia. Haha.. Finally got the pair of jeans I want so much in Sg! Though the price is more or less the same. =p



Again, no auto focus.

I don't really mind that I am size 8. =) In fact, just right for me. Hopefully I don't go beyond that anymore.

Say us bimbotic or anything. Got a pair of sunglasses for each of us! LOL~ The cheapest we could find there. Only God know that the recent weather hot and sunny like... I don't know how to describe it.


Got a really belated birthday from Mei the day before leaving. =) Thanks for the little present~



Perhaps I should stop uploading no quality, blur pics here.


The must-have breakfast every time home. (:

Still remember how I used to laugh and told my mom "I am coming home for a vacation!" Deep in heart I know that there is not a place in this world, that you could travel there for a vacation or trip without bringing the most intimate thing with you. I am talking about the toothbrush here. LOL~ There is only one place, where the toothbrush, towel, clothes or bed are all readily available just for you, the place named "HOME".

Homesick.