The Last Day
ThEnG
"What is done cannot be undone."

That's the reply I got.

*sigh*

This and that schools are quitting.

Feeling terribly miserable.

Yet, no one understand and feeling so helpless.

Guess year 2009 hasn't been a good year to me. Even if it is the last day of year 2009.

Hoping for a better new year.
But I doubt if it would be.

I can only foreseen more problems lie ahead. Waiting for their turns to knock me down.



Dear bad luck,
Please leave me alone and let me get my job done smoothly. TQ!
Labels: 0 comments | edit post
一个人
ThEnG
莫名的落寞感。

五个人，
两个旅行箱，
浩浩荡荡地出发。

可是，

最后
只剩一个人
和她的随身机。

搭着同样的地铁，
路过同样的车站，

可是，
站在身边的人
已经不是他们了。

心里
一丝丝的想念。

想着想着，
眼泪好像不听使唤。


---------------------------------------------


回到同样的地方。
可是，
却少了一种感觉。

同样的房间，
却只有她一个人。


------------------------------------------------


当初独自来到这里，
以为可以有一番作为。

显然，
并没有成功。

甚至，
可以说
是失败。



------------------------------------------------

现在
好想回家去。

Labels: 2 comments | edit post
Closing ceremony
ThEnG
That's the end.

The official ending of AY2009/10 Semester 1.

With the result released today. To be more accurate, at 0000hr on 30/12/09.

I wish I could tell myself that I did my best.

*sigh*

In freaking low no mood now.

Perhaps I should be feeling grateful and content.

Perhaps I have to start accepting the fact that I am merely average.

Hey, what am I good in?

Academic?
Arts?
Sports?
Social skills?
Singing?

None.

I can't think of single one to make myself feeling better.
(If you can think of one, please convince it to me)

Perhaps,

I am the defect He created to balance out the rest of the mankind.
Labels: 2 comments | edit post
Exhausted
ThEnG
Totally
exhausted.

Both mentally and physically.

Watched two movies in a row. Sitting in the cinema for more than 4 hours. Of course, not continuously. Else I will be dying by now.

My mind is flying to nowhere now.

Should get some sleep now.

Gonna prepare myself with full energy for tomorrow and day after tomorrow.

Nite!
Labels: 2 comments | edit post
my xmas
ThEnG
Two days ago...

No, Santa never granted my wish for a white Xmas. =(

No, no countdown on eve night.

No, no party or any celebration on Xmas night.

No, there is no present for me or from me. =X

Guess Christmas is just any other ordinary day for me after all.
Except that shopping malls were all crowded and people were enjoying to be stuck in traffic and Q in long lines for everything from food to car park.

*grin*

Went to Desa Parkcity for Christmas dinner. At least that place is more...
How should I decribe it? Serene? Calm?

~LOL

Unless you think that people flying kites, jogging, feeding fishes, strolling around there will disturb you. (I have never try kite flying before. Anyone up for it?? (:)

No turkey feast. Steamboat instead. =)

Table full with food~~

One pot of soup per person, you can "cook" as you like it and only "dump" in the food you like the most. Hah!

My own pot of soup! (front)

Pretty expensive for a steamboat meal. But it is FUN! =D

Thanks Mrs.Ng for bringing us there! (:





The best thing being home is
I can eat as much good food as I can
without looking at the price.
*wink*
Labels: 0 comments | edit post
Stuck
ThEnG
Stuck.

Stuck in isolated place.

Stuck in NTU once again...

Homesick.

Missing all the delicious dishes, square box called TV, HK drama, harassing my sis, and my BED!

=(

Wish I can buy air ticket now, get a change and step out from here heading to the airport.
Destination: HOME

Ok, forget about it.


Let's explore Singapore!! =)

They are coming down tomorrow. *wink*



Time to unpack everything, tidy up my room before "officers" arrive for a spot-check.
~LOL~


Good morning quiet lonely NTU.

*yawn*
Labels: 1 comments | edit post
坚持
ThEnG


这次一定要下定决心了。

一定要坚持到底，

一定要做到，

一定要……

Labels: 2 comments | edit post
被遗忘的“它”
ThEnG

这几天只顾着

圣诞节，Xmas Shopping



好像忘记了

另一个重要的节日。

就是



冬至啦！




“卖汤圆，卖汤圆......”




小时候

最喜欢

看妈妈搓汤圆时

就会嚷着要搓

(其实是贪玩啦！)


=D



好啦！

现在终于“恨”到了

可以名正言顺地 “玩”了

LOL~



TADAA!!













配上花生碎+糖

一级棒！

=)




想一想

圣诞节、端午节、中秋节、什么节

都有“背后的故事”

可是




冬至好像没有哦

(还是有，我不知道？？）

>.<





好像有一个说法：

一个人多少岁，

就只能吃多少粒汤圆。



不管了

总之

吃进肚子是暖暖的就是了！




祝大家

冬至快乐！

^.^



Labels: 3 comments | edit post
Merry Christmas
ThEnG

Manage to catch up a Xmas movie on HBO channel. (Now only I know Santa has a brother! =p)

Eastern people don’t normally celebrate Xmas back in decade ago. Like what those old folks said, Xmas is for “Ang Moh” (People with blonde hair, blue eyes, etc.) But now, Xmas has become one of the “commercial” festivals (Ya, commercial because it is the time when a good business can be made, where people are so crazy about the Xmas shopping, not to mention with sales everywhere! =))

Our family doesn’t celebrate Xmas spirit, we celebrate the festival instead. ~chim~

Hello, I am not going to talk about the “spirit” and the “festival”. I guess I just don’t want to bored people so much. (Though I wonder if anyone actually read my blog :D)


When I was a child, I have always wanted to celebrate Xmas so much! Even now I am still having the spirit flaming in my heart. Hah! Imagine playing snowball, building up a snowman, having turkey feast!!

