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Added on the Nuffnang on the right side bar! :) Do me a favor and help me click on it k? If wanna know more about Nuffnang, go here!

:D

I have no idea to start off with this post actually. Just that some pictures and words to share.

As usual, I will go crazy if you lock me in the room for my weekend on holidays. Thus, the plan for today is explore City Hall.

Haha.. The reason for frequent visits to this station is because of Esplande. But this time, me and Vern went to other places. To be exact other shopping malls. LOL~ Yes, we again! Always me and her. Haha.. I am not sure why people often asked this "Why you two always together?" Probably because Uni should be a place for us to create and expand our networking and get along with different groups of people with different advantages that we could harvest from them? I am not too sure about others but at least not me. Not now. Partially is because I find that I can get along with her pretty fine. Whatever people like to say like to think. Up to them. :) (I am writing this in front of her. Haha..)

Back to topic. :P

Started off with Lunch! Yea, food! When I was doing the survey upon registration for Nuffnang, my answers for most of the questions were FOOD! LOL~ No new place as we were too hungry to explore a new one. Next time maybe!

New york new york!

Argh!

I am loving the food and the portion and the everything! Too bad couldn't have a dessert. :(

I hate myself sometimes. For taking loads of food pictures and making me STARVE like hell whenever I read my blog! LOL~ But I do hope those food pics tempt you all too! *grin*

And of course, a good meal will always kick start with an appetizer. (not applicable to Uni canteen of course.)

Pizza or Tortilla?

I guess is a combination. :D

Our Appetizer!!


So yummy-delicious that served with a wooden.. Erm.. Wooden cutting board? Haha.. At least it does look like a cutting board for me. :P

Her meal!

Tried this before during SP dinner. (Yes, at New york new york again!) LOL~ But this time, no candy floss. Maybe they no longer provide this free flow of candy flow due to popular demand.

Mine!


Super uber delicious! And BIG! Hehe.. Juicy meat, soft bread, salty cheese and the real potato fries! If you could get what I mean here. LOL~ Except MCD, I guess most of the other fast food stalls serve good fries with a real potato taste. :) No no, don't misunderstand. I still like MCD's fries! :D



A contest! No idea how big is that burger. If is not gigantic, I guess finish it up in 1 hour should be ok for most guys maybe? Haha.. What about me? :P

Me! LOL~ Not for any particular purpose. Except that the quality of the pic is a bit bad. Not because of the person in the image k? Haha.. Used Vern's hp camera. Don't say me act cute or bla bla bla also. :P

Headed to Marina Square after a really full lunch. :) Satisfied.

Tadaa~
Solar energy? Water energy? Potential energy? Fine, I don't have to act smart here. I am not smart anyway.

This sculpture locates at a space on the way to Marina Square. The purpose of significant of the sculpture? Unknown. To me. LOL~



A pic of better quality. Ignore the weird shoulder balance. LOL~ Why I posed like that?? Wth! Haha..

Another shopping mall. But we met them!

Hehe..


An event for 40th anniversary of Doraemon and Friends! Wow! I can't believe. It has been 40 years. :D But from far could see that the "Doraemon" walked unstably. Haha..

I think there is a worm in my stomach. After that meaty-cheessy-potato lunch with high calories and fats, which I don't mind, I craved for food again! LOL~

Went to Suntec after that Doraemon show. Still remember how me, Vern and Vincent squeeze in crowd just to get our way to platform after the IT fair. @~@

Apparently, Suntec has nothing during these non peak season. We saw there was this banner. A sale. Apparels, shoes and perfumes. We went of course. To our surprise, the sale was held in a room.

@~@

A room for shoes, a room for apparels and perfumes. Haha.. Quite funny. Ok, is actually very funny. LOL~ But I actually saw a hoodie there selling at dirt cheap price. S$19.90 for a medium thickness hoodie. Is cheap. :D But, I guess I have no place to wear it except in the office. So, save up the money. Haha..

Oh ya. We was craving for food. And saw this stall and we bought snacks!

Here!



Wakaka! Last week 咸煎饼, today 煎堆! LOL~ Vern had 咸煎饼 instead. (Copied me lo..) Hehe.. From the label, 咸煎饼 is Salty Bun and 煎堆 is Sesame ball. Erm.. Is it from direct translation? LOL~ I don't care. I love this Sesame Ball! :D I wish I can have one more now.

