Revamped my blog as mentioned in the earlier post. Not really a personalized blogskin by myself. I am not that talented yet.
Sorry for "locking" this blog due to the renovation.
I am glad that I insisted on completing this renovation way before 12am.
Yea.
I don't need a six sense to tell what's going to happen. I should be grateful instead for the "mercy".
Don't come and make noise in front of me saying yours dropped or increased. Don't misunderstand. If yours increased, sincerely congrats you. But if yours dropped, compare with mine and I am sure you will feel much better.
I am sick. Sick of this "game".
Defeat it.
Words are easy but actions are often challenging.
Is the environment changing me or I am changing for this environment?
My guess is both way. If you don't want to do it, no one is able to make you do it.
You see. I can't express myself anymore if you understand this kind of helpless feeling. I won't go around being bitchy and keep repeating F***.
No use.
Is a lesson here. A lesson which I learned for 2 years and yet to "master" the meaning behind.
Is a punishment for what I did.
No blessing no mercy anymore.
Cause I have gotten more than enough before.
I am not here to blame the God or whatever. Else I will sound so superstitious.
The one and only person I can think of to blame now
is Me.
Before I end this post,
would like to "thank" someone for tagging me in the photo. You "made" my day. Fuck off please.
Forgive for my rudeness, but I wanted to say that sentence since this evening.
I think I can't fight anymore.
Perhaps you are all right about me at the first place.
Sorry for "locking" this blog due to the renovation.
I am glad that I insisted on completing this renovation way before 12am.
Yea.
I don't need a six sense to tell what's going to happen. I should be grateful instead for the "mercy".
Don't come and make noise in front of me saying yours dropped or increased. Don't misunderstand. If yours increased, sincerely congrats you. But if yours dropped, compare with mine and I am sure you will feel much better.
I am sick. Sick of this "game".
Defeat it.
Words are easy but actions are often challenging.
Is the environment changing me or I am changing for this environment?
My guess is both way. If you don't want to do it, no one is able to make you do it.
You see. I can't express myself anymore if you understand this kind of helpless feeling. I won't go around being bitchy and keep repeating F***.
No use.
Is a lesson here. A lesson which I learned for 2 years and yet to "master" the meaning behind.
Is a punishment for what I did.
No blessing no mercy anymore.
Cause I have gotten more than enough before.
I am not here to blame the God or whatever. Else I will sound so superstitious.
The one and only person I can think of to blame now
is Me.
Before I end this post,
would like to "thank" someone for tagging me in the photo. You "made" my day. Fuck off please.
Forgive for my rudeness, but I wanted to say that sentence since this evening.
I think I can't fight anymore.
Perhaps you are all right about me at the first place.
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