Hello everyone!

I arose from death!

Um.. Not exactly. Haha! Well, I am waiting to call and I have absolutely no idea where to start my works looking all the deadlines I just noted down on my post-it and they are going to conquer my table very soon.

Like this.


This is just the beginning. A beginning whereby I start to freak out that I have that much of deadlines to meet. (I just squeeze them into a small piece of post-it so it doesn't look that bad.) Sigh!

Deadlines that never end in studies. And even more deadlines and meetings coming up for ECA. Ok, no complaints on the ECA, cause I CHOSE it. Wth! And yup coping with a job at the same time. Why am I making my life such worse? Alright, I enjoy being a workaholic.

LOL~

Can't believe I am back for 5 weeks by now. What? 5 weeks that make me feel like 5 months.

I want go home!!!!

Alright, before going home to celebrate my Buffday (Gosh! my first ever back in home after I came here! >.<) attachment interview on the go beforehand. Sigh! Give me some wits and luck on interview. I been used to interviewing people not being interviewed. :P Such a boring updates here after my arisen. Haha! Alright, something more interesting here. Copied pasted from Apple site. Who cares.
No, I am not going to get this. Though out of 3 persons here, 2 are holding Iphone 4G. Zzz.. Is a serious worldwide maniac and I know why. Wait til you meet Talking Tom. Hahaha!

Not planning to get into the trend. But I am thinking to join in the smartphone crowd. (Yea, techno-dumb getting smarter).

This is so damn cute and tempting!


Blackberry Bold 9700 or in short call it BBB 9700. (Is not a baby boy, stop asking me on it in MSN) LOL~ Before you start to think, since when Me becomes so hi-tech (in another word materialistic :P), I shall tell you why. Cause I need it for every communication reason. :D And I am definitely not materialistic. Bahhh!


Any kind soul wanna sign a plan and sell me the BBB?


LOL~

LG ECP outing. After one and a half year of planning. Don't ask why we took that long.

Finally.

After long planning, we went on a rainy day. =.= Well, at least no sun, save up sunblocks.

Can't ride my own bicycle still. :(




Kite flying for the first time in my life. Finally.


If I could hold the camera and snapped this, obviously I wasn't the successful one. :(


Besides the nice background with my fat body, I can't sense a pose of emo. LOL~


A bunch of undergrads and grads did this so publicly. =.=


Shot I like thus far. :D




3 or more attempts to blog. And finally I summoned my enthusiasm after long, but I am lack of inspirations and desires to write anymore.

Found this interesting cycle in my lecture notes.

Alright, the subject and the lecturer sucks. I have to get something else to attract me on focusing reading.

How amazing we disobey our clock as often as we can.

It just came to my realization that I think I won't be blogging that often/anymore.

Things are occupying my life more and more and I am starting to forget about this space. There is no more walking while thinking I want to blog about this or that later, no more staying awake knowing how much I want to share the thing that happened here. I think I lost my way here and not going to find it back. It is not a loss to anyone though.

A week is gone. Without noticing that it just flew past me. How miraculous it is.

Sort of settle down with all belongings back in positions real soon. Including my soul and my mind. Everything that happened for past few days, came too fast and gone rapidly too. Before I could leave my trail, before I could reach out and hold them right in front of my eyes to look at them, to believe that they did exist in my life once.

Everything seems to be forwarding swiftly while I am catching up slowly at the back, without knowing what I am actually going to do when I reached. Planning to work everything out. At the best I can afford to do it. It may be the toughest but worth the most in my life for time being.

Can't imagine that I am having piles of clothes that I couldn't seem to wear them all by end of this academic year. And yes I am now officially third year, catching up the pace as a third year student. 3 years here, clothes piling up that I start to think when did I actually buy them all. :( It is difficult. No way I am going to wear them all, no way I am going to abandon them without valid reasons and no way I can sell them off. Puzzled.