Food food food! I only have food pics to share. :( Just hope that I won't grow horizontally in the future for all these.

Hehe..

A tiring day of window shopping.

Still, insisted to cook.

Been lazy for few days.


My rice was beneath the egg. :P With toufu and baby spinach, settled our dinner. :) Is it true that baby spinach is actually 苋菜? That's what I read from the label. Haha..

Actually planned to tidy up my wardrobe after this post, but....

Lazy..


Tomorrow maybe?


Hehe..

Night folks!




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Emotion riding on a roller coaster since yesterday 12am and I guess it should land at a safe place by now.

Things weren't good since yesterday evening. With the angst I voiced out a word. I am not sure if I regretted or anything. If I was, the only reason behind is the friendship. I should have thanks for the apology and consciousness. :)

Is not really a big deal. I slept and woke up the next day forgetting what happened for the past 24 hours.


I am comfortable with this me.


I can't believe I can accept the decrease in just... 1 morning perhaps?


Not sure if I should be grateful for this "ability".


I would to thanks someone here. My mom!

ThankQ! "You had try your best." This is far more convincing than me telling it to myself. I am blessed with you all, my one and only family for the rest of my life. Yes, I am not sick I am just preventing it from happening. I will stay happy and relaxing every day every moment whenever I can. I promise this.


Let everything makes a full stop here.

Let them be a memory which I shall memorize them by heart.

The failure is to be learned. Is to be improved.

And I am very glad indeed after talking over the phone. At least I am in a better situation. I just hope other parents will see like what my parents did. The feeling of being denied for the one month effort is not an enjoyable. Is definitely not a joy ride in our life.

Ok, promised to be happy. I am not supposed to be emo over nothing here.

:)


Holidays~~~


A short one.

:)

I can't believe that I left office earlier today. Haha.. Partially due to lack of sleeping hours as well as my feeling. But had Nasi lemak for lunch! :D Can't snap a pic. A treat from boss and everyone was sitting around to have the yummy and free lunch. :D I miss Nasi lemak so much!! Hehe..


Two more weeks to home!

Sometimes,

I wonder if I am doing a tough job like a kuli.

Take a look.

Focus on the finger nails will do. Else if you got scare, I am not liable for anything. LOL~
Can see?

Ok, close up please.


WTH! My sis just did that for me on the day I was leaving home! Is like less than two week from now? But can you see? The colors are scratched off! Is not even because of the growth of the finger nails.

@~@

She will scold me if she see this.


LOL~


So have to destroy the evidence before I go back. Haha..

But I am still wondering why it occurred?


Having a blueberry bread which I just realized has the same color as my finger nails! Haha.. I mean the packing. :P


Mimosa quote: 雨过的彩虹。


What should I do for these 3 days holidays?


This evening I wanted to change my blogskin again. Ya, again. LOL~ But eventually stick with the current one. :) What you all think? Appreciate if there is any response from you all though it will quite unlikely.

:D


Night folks!


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Revamped my blog as mentioned in the earlier post. Not really a personalized blogskin by myself. I am not that talented yet.

Sorry for "locking" this blog due to the renovation.

I am glad that I insisted on completing this renovation way before 12am.

Yea.


I don't need a six sense to tell what's going to happen. I should be grateful instead for the "mercy".


Don't come and make noise in front of me saying yours dropped or increased. Don't misunderstand. If yours increased, sincerely congrats you. But if yours dropped, compare with mine and I am sure you will feel much better.


I am sick. Sick of this "game".


Defeat it.


Words are easy but actions are often challenging.



Is the environment changing me or I am changing for this environment?


My guess is both way. If you don't want to do it, no one is able to make you do it.


You see. I can't express myself anymore if you understand this kind of helpless feeling. I won't go around being bitchy and keep repeating F***.

No use.

Is a lesson here. A lesson which I learned for 2 years and yet to "master" the meaning behind.


Is a punishment for what I did.


No blessing no mercy anymore.


Cause I have gotten more than enough before.


I am not here to blame the God or whatever. Else I will sound so superstitious.

The one and only person I can think of to blame now


is Me.


Before I end this post,


would like to "thank" someone for tagging me in the photo. You "made" my day. Fuck off please.



