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So much of the things inspired me.

Most of them are words.

Blog posts from friends and friends of friends.

Yea, I am not posting for anything in mind as a matter of fact.

LOL~


Just usual me. The me that I never know what I want to do with.

I am bored. Bored with my life, most of the times.

You see, when there is school I would complain as much as I could to anyone I could, "I hate schools" and "I hate pile of tutorials".

*poof*

Gone. For a few months.


Yes, I definitely like the way things vanished into thin air, things that irritate me a lot.

And now I am complaining my work to anyone as much as I could.

So, Ng Wan Theng, what do you really want?

Sorry, I have no idea.

Mom told me to be grateful for the fact that I am a healthy person that are capable of working and studying. Is so much of truth.

Sigh!

I just wish I could remind myself this making it my recipe of success present and future.


Whatever.


Concealing myself.

For things that irritate me, sometime a lot, I just skip.


I wish I could have a magic wand. To change everything.

Speaking of magic wand, I do hope the world of Harry Potter does exist. The Hogwarts School. It must be whole lots fun doing and studying magic.

Ok, quite impossible.


No idea why I always dream on such thing.


Come on! My life isn't that bad. Telling myself from time to time.

Maybe I just want a wand to make fun of people. :D


Be practical, be realistic.

I just wish I wouldn't get influence too much by anything.


As I said inspired by words.

Words by others and I think they are pretty correct. Of course may only be applicable to me or people like me.


Tell me how much could you reveal yourself naked, mentally of course to others? Tell me how many of your friends are actually your real friends that you promise will never hurt their feelings? Compromising is the key. But some people just don't worth the reason for being compromised. Really. Some of them really don't.


Just that..

Do your a favor, if people are being bad at you, be good to he/she, believe in what is Karma. I do not know how much of you believe in Karma. Or there is no such thing in your dictionary? But I think I trust the exist of Karma.


Drifting from this to that and now religion?

No.


As posted by one of my friends, here is not the safest place you could place all your trusts to everyone here. No such thing as privacy in this worldwide web. Look at FB and you shall see.


But maybe for some people, being the limelight of the day could be quite satisfied and excited?


Whatever.

:D


I am talking too much here perhaps.


But I don't care if I am writing in the most boring way.


You just don't see Me.



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Toy Story 3 finally!

:)


Not disappointing at all!

You all must go watch! :)


Just that, save the money for 3D. Not really a lot effects. You know, effect that will make you "Wow! It is coming right into my face!", that kind of effect. Which I supposed I only felt this once in HK Disneyland.


LOL~


Anyway, is a great story which Pixar decided to release it after 10 or 11 years from the last volume.

:):)


I put myself in the shoe at the last scene when Andy decided to give out all the toys to a little girl just because of a note Woody wrote. I mean of course he wouldn't know Woody wrote that, though it is a bit not that logical in reality. But how real can it be when the toys around you are talking to each other while you dating with Mr.Zhou?

LOL~

Guess what? It really did come across my mind, will the toys really talk after I slept? Ok, this is silly. But it did happen to me. :P

Back to the scene, if I was Andy at that time I guess I wouldn't let go of the toys. :(:( It is the most saddened and touching part of the whole plot!

Sigh!


Never mind. It is still a happy ending after all.


Til now, I can't believe that super cute big bear that smells like a strawberry is a villain of the story! Gosh! That bear is just too cute.

Haha!


Forgive me. I am typing this while my eyes and mental are extremely tired.


I shall assume that this probably is the last volume for Toy Story. So, it will be an ending for me as well.


Shall get myself a souvenir then. A story that accompanied me and my siblings.


Just grab this Combo at any GV cinema. Hehe!

Slinky! No idea why I chose this over the rest or even over the Pork Chop or Woody. Haha!



Now see this!


Can't really spot the villain from the image, can you? Is actually at the really left part. A huge pink bear. LOL~


And with these two, complete the set. :D


Must be wondering why I brought this back right? Is not just any cup, is a good quality cup which is reusable. And most important, a memory.


I really need to faint soon.

Til then.


Night!

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Haha!

Finally pictures are up.

Took forever to upload these low quality pics taken by my Hp camera.

Up for nothing in particular.

Just for fun!


:P








All these stuffs are from TAIWAN!!!

:):)


Ok, why did I post as if I went there?
Yes, I am going there. Most likely two years later?

LOL~


Mom went instead. Without US!


Sobsob~


Never mind.

I have souvenirs and FOOD!

Hehe...


Honey cheese cake, Muachi, pineapple tart, CHOCO (the Belgian one!).... Did I mention that the Muachi tastes better than those we could get from supermarkets in Msia/Sg? Or is it just me being psycho? LOL~ Loving the Pineapple tart! Brought some of these food back and was planning to share those food with the remaining Grassies here. Yes, I did give out their shares, just... The pineapple tart is just too irresistible. So..


Haha!


Never mind. Not like they will love the pineapple tart like I would.

:P


Loving my souvenirs too!

Hehe..


I guess it some how makes me feel that my family is just around me wherever I am.


:D


Missing home. :)


But I shall enjoy my days here while missing them.


Hehehe..


Toy Story 3 tomorrow!!


3D!


Don't disappoint me please.

Gonna share it if I have a thought to share on it.


Believe it or not. I am a fans of it! But this is the first time I am going to step into the cinema and enjoy the third volume of this movie. :P Please don't be surprised that I watched for more than 10 times for each of the previous two volumes. :P With the two Brats of course.

Sigh!

I wish I am watching the third one with them. My idiot Sis and spoiled Bro.



No, no big deal here.