Sense of gratification for what happened yesterday. It a bless, I reckon that. I hope it is. Can't bear with the bath without a towel. Don't ask anything. But I feel great and appreciate for helps that were offered all along these days. Without them, I could probably be more emotional than just being seriously in home sick condition. Thanks for those buddies, from heart.


Is over now.

And waking up from the reality that

the summer holidays are over now.

Attitude girlish out the town again. :) Vain.


Attitude tote bag. *Like* :D


Recent hot spot in KL.

Full House :)


New branch at Sunway Giza, another new mall with 80% of shop lots are restaurants and cafes.

Best place for people on shopping curb like me and her.

:P

Guess what? Two dumb-ass forgot/too lazy to bring camera along. Well, gotta depends on my "powerful" camera then. LOL~

A nicely decorated place but varieties of food are quite limited. :( Don't mind. Since I got a treat! Hehe!


Thanks to you!


Makan session!




Stylish sofa. I wish to own in my future home. Haha!



This is a also a store of little cute stuffs! And cute clothings!!!! Not good not good. :( Well, we tempted each other. But we was firm enough! :P




The bed is not for sale, I think. Haha!

Two nerds out the town! *yell*


Trendy #1. :P Almost bought that shade. :(


Trendy #2. :P


Mini fountain.


Extremely cruel scene! Nah! Just want to "disturb" them. :P


And this so cute polka-pink panther styled car!


Super slow photo loadings. Zzz..

Settled finally.

Reluctant to go back. What more without a room or even a bed waiting for me to check in. Damn!

I am given the chance to secure my room for next coming year perhaps, may be was given, but I think I just let it slipped off. Damn!

What am I thinking exactly?

Dunno.


Feel like spoiling myself with brand new electronic stuffs. Don't think it worth. Anyone on COMEX next week?

Sigh!

So how?

Feel like rotting at home for coming days. :(

Oh well, no outings since I ever came back. Such a disastrous person. :P Not putting blame on anyone of course. Cause me, myself just feel like rotting at home after so long too!

No, going for another shopping round before I need to get back to the hell. To motivate myself for being brave enough to be back for third year. Did I just mention third year?

Disaster! (Thunder, lightning bolts around)

It feels weird to tell "Oh hi, I am third year now!".

Wth!


Sit back and relax for my remaining days (sound like I am going to hell for real).

Well, Squatting, I am coming back for you soon! :(

Closed the book.

After a bath, could finally feel the feet are on the ground once a again. Solid feel.

Dived into the magical world, away from this reality and this virtual world.

I think I need time longer than a bath could take.

Now, I know the reason I been forbidding myself from reading these "unimportant" stuffs (in others' eyes) when I have more important to go ahead, such as studies. Well, I don't like the feeling being halted half way while reading by some unnecessary disturbances or when I know there are still important things to be done ahead. I truly love the feeling having my whole day, sitting down on my comfy sofa, buried my nose in it. Without disturbances of all.

:)

Oh! Have not mention what attracted me so crazily into its world that I feel so hard to pull myself out now.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows


Don't think this title suits very well. Haha!

I am proud at myself. For being firm at the temptation. I should have bought and read it like one year ago? As I said, important stuffs like studies, hampered me throughout. But, reading this is as important as studies. :) Just that I prioritized studies over Harry Potter. (So sorry!)

Nonetheless, I made it in 2 days.

2 days in reality is 20 years in magical world.

I am not going to do a review, oh well, others might have did it and done better.

I just got say that somehow I "hate" J.K. Rowling for killing the characters that meant so much along these ways. An abrupt appearance of Dobby and an unexpectedly, almost cruel, death of him. Fred and Lupin, not to mention Dumbledore, which of course not in this book. Oh well, she just got to make sure the plot went well and is too good to be true if no one is sacrificed on the good side. Gotta be amazed at those new words she created and wonder where she is inspired from. Mudblood, Patronus, Muggles, Horcuxes, Apparate, Gryffindor, Ravenclaw. etc.

"........ All was well."

That's the end of the series. So does the story.


Glad that it ended that way.