Forgive for my rudeness, but I wanted to say that sentence since this evening.


I think I can't fight anymore.


Perhaps you are all right about me at the first place.


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In a midst of holidays and I feel like changing my blogskin.

:)

Perhaps steal the design from the others, but would like to create one for myself, which I think not quite possible yet. I am an lazy ass too especially during holidays. LOL~

Will surely change it if I found an apple of my eyes. *wink*

Don't mean to get you all bored. But the fact is my holidays here are bored! BTTM! LOL~ Eating, working, cooking, eating, sleeping... Is there anything better for me to do? Nah! I don't request for any works anyway.

Watching 掌上明珠 on Qvod. :) Another nice drama! *thumb up* Though I just started it like 2 days ago? Haha.. My definition for a good HK TVB drama is a conflictual one. Finished another HK drama 巴不得爸爸, which I started during exam period. Haha.. Seriously that drama is quite bored. I guess that time I was seriously in need for an entertainment. And until now I can't tell why the ending has to be like that. Is quite an abrupt and illogical ending IMO. A lot question marks on my head.

@~@


I am more and more lazy now. Don't even care to update my Twitter or blog. They are meant for distressing tools during exam perhaps. :P Forgive me. If only I have something interesting to share or something that I really want to tell everyone badly, I will definitely be here or on Tweet. :)


Don't feel like making you all feel bored by looking at those dull food photos. Forgive me once again for doing it again! Like Britney's song "Oops! I did it again!"

LOL~


Enjoy folks! Be it in schools or holidays or works! (I am telling to myself..)

Soup of the day (Sun)

Tree of the day (Sun)

I really don't know how to use other ways to cook veg anymore. :(

Chips of Today!

I know why my Mom feels lazy to cook everyday!


:P


I shall enjoy it.


An abrupt ending perhaps.


Night!

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Started a morning with a moody mood.

The rain eventually stopped around 12pm.

Plan went on as planned. But did change it during the journey.

Travelling in MRT is quite tiring that sometimes you will choose to go a place that's nearer instead of the one you planned which is quite a distance away.

Guess that's the part of the reason I changed my mind and off we went to Vivocity!


Haven't been there for quite sometimes. Always JP or Orchard.

LOL~


I guess I simply like the Food Republic there. Yes, there are a lot places with Food Republic, but I fond this. Cause it is near the sky park and I never been there in day time. It is still a beautiful day without those lighting around and from Marina. :) Not so sunny after a heavy rain the morning. Families and friends everywhere. How I wish my family can be like that. :D
No no homesick. Cause I am going back! Hehe~~


Sky park, where we LG been there for our first new year celebration. Vivocity, the stop we passed when on the way to casino.
Is a memory there. :)


Decided to head over to Food Republic most of the time in Vivocity.

Missing this and that.

Tutu kueh! I am loving this ever after my first try. :) Not sure if there is anywhere or anyone selling this in Malaysia. But I am loving this stall's. Wanna snap a picture with the stall, but I was a bit shy. *shy*

LOL~


My fav. No matter I am here or at home.

I guess you can't see what was I eating. LOL~ Please bear the following picture. *wink*

Tadaa~~


Can guess what's it? :P

咸煎饼!! I don't know what's the name in Eng, don't even bother to know it also. Haha~~ I actually had 2 of them. This is original and the another is red bean. :P Didn't snap a pic of red bean cause I was too hungry that I ate it up even though my meal was right in front of me untouched. Yup! Priority given to tasty food that tempt me so much!

LOL~

"吃在口中,有满满的幸福和满足。"

Yes, feed me nice food and that's more than enough.


:D

Load of picture. Beware k?


Haha~

At Vivocity Sky Park


In front of Marche.


I don't know why she wanted me to snap this. LOL~


So, I accompanied her to do the same thing.


Only to realized the whole bunch of people dining inside the restaurant Marche could look out and see me doing that! Like never see cows. LOL~

Ok, since she is my photographer so I have to help her also. LOL~ But the photographer forgot her camera. Forgive quality of the pic. *grin*


Sitting at the pool side to enjoy my second 咸煎饼!


Yummy!!~

I like this pic most!! Haha.. (Cause I am not as ugly as her in the pic) LOL~ Ask her how to snap this. I really have no idea.



Went to Clarke Quay after yummy lunch.