~Cool~

That’s the only word I can say for now.


Much important is SNOW everywhere!! LOL~


Living and studying in a tropic country, you are not going to say hello to snow. Should have gone for a sunbathe instead. LOL~

Countdown on Xmas’s eve night?



Big NO to it! Hah! =X

With traffic jam, people jam, public transport jam and etc. No snow, snowball or snowman, only big crowd with smelly sweating bodies. Uh-no!


If Santa Claus ever existed, which I do hope he does exist, I am going to wish for a snowy white Xmas this year. I promise I will be a good girl to get the present.

^.^



Ho!Ho!Ho! Merry Christmas everyone!

Labels: 4 comments | edit post
Dear Friend
ThEnG
Dear friend,
I am sorry for being who I am.

Dear friend,
Please trust me as a friend. I will do what I can as a friend.

Dear friend,
Please forgive me for being so sensitive. Your harsh words do hurt me, sometimes. But I know you don't mean it, at least I believe you don't.

Dear friend,
Please do not dislike me. For I am just being myself.

Dear friend,
Please do not accuse me in silence. It does hurt though it makes no sound.

Dear friend,
Please forgive me for failing to hide all my emotions behind.

Dear friend,
All I need is just a word---> "trust". It may be nothing to you, it means a lot to me.

Dear friend,
Please do not ask me to forget. Instead show me you believe in me if you do.

Dear friend,
All I need is just a stupid laugh when I am down. But not harsh words. It really does hurt.

Dear friend,
All I want is just an endless and happy conversation.

Dear friend,
Please do not leave me out. Though I know I am not good with words or talking.

Dear friend...
Labels: 2 comments | edit post
Of Stars and Planner
ThEnG
Phew...

Finally done with course registration (:
Hopefully the random balloting system won't disappoint me...

Upcoming next: Add/Drop period

Stay tuned for that... (It is about how fast u can click!) =P

Toddle back to zZZzzzzZ...




Happy 21st Birthday to KEI !!




p/s: This is the 12th post of mine!! *clap clap* Now is December =)
Labels: 0 comments | edit post
Do I think?
ThEnG

Saw this in Clumsy Queen's blog. Tried for fun. =)
Labels: 0 comments | edit post
Random
ThEnG
Becoming more and more absent-minded when growing older.. (hey, I am still young!!)

This minute I am holding my hp, the next minute I forget what I wanna do with it....

@~@

Ya, now I rmb... I wanna set a reminder... (definitely need reminder from time to time)


Ok, I am not blur!! I am just a little absent-minded+careless. No, is not =blur...

LOL~~




Wanna watch "Ratatouille" (rat-ta-too-ee) and "Up"....
Labels: 2 comments | edit post
她要的只是一句“对不起”
ThEnG

不懂该怎么开始这一篇post.

读完今天的《副刊》，心里只想着要把心内的话写出来。

“人之初，性本善”，这句当年朗朗上口的《三字经》究竟还是否成立？还是在这个时代，已经没有人懂得《三字经 》的存在？

今天不是想要谈《三字经》。（本小姐还没那么有学识 =P）

“14岁女孩的失足”，上星期二《副刊》封面大标题。报道出街后，随即而来的就是警方终于开始认真地展开调查、公众纷纷来信，为小女孩打包不平及给予祝福与鼓励。

14岁女孩被自己相识多年的男性朋友性侵犯。“哑子吃莲子，有苦自己知。”可悲的是，竟然没有人能够为她伸张正义。

校方？警方？人民代表？

校方置身之外，警方敷衍了事，人民代表浑然不知情。

明明犯者就在她面前，明明就知道犯者是何人，可是为何有关当局竟然能够充耳不闻？难道他们没有能力去帮助她吗？难道他们没有权力去查明事情真相，还她一个公道吗？

除了愤怒，还是愤怒…..

实在不能理解，为什么还有人可以忍心对她落井下石呢？难道那些人就是喜欢在别人伤口上撒盐？或是不懂得事情的真相，任意让自己天马行空，捏造故事？

当今的教育制度，到底教出什么样的学生？如果教育制度是个实验，那可以说这个实验是失败的。需要证据吗？另一篇报导是关于“学院生遭神棍蒙骗”。二十年的教育，到底真正教了什么？

我们的教育制度，只教会我们如何考取一大堆“A”，却忘了让我们上一堂真正的“品德修养”课。

可悲啊！

也许在成人的眼中，好成绩=好品德。哈！你们现在还这么觉得吗？

是青少年不懂事？还是是当今社会给予他们的“知识”仅此而已？

这一篇报导，其实也只是冰山一角……

Labels: 1 comments | edit post

Show time