And now,

I am back in the reality.

I am not sure what shall I do next. Chances are always given to people who are ready for it. Am I? Always tell that I have to do it. I am going to do it. Can I? There are thousand of question marks and thousand of foreseen circumstances circling my mind. I don't consider it thoroughly. I don't think about it seriously, yet. Is it going to make a difference in my life? I doubt and I know the only way to figure out is to do it. Accept or being rejected. I can't tell how. I think I am a different person now. I don't seem to reckon myself back in few years ago. No one know who and how I have evolved into. I can't tell it myself too. You told me that I shall do it, I shall fight for it, I shall not let myself regret for giving up, but you never tell me how? You just walked away, leaving me here. How am I suppose to figure out? I only see a weak me, the weakest me. A Me that do everything wrongly and place anything at mistake. And the risk I have taken and have to bear with for longer than ever. It doesn't have to be me, I know that from heart. It doesn't have to be me who woke up having that kind of heart attack feeling and starting to hate the day, to be more exactly, be afraid of the day. But now, what am I struggling at? For who? For the future I expected that may not come out accordingly to my "visions"? Or just for you solely? Who refuse to lose. Sober? I want to leave it to fate, but I know is not the right way.

You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That’s why I am here, I’m writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I’m a poor man and you’re the queen.
Oh baby, you’re the only thing that I really need.
Baby that’s why…

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight.
You’re the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won’t end no, no.
They’ll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I’m tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don’t leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I’m a poor man and you’re the queen.
Oh baby, you’re the only thing that I really need.
And baby that’s why…

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight.
You’re the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I’ll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we’ll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you’ve never know before
We’re gonna make love all night.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight.
You’re the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

今天是七夕情人节。
(想不知道也很难，面子书至少有七/八个人在提醒你。）

@~@

应该没有人不懂背后的故事吧？

很老套，
可是
很受女士欢迎的
那套
爱情故事。

牛郎织女，
仙人有别，
一年只能见对方一次。

多么凄惨，
但又美丽得
让人嫉妒的
至死不渝的爱情。

哈哈！

新时代的青年，
到底有多少
懂的至死不渝，
又有多少到底相信
这个故事的真实性？
（女生除外：P)

看过一篇
由某国中老师的投稿
叙说
当年上了一堂
有关牛郎与织女的课，
竟然
有学生把 “织女” 念成 “妓女”，
把牛郎当成那种“牛郎”。

读毕，
除了大笑一番，
还可以怎样？


哪怕
这只是一个古老的传说，
只要有一天
可以找到
那个
在
不需要暗示
甚至提醒下，
依然
很重视地
和你
共庆这一个
渐渐被西洋情人节取代的
不那么浪漫的节日，
那
应该
是值得守候的人。

抱着矛盾的心情
谈着这一个话题，
因为
难免
有些人会
突然 “关心”
这背后的“原由”。

哦！
没关系！

让大家
天马行空吧！


高兴就好了！

：）

就好好
记着这一天，
让这个
梦幻传说，
永远
一代一代地
流传下去！



反正，
你遇到对的人，
每天就是情人节嘛！



七夕快乐！

Feel so good having the chance to drive out with no particular direction in mind. Along a peaceful road without drivers that seem to have severe impatience attitude and a beautiful scenery alongside is a plus plus. I just wish we could have buy a house there rather than current one. :P Nonetheless, I am happy enough with current one. :D We all got to have dreams no? Let that be a dream then.