Read that there was a flea at Boat Quay. Boat Quay is a new place. Clarke Quay is not that strange to us.

LG first new year celebration at this place too! I still remember we waited bus til 4 or 5am? I was so damn sleepy and tired (cause we walked a lot!). Damn frustrated k? LOL~ But thanks to the experience also. I dare not want to go New Year celebration anymore.

Haha~


Unless someone is organizing a party with transportation provided. :P

Day time Clarke Quay is beautiful too!

Colorful shops and river boat. Looks more "clean". :)




Had a hard time to find our way to Boat Quay.

Still we reached after asking around.

Is quite disappointing actually. I mean I thought the bazaar or flea or whatever you name it, should be crowded and huge right? LOL~ And Boat Quay is quite much different from Clarke Quay. May be we hadn't explore the right place? :P

Saw the mini toons bag I was holding??

Hehe~~

My WD external hard disk casing


Strawberry! Supposed to be a gaming casing, but since it fits, I brought it home when I saw it again at Vivocity. :)


JP again for dinner. Since it was quite late when we reached JP, most probably canteens were closed at that time. Lazy to cook today. Tomorrow maybe.


:)


Sleepy~


-End-

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Raining heavily out there.

Plan for today most likely spoiled unless the rain stop in less than an hour.

Starving.


Kind of busy early morning til now.

Waiting for my breakfast.


Sometimes,

I don't know what I want,

I don't know what am I thinking,

I don't even know what am I doing.

I am not sure if I am that kind of people that never learn to be appreciate.

Maybe that's why.

I can never ask for the reason why this and that happened to me.

Why me but not anyone out there?

I asked before.


I guess is a cycle.


If you never be good, you are most likely get bunch of bad things occur on you

slowly

day by day.



I just hope,


I will be alright.


I know most probably I won't get the bless.


I will take everything that comes.



I truly believe that a bad start morning, will lead to a worse day.


That's going to happen for this whole day.



Starving.


Mimosa quote: 因果循环。

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TGIF!!!



Finally is the end of the working week.


And finally after 3 days of same task, got to do something different yesterday and today. :)


Never mind. Now is after work, tomorrow is weekend.


So,



is PLAY time!!! :)



I am satisfied. I am enjoying.


No time limit, no studies whenever in room and most important COOK time!


Hehe...



Lalalala.....



Egg with minced meat.

Apologize for the ugly surface. LOL~




Not half eaten when I was snapping it! Just that the plate is way way bigger compared to the portion of the veg. :) I hate this veg actually. LOL~ Thus, the presence of the minced meat.


Anyway, I guess today is another successful day with the helps of Vern. (She had to go out to buy veg and meat like aunty. Haha..)


Should try out chicken or fish next time.


Will learn and learn from the mistakes.

:)


Relaxing.



Oh! I been doing that every night.



LOL~


Everyone enjoy the weekend! Cause I definitely will! *grin*

3rd
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Third day.

Been doing the same thing for the consecutive three days. Cutting CD cover. Up, Alien, Jurassic Park, Mr Smith Goes to Washington, Flinstone... Just to name a few that I can remember.


Bored.


But I guess is because I am still too new? Perhaps, that's the job scope for a student assistant (SA)? Uni is trying to create more job opportunities thus exists SA?



Whatever!
But the duty is still BORED! LOL~


So,


to reduce my boredom level.

I observed.


Then write them out to share with you all.



Haha...


Because I am lazy bug,
because I want to have a stress-free holiday job,
because I want to sleep a lot,
because I am reluctant to go early in the morning to do the same thing over and over.

So I will only appear in the office at 9am. (Timing is quite flexible so long you don't MIA for too long without noticing your supervisor.) :D


Once I stepped into office, trust me, I am one of the two that come so "late". LOL~


Alright, this phenomena is understandable since everyone working there want to earn as much as possible (hourly basis). So do I. Haha.. Before my first day, I promised I will go working at 8.30am but....


Haha...


Half an hour isn't that long if you count on day basis, but if months..


I think anyone can count my loss.



But is HOLIDAYS~


=p


Ok, back to my "observations".



