It has been more than a week back in home. Nothing much happened.

Still craving for yummy-delicious food, still missing my bed so much, still happy-ing on staying home, still looking out for each and single outingssss! (:

*sigh*

But only 2 weeks remains. Got to go back to the miserable place continue fighting for “I-dunno-what-the-heck-it-is-for”. Ya, u never misread. See how I describe it.

*Miserable*

Anyway, one major problem down-ed. Gotta set my mind and plan the whole trip now. ~finger crossed~

From last week till now, only settled 1 drama.. ~slow progression~ Told Mrs.Ng I wanna watch this 《绝代商骄》, asked if she can help me get the DVD of it. She ended up telling people her daughter wanna watch the 《神雕侠侣》.

@~@

Laughing off my chair. LOL~~

Been thinking recently. (how rarely I use my brain especially during holidays.. =p) Especially during late nights. When everyone in your house dozing off, having their little sweet dreams, after a long day out. Lying on the bed, though not feeling sleepy, here comes the time diving into the inner world of my own. Maybe due to less disturbances from the outside??

What was in my mind? Not quite much. Family and myself.

Frankly speaking, I really would have changed my mind if I was given a chance to be away from home during a short period at year 07/08. Days hadn’t been easy during that period. Felt as if I lost my track at that moment. Not to mention seeing your friend leaving day after day, and you yourself being stuck here, waiting and waiting for the unforeseen. Being accepted into various varsities, but due to this and that reasons, turned those offers down. *Dream shattered* Worked in the same small clinic, passed everyday as if it would never end till the world ends. Eventually manage to escape from this place. I guess I should be feeling grateful. At least the waiting was fruitful. (: Ok, I am not going to continue the old-grandpa story. LOL~

What so big deal even I escaped out?

Every time I come back, I only wish to stay longer!! Haha.. Maybe I finally feel that this is where I wanna be, the “comfort-zone”, which I been hiding myself for more than 20years. It is just like a tortoise shell. LOL~ Wish to spend more time with my family, even if it is just lying back on the sofa, watching the non-sense TV program together. I know it is important for me to have them by my side from time to time.

Yet I know myself well. There are a lot out there, waiting for me to venture in. Places that I wanna leave my trails, people that I wanna meet, scenery that I wanna view and keep in my memory, culture that I wanna experience and etc. I can’t possibly let all that slip off in my life. *grin*

Hah! That is what I meant -----> My life is full of contradictions. But whose doesn’t? =)

That’s it for self-reflection. LOL~ I know you feel bored about it. =p

Simply muttered out that I wanna change my lappie. During lunch time Mr.Ng asked if I wanna change one. ~yipee~ But the fact is my lappie is still new and just some wiring problem with the screen. LOL~ I just wanna change it for the sake that I want a new one. =p Haha.. But I told him the lappie is still functioning, don’t have to change it now.

LOL~ I ain’t spoil brat k?

Finally it is raining now. ~Yahooooo~