Speaking of driving. I think my skills deteriorate a bit. Yes, only A BIT. Is the changes in mentality that cause the changes in skills. Perhaps, I am starting to be afraid of cars and traffic. Imaging most of your times are spent on public transports as a passenger. Is a norm, ok? Perhaps, I have turn to be a more safety-first person or to be more exact a coward. :P Use to drive quite recklessly. I mean not that kind of dangerous driver on the road that never follow the rules but just that I was one of the impatient drivers (that caused almost 90% of accidents?) and everything need to be FAST for me. Now, not anymore. Haha! Surprisingly, or maybe not too surprising, I am not into driving that much anymore. Sick of the jams everywhere and the number of reckless and inconsiderate drivers increasing rapidly. In another way, I am tired of the fast pace of life at certain point of life. Sometimes, all we need is just slow down and look at our steps. It applies very well to life. :)

But at home, I rather choose to drive than taking public transports. (Kill me if you want to do that often). Give me the directions and I will just go on driving whenever possible. Else, it will be best if there is always someone here willing to fetch me to everywhere. :P When I am out from this land, I will just let myself out freely on the public transports or feet, sometimes. I enjoy the time having a driver.


Still no luck on room yet. @~@ Gonna choose a camp site and set up my own tent real soon. What a life!

Anyone still remember this?


Is not a credit or debit card. Is a telephone card! The card that people used to use it to make calls at public telephone booths. :) I guess this is a really really rare card now. I used to own one. With Doraemon picture on it! But I think I need some times to find it out. Hopefully I have not threw it away when I last shifted house.

Anyway, did anyone actually owned one before? Guess what, when I was at primary, I was hoping to get one for myself desperately! Ok, is not like I always need to use public phone (which doesn't sound like a good thing, is either you forgot bring your books or you got a detention). Just that I thought it was so cool to own a telephone card, saving the fuss from carrying coins around. LOL~ And the main thing was the image on the card is so so cute! Haha! But dare not request from my parents. >_< Mom was pretty strict and fierce and I was pretty afraid back at that time. :P Thus, I am really grateful that I got my first ever telephone card as my present when I was primary 3 or 4? Can't really remember but I still remember the girl friend that gave me. :D Can't believe that I perhaps, lost it?? Oh no! I am going to find it out soon. :) The funniest part would be, it anyone happened to remember, there was actually a few companies managing different telephone booths, let's say one of them is Telekom. And the card my friend gave me was an Uniform one (don't know if the company still exists now), which the booth happened to be really rare around me. :( Thus, I think I only used the card once or twice? The credits are all stuck inside now. And I hardly got the cool experience using it. Haha!

So, what about yours?

Done with ironing finally.

Is a house chores day.

LOL~

Partying at home~ :P

I like this! :)


Easy to cook. A good choice if you are too lazy.

Simply add in water.


Stir stir and stir til you get an even mixture like this. :)


Heat the oil beforehand.


And now you are ready to cook them! :D


Pretty easy.


Served!




I suppose sweet soup is the easier to cook among all. Less mess too! Just dump everything into it and make sure it is cook and SWEET then you are done. Haha!

For red bean soup,

Red bean is a must of course and add in some pandan leaves (that's the tradition of Malaysian I supposed. Haha!) for the great aroma. And you can simply customized your own red bean soup by adding on coconut milk, better known as santan, or sago. :P

After 2 hours,

tadaaa~



Done and ready to be served. :)


Let the feast begins~

:)



I am posting this out of boredom. Haha!

The Last Airbender

My first thought was why not a Windbender. But it sounds weird, I know. Haha! Another typical Hollywood production with all those computer effects that never fail in earning a "Wow" from audiences, to be more specific here, Me. :D The only movie I had since I came back here and enjoyed it very much with family. :) Quite a low rated movie amongst all the rest. At least that is what I heard from my Bro's friends and Sis searched it over at the net. Nonetheless, the trailer attracted me more than The Sorcerer's Apprentice. And I was amazed. I mean I couldn't seem to get myself out from the plot itself. I sunk too deep into the story and the probable reason will be that somehow, another personality of mine (is not like split personalities), want to believe so much in these supernatural things do really exist. Yea, usual thing that happened to me most of the times. If I was an actress, I am pretty sure I will get depression easily for not being able to pull myself out from the character. And the most influential character of all is the kid. Yea, the monk kid. Sense of sympathetic that arose from nowhere. For this kid that need to bear so much of the responsibilities be it at back stage or in the plot itself. But at the same time, feeling proud that a kid is an Avatar! Haha! Avatar seems to be a pop word these days. Can't really understand the real meaning behind this word though. I just gotta admit that I like those computer effects that seem to be real at certain point of time. Especially when dealing with water part. Or maybe I wish they are for real. What a weirdo! After all, is just a typical science fantasy movie that you will either like it or hate it. So judge it yourself. :) I hope there will be second part.