All the staffs (excluding SA) have their breakfast/brunch? I am not too sure what is the meal they have everyday at around 10am. But the point is, they have a meal at 10am and they eat RICE! Roasted chicken rice, Char Siew rice, Nasi lemak and etc... And this morning one of them brought SALAD! Organic cucumber from Japan and don't know what else. Don't misunderstand, I have no intention to over hear anything, just that they always sit at the table I am doing works!!!! (Make me hungry like hell so I ate Char Siew rice during lunch :P)

Now I know they origin of their body shape. *grin*

No offense. :)


There is another thing I really would like to emphasize to them. "I am hungry like hell to wait til 1pm for my lunch time!" LOL~ Again, every morning after 10am I will be waiting for lunch time. (All because of the temptations from THEM!) As usual, they will eat at that time too! Ok, second meal in the office.


Full~~ Finally, my stomach is not empty. Back to office with full energy to continue working. :) Most of the time I am only able to last time 4pm? I will start to starve or waiting for the job to over. 4pm ---> Tea Time! Not for me of course. I am wondering if I am even allowed to bring in a packet of biscuit to fill my stomach while waiting for my meal. :P

I guess there is nothing much on the staffs "lifestyle". In fact I quite like they having their meal at 10am. Not so bored with them talking around. LOL~ See! I am bored til I take people's conversation as entertainment?


SA. I will say almost ALL are MALAYSIAN! Did Malaysian parents convey too much messages on "how important is MONEY" to their kids? LOL~ Why? Cause every morning they are in the office at 830am and they are not willing to lost any minutes.

Want read examples?


LOL~


My post is so lengthy and sort of bored?


Is ok, just exit. :)


Ok, back to story.


I over heard (Ya, again) a guy sitting next to me said that he came back to office at 1.45pm, (which supposed to be 2pm), thus he was so happy leave at 5.15pm (most of us will be leaving at 5.30pm when office closes.)

@~@


LOL~


Is a good practice that you know how to "count".


But he is an really lazy ass.



Go toilet (quite frequent), go refill water, sit there and talk and rest, stop working 5-10 minutes when he is about to leave....


Haha..



Enough of gossiping people.


I guess there is no blue collar that never carry this concept.


So, is reasonable. :)


I am really bored. (I know I said a few times.)


Holidays make me feel so lazy that all the things on my to-do-list are not done by now.


@~@



I am lazy to blog also.


Haha..



However,


I finally did this after few days of delay!!!



:P




Tadaa~~





I don't know what's the name of the veg in English. LOL~ Anyway, I COOKED them after my work!! (My work ended at 5.30pm) :D
Ok, Vern Vern did help but...... LOL~

Sorry for the first blur picture and the second one looks a bit scary? Haha..

Whatever.

Forgot to snap a pic of my RICE! So soft and delicious. Haha..


First try in NTU and have to go Hall 5 pantry since the hot plate in my hall is NOT WORKING! :( Wasted our times. But still dinner at 7pm sharp. :)



I can start to foreseen my life when I start to work in the future. But I guess it won't be so easy. Haha...


Will try to improve my cooking skills during this holidays. :D Eat healthy and stay healthy! :)


I know it may be weird for some of you or maybe even all of you. But I seriously think there is no problem with sleeping early and I have no idea why did people trying to see me as a weirdo who sleep early? *cannot understand* Thought of this yesterday when I slept around 11pm and Vern Vern had to sleep so early (according to her). Haha..


Staying til late maybe a trend. But I don't follow trend. :) If sleeping early waking early is a lifestyle of old people according to your own definition, just say that I am an "old" folks. :)


Mimosa Quote: 再接再厉! :D

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最近,没有什么灵感没什么好写。

或许没时间,

或许没空间,

或许没生活的乐趣,


或许.....




今天,


正式成为



一个实习的


打工族。


:)


不是没有打工的经验,


只是没有早九晚五的工作。



哈哈!



其实还蛮累。


可是,



至少


没有那么无聊。




想起每个月可以回家,


现在的生活



其实是蛮棒~


:D




寄人篱下,


有时不太好受。



不懂


该把自己藏在哪里。



哈哈~



可是,

感谢有瓦遮头。



感恩感恩~~





别人如何说,


实在 没关系,


反正



我懂我。



:)



-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------


只希望,


最坏的打算



不会



永远不会




发生在我身上。




祷告~



Why am I writing in Chinese? Haha.. So not used to it! :D


Mimosa quote: 按着自己。

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品尝着桂格燕麦的早晨。


8天 大王般的享受,


终于来到尾声了。



剩我孤军作战。



为了他们,



一定会战胜恶魔!
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It is seriously ridiculous that I am standing right in front the boarding gate using this super old computer with a irritating keyboard.

@~@

Not sure if there is time limit using this. So I will try to make it fast, so long no people want use then shouldn't be a big problem, I think.

Anyway, I am in Changi airport now! Haha.. A tiring journey.

Oh no! I got 3 mins left for this!

Got to go!

Bye folks!
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A tiring day.

For the past 24 hours, I only slept 4 hours.

@~@

Going to sleep like dead when I reach home. :)


Went out to hunt for their present. Last minutes shopping as I don't really have time to shop during my exam period which lasted for almost 1 month! Speaking of exam.. Sigh! Last paper was really a cui 1. :( Pray that I don't have to resit it like Grandma's friend. *worry*


I just hope my mood won't be affected too much.


Ok, shopping spree! :D

Can't believe I spent S$100++ in less than 2 hours! Ok, most of the numbers are for their presents. :) Went alone and I think it is enjoyable! Not that I am isolated kind of people or what, but I am a person that appreciate times I spend on myself sometimes. :D

I think at least 2/3 of my salary are used up by now. :( I only wish I could control my spending during this coming holidays. Else all my efforts and hard works, will diminish in a blink of eyes. Starting to save now to repay the debts in the future. Speaking of that, another BIG BIG Sigh! :(

Tadaa~~




Belt/wallet set for Dad, purse for my Mom, pearly hair band for Sis and belt for my Bro! :) Hope they like their presents!!! Hehe.. I seriously enjoy the feeling of buying, be it stuffs for myself or family or friends! Haha.. Sound so spoiled! Bought a shirt top for myself. A bit big for me. Never mind, I am going to focus on GAINING WEIGHT during the holidays. Hopefully I can do it! :) Else, I am going to find Boss le. Hehe...

The other reason I would enjoy as much as I can when I shop alone is the the timing! :P I bet all of us shall feel the same, you will feel so awkward to have your friends waiting for you while you choosing between this and that for at least 15 minutes!~ LOL~ You may not feel so, but I feel so embarrassing having people waited for me. Haha.. I actually stood at Charles and Keith for quite some times, choosing between maroon or black purse for Mom. Hahaha...

Anyway, 179 and 199 are finally using the new terminal! LOL~ I guess Boon Lay is the 2nd or 3rd such interchange in Sg? Haha... No more sun, no more heat, only air cond and air cond! Hehe.. But is not as spacious as the temporary one we used before. Guess that's the only defect so far.

I don't know how should I continue on with this post. My feeling is sort of like.... I don't really know. Probably because of the end of my 2nd year or LG gatherings will be less often after today. I don't really know. But I shall be fine when I reach home. :)

Flight in 4 hours time and going to go out earlier to avoid satin-packing MRT. Squeeze like hell yesterday after sing K session with LG. And don't know which EVIL FARTED!!! Yucks! Suffocated. Farted not ONCE but CONTINUOUSLY!

*faint*



My room is totally a mess right now. Don't believe? See this.

And this!

May not see clearly in these two pictures. But trust me, is totally a mess! DAMN YOU YOG!



So tiring.


I wish I could sleep now.


Maybe I should go earlier to airport and sleep there! (air condition furnished there! haha..)


Will try to update my blog when I am home but the probability is... quite low, since I am not going to bring my lappie back.




I realized that recently I had quite some posts on something not so cheerful. I think I shall get over it. Who doesn't want a happy life?

Mimosa quote: 七上八下。


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如果现在不写,

我想我会忘记,

也没有了最初的“火”。


哈哈!


写到好像很有火气酱。


=p




想抒发一下,


一直以来,


闷在心里的一个看法。



是看法而已,
不是什么的。



有时候,
看到/听着
某些人,
频频用自己的观点,
一直在看待一些
自己没有亲眼或亲身
经历的事,


我真的很想,
大声地对她/他说


"SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP!"


真的


我真的很想说出口。



因为,
我知道真相,
他们却凭自己的看法,


把事实给扭曲。


好像没有经过大脑
说的话。



那些话,

很刺耳,

那些表情,

真的很“难堪”。

可以用“面目可憎”来形容。



只是,

我还可以忍。


最多不看。



不能叫他们闭嘴,


只可以让自己的
耳朵
关上,
眼睛
假装看不到。



是念在情分上。



或许
我才是真正不懂得人?