Inception

Movie of the year I supposed. And yea, like everyone's review, is an amazing and interesting movie and Hollywood hasn't had these kind of productions for quite a period of time. And Leonardo DiCaprio improved so much all these while. :) Start to like his acting more now. Just my 2 cents, he really does suit those pyscho characters. :P Dreams within dream. That is fantastic! I don't know if I ever been into this situation before. I guess we all don't really remember our dreams no matter how real it was at that moment. We never remember how we got ourselves into the situation of dream as well. This movie indeed being an interesting and fascinating movie and the ending is up to your judgment. My belief will be Leonardo is back to the reality though numerous told me that he actually never woke up from the dream. Well, I hate to think that I am living in a fake dream world. So, am I living in my real world or dreaming world now? Is a confusing statement. I assume I don't have to find it out. But you just gotta find out this movie if you have not. I think I will watch this movie once again at later time. :)

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Is a really long winded post that if you ever noticed I don't really put much of my reviews here. Can't seem to get them into words. Haha! Sorry for wasting your time then. :P

Again.

Once again I abandoned my blog for quite some times. Leaving it with a quite boring post last posted.

But now, lappie is finally back with me again. Technically recovered and I hope it is recovered forever. At least I can really focus on playing my game or watching my drama without any unnecessary movement needed to make to the screen. ;)

Feeling excited to blog.

Hehe!

Lots of thoughts to share and lots of pics as well. But I can't seem to gather them all at one. Give me some times I shall put everything into words again when I am organized.

So self obsessed recently. Please bear with my unglam pics. Is just me after all. Not that you don't know me.

Is a shopping day and I enjoyed it very much. :) And yes I did something to my hair. Haha!

I like the floral print so much! I am addicted to floral print recently. Trend is going back. No one really did appreciate this floral thing which always remind us of "ah-ma" or "auntie" look back in a year ago? But too bad too low cut. And I don't need people to comment that I am b**bless or I don't suit low cut. So gotta let it go then.


Stripe+navy blue = my fav! :D Started to look out for outer wear more now due to certain reason. And start loving it too. Hehe.. This is a really casual good piece for outing with friends. But according to my Sis's advice, decided to let it go as well. :( But the main reason is as followed. LOL~


Tank top my all time fav since sec sch perhaps? What's more a floral piece. :P

And I am super duper happy that I found this! :):)



Tadaa~ Did you see the main thing in the pic except for my face? LOL~ Yes, the jacket! Been looking for it for quite some times and the most exciting part is it comes with the color I been looking too! Woohoo~ And see the reason why I got this over the stripe cardigan though I am in love with it too? Hehe..

Stripe only goes well with plain only perhaps? That's the 2 cents from my Sis though I think it looks perfectly fine with floral too! Hehe..

Stop scolding me for doing such stupid things in the fitting room. :P Anyway, all the apparels I worn in the pics are from Nichii. :D Start to love them after my first pair of shorts from them and loving them more now. LOL~


My luggage is going to exceed the limit very soon. Sigh!
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Breakfast with parents for two consecutive days and nothing beat this. Is the greatest thing in my world. :)

And thanks so much for them for accompanying 3 of us for a movie! Though they didn't really understand the whole plot at first. Hehe..

Nothing beats the happiness you share with your family.

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My post-shopping symptom is here again.

The sense of guilt. Can't seem to get over it now.

What more I am using parent's money this time. :(

The article I read make me grief even more now.

"Money is more useful when it is for people who need it most."

But I spent them while my parents work so hard for them.


Why on earth is there people who can spend the parent's money without hesitation or gratification? Teach me how.