可是,
至少
我没有
为自己“看”不到的事,
盲目下定论。


就像是法律的一句,

“在一个人还没被证实有罪,他/她还是无辜的。”




我可以大声地说,



身边起码有一半的人,
都做不到这点。



不要摇头,
说你做到。


因为这几年,

我相信我看到的。




那一半人,

我想过要远离。


可是,

如果这样,

我和他们有什么分别?




算了。



还是保持中立。



以听不到,看不到为本。




中立


不代表没意见,


只是,

没有力去和他们争辩。



何必把事情弄得混淆,

让自己活在谎言的世界呢?


你看不到的事,


实在有很多。



只是,

你喜欢自己的“事实”。


不是所有说的就是,


不是所有读的就是,


不是所有听得就是。



知之为知之,不知为不知,是知也。


我并不介意哪个“一半”看到这。 


以后看到我,
就当没看到吧。


形同陌生人。








Mimosa quote: The sense of Guilt is because you care. But the people that blame you, they don't see it.
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Left with one finally.

The previous one which occurred 2 hours ago, was not that good.

"The paper is easy right?"

Ok, I have no idea what to say and I don't want to say anything as well.

A normal standard with just one complicated question, but is it because I am not normal but below average?

Sigh!


I am going to miss a grad again this time. I just wish the outcome is not too bad. Pray really hard again! I hope God will listen my prays.


Haha..



Ok,


is not the end of the world.



Is the start of holidays instead!!



*Can't wait*



Next paper is on Friday, but just want to slack a bit today. Almost everyone is finishing today or tomorrow, so I think I should not torture myself that much. =p

I guess if I have time to blog on Friday, which I doubt so, you will be reading another mourning post again. LOL~ I know, why not I strike it to the best?


Ok, I shall think about it at night. Haha... Going to prepare cheat sheets tonight. I feel like writing a super huge PV=nRT into that cheat sheet. After all that's the fundamental of all.

If you said your open book is tough, ask your prof to try open sheet on you all next time. Open book, at least you don't need to comprehend everything into 2 sheets of A4. Trust me, open book is much much better than open sheet!! Cause the level of difficulty is the SAME! Which means no matter you bring in books or sheets, you still can't do the questions. Right? But, you place less efforts than open sheet people. Cause you can save your time from WRITING!


LOL~~



I will see what I will come out with. Font size 8? I am not too sure. Maybe smaller. Haha..


I am going to get back to the exam stuffs after dinner. :)


Would like to bring you all into a journey now.


Hehe...


Nothing special actually. Though I am trying to be mystery.



LOL~


You sure you want to join?



Don't regret then.

=p



Let's start now!!!!



Why am I creating all these unnecessary suspends?



For FUN! :D


See this.


I know some people are quite familiar with this. So click the 'x' button no matter you using PC or MAC. :D I scare I will bored you to hell! LOL~


I always wonder, why some people can have the numbers of shoes >>>>>>> than the picture showed here? Or you are as curious as me? LOL~

Explanations:

1. 1 pair for bathing purpose
2. 1 pair for casual wear like go out dinner @ canteen.
3. Of course you will have different pair if going out for dinner @ outside (Eg; JP). So, another pair here.
4. 1 pair for schooling. (Some people may have same shoe for dinner outside and schooling purpose.)
5. Another pair of sport shoe perhaps?
6. And lastly, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 1 pair for outing and matching purposes! (You won't be matching a sandal with your dinner dress right?)

LOL~


I am diverging. To another topic.


Non-sense me! :P


Ok, I admit the above 1-5 are so me. But for the 6..... I only have >>>1 pair. Haha..


Look up now.

Haha.. See who is in the house?? (Non-sense again @~@)


Open it and you will see this!




The floor! I like the floor too! You will know why if you saw the "floor" before renovation. Is not even a marble floor, though it looks like one. It gives me the feel of SIMEN floor. LOL~



And the major thing is this!



Can see what's behind the window??


Guess it.


Yup, the lovely ADM (Art,design and Media school). So near my room! Haha.. The most artistic place in NTU perhaps? Going to explore it during holidays! :) And I can watch the buses before I go down to "wait" for them. =p


Another lovely place here.

Hehe..


MY BED! :D (Mein Bad)



The only place I like to stick with when I am in room. With my CUTE "babies"! :D So comfortable hugging. =p


A magic door! LOL~ (I think I have serious mental problem right now.. So not me!) The second and third thing I like the most in this room. The brand new wardrobe (in white and green!!) and the air-cond "switch". :D The inner appearance of the closet.. I think don't show better. *Privacy*

I will vote this as.. Erm.. Last fav among all! I especially "hate" it during exams! LOL~ But this is the only thing I stick with most most of my times. (comparable to my bed. LOL~) A bit messy here. Just got this new chair, if I remember correctly, last month perhaps?




Last thing I can think of now.

The thing above my lappie, where there was an accident it FALL down and CRASHED the table beneath. Unintentionally of course. *wink* Guess it never make out to the news, right?



Scary. In the sense that my lappie will "die" anytime, and I will "die" too if it fall now while I am typing this. LOL~



See, I try to minimize the load by putting less stuffs on it. As a matter of fact, these are the things I have in my room ever since I moved in. Haha.. If you think these are a lot, you have not see the real "a lot". (Piggies can spot something there??Haha!)


Ok, I am almost done here.


No picture of mine. Cause damn sweaty now. I don't want anyone come "complaining" I scared them. Haha..


Why am I writing this at this moment in the midst of exams?


Cause I won't be staying here after this Saturday. :( Not sure if I will be staying here for the new semester also. As a memory I guess.


Need to move to a "damp" and "dark" place during this coming holidays.


Will blog about it, if I have "appetite" after seeing it.


LOL~




Spent almost one hour on this.



Mimosa quote: 种瓜得豆。

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I was a bit busy that I forgot about Labor's day. Haha.. Busy uploading video here. Try it out ever since I found the easy way to upload it. :)

Labor's day doesn't bring me any meaning until now. Except another holiday during school time. But not uni, fall on our mugging period. I don't like it. Cause lib are closed and have to stuck inside the room. I only stepped out yesterday for dinner and "grandma" soya barley. LOL~

I guess Labor's day will be meaningful to me after 2 years time. (So long....) Guess we all will be a labor in a way or another. If I came here 1 year earlier, only 1 year remaining now for me. Sigh. There isn't any point to think about it anymore now. But seeing my friends graduating one by one when I am supposed to grad together with them. Still..

Haha..

Nevermind.

I don't want go work any sooner too. Though now busy earning the more I can. :D Hopefully this coming holidays will be a blasting one.


I am really an impatient people. But I really cannot understand why some people take few days just to reply a sentence. Basically, I dislike these kind of people. If you know people are waiting for your replies urgently, why not you just do a kind favor and reply people whenever you can such as you are waiting for the bus. I truly understand sometimes you may have other more important things to do. But please, there is no such thing like your-thing-is-more-important than anyone else out there. Especially those waiting for your reply. Put yourself into others' shoes. What about you waiting for me to reply just only 1 sentence to you for 1 week?

IMO, as you grow, you should know the importance of network social tools and communication tools. Check you communication tools regularly, don't go "mess" up with those non-important things like fearing your "plant" got stolen. Non-sense.

Ok, range ends.


Ya, I often find myself in rage when I am unsatisfied with things that I can't hold my angst any second when facing it.

Sometimes, I think


"What's the point of getting piss when that person knows nothing about it?"


Ya,

non-sense here.



Please bear with my random thoughts and post.


Oh ya!


Today they going to celebrate my grandms's BDAY! :)


Happy birthday Grandma!! (Though you can't read this. =p)


I am going to be the 1st one to call your new HP!!


Anticipating.


Night folks!


Enjoy the day and night! :)



Mimosa quote: 投我以桃,报之以梨。
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OMG~~ zhivern showed something to me unintentionally, then I found this!! :)

My kid's time. =p

Can't find children version one. This is the best among the others. LOL~

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Specially dedicate this MV to LG! :)

Our MV! Uncle said want do Bad Romance in Langkawi. :p

So, who want to be the Singer? LOL~

Can't wait for the production from you all. hahahahahaha....

Have fun everyone! Happy Labor's day and happy mugging for us!


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