Those who are watching with me tomorrow, please make sure you are in the same channel with me. (as I am wondering if they watch the previous 2 volumes. =.=)


And guess what? Germany is in! Haha.. I thought they probably would be out. :P

Italy is on the match now. I just wish my roomie won't cry in the end. Cause that will affect my quality of sleep.


LOL~


Off to match!



Fever continues~~












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Staying here for a month makes me feel as if it had been years ago since I was home. Often coming back here after few days staying at home makes me feel it is just like yesterday-today.

Sigh.


Back to this land that never seems to be my home in any sooner from the land where my home forever stands. Is not like I am patriotic or anything, just that my home is there.


Sorry for not dating anyone out during that period. Quite a rush trip and I was on something.


Missing those days when I got hooked to the square box called TV and got infected by the fever known as World Cup.

Days when we shouted like no-one-else-matter (except Mom of course) in front of the 7-0 match, when we arguing which players are more good looking (apparently only me and Sis inclusive). :P

5 days.

*Poof*

Gone.

Yes, I am under-performing each time I travel back from home to here. Homesick will get more and more serious with the number of times you leave your home. Is a proportional stuff. Partially that's because I start to hate this place as much as I could with all those shits I was threw at. Pissing off.

Few years to go still.


The good thing is I recover pretty fast.


:)


Not now but I will.


Going to share some pictures here.

But all in my Hp and you have no idea how lazy am I when it comes to dealing with my Hp. Anyway, it is under recovery from dying due to the battery.

No good shots or anything particular.

Just some stuffs.


It doesn't matter now.


What matter most is, after trying for 2 years to remember the Hp no., the no. is now gone. Forever. Don't even have any idea where or when did I lost it. Clumsy me. Got to remember a new no., which perhaps taking another 2 years?

Whatever.

It doesn't really matter too. After all shits that I experience here. This is just no big deal.


:D


Anyway, this trip actually brought some good news. :) Let them be my secrets. But one of them is I am just one more closer to my normal weight. *clap* No, no boosting or discriminating portion in this sentence. You wouldn't understand if you weren't me.


I know I should upload some pics here. To cheer this post up and to avoid it from being dull and dry.


But not now.


Can't believe I am starting work again tomorrow.

Time flies when I am at home.


:(


I just wish everything could slow down or even move back to the past. The past which I could choose.


Haha!


Why am I making my post looks like an emo one?


Dozing off soon.


Night folks!



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Back in action.

4 movies in a row last weekend.

Duh~


Twilight New Moon
Ip Man 2
Confession of Shopaholic
High School musical 3


Yea, I know most of them are quite an old movie by now. But I really didn't have time to catch up with those movies in the midst of term time. Can't imagine I am still into the High School Musical. Anyway, this is the last one they would have for this movie. :( I am wondering if my mind is still at teen stage while my body and age are stuck at this moment. :P Still prefer the first High School Musical after all. The rest of 3, needless to say much. I wouldn't watch if I didn't feel like watching them. I would love to have more movie marathon during the weekend. :D Enjoying the holidays while I can!

Uni life here is all about tests and quizzes all the time throughout the whole semester. That was what me and Vern were chatting about on the way back from canteen. You shall see the reason I want to enjoy and utilize this holidays as fully as I could.

Whatever.

I guess NTU is doing more than she could afford to lose. Losing the supports from students. Especially international students. Anyway, was thinking to share a picture here. But am just too lazy to snap it. Tomorrow maybe.

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I made mistake again this time. I would recognize myself as a real bad person. A real bad person in handling stuff like relationship and emotions.

Argh!

I just wish no one will stay near to me, to minimize whatever damages I will bring to them.

Sound like a jerk.

Yes, I totally am.

My emotion leaded me to hurt someone this afternoon unintentionally. I wasn't aware about til someone told me about it. I just hope she won't fear me too much next time.

So, anyone can teach me something?

Teach me how to abandon the I-don't-like-U-so-I-dislike-whatever-U-do attitude?


I am a real jerk and loser.

Wondering how or what will I evolve into when I reach the menopause stage?


Monster!!


Bla bla bla~


Random.


World cup fever continues~

4-0

They can do it better.

:D

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Everything fast forward today.

Including dinner.

:)

Supper as well of course.

Enjoying my single deluxe as Vern is staying over at NEC with her family who came down this morning.

Dull~

Can't remember how did I survive in a single room last year.

But hey, I do like to have a single room. Just not holidays maybe.

:P

Never mind. I am still enjoying. My next next door neighbour too. Haha!

Is it because there is nothing occupy me and my mind, thus my mind flew. To everywhere?

Did go out to JP this noon for a while. And finally all my ear holes for both ears are occupied. :) No worry, I only have 4. No more than that.

I guess I am a lone taker whenever it is necessary. So I am not that worry about myself even if one day when I am old and there is still no one besides me. *isolated*

Loneliness often strike my mind hard. No, not because of loneliness. Not sure why but my mind was struck even before yesterday.

That's what happen after weeks of doing works without using brain at all.

LOL~

I am pretty fine actually.

Just, I start to think deep about myself.

Contemplating.

Really hard.


I am such a greedy person. I greed for fame. Yes, fame. Idiot me. I don't know why am I thinking all these fames at such age! People think about these when they were in their teens. But I am not anymore. Ok, I am at the post teen stage not an ADULT yet. :P

Back to my fame. You wouldn't get what I meant. Do I look like someone that want fame desperately in front of anyone of you? Not exactly desperately, just.. Can you see the intention on my face that I want a fame?

I drift myself along all these while. I set other people as "examples". For instance, my blog. I can't believe that I want my blog to be famous like those I read, which is totally not on path with my initial intention of having a blog. My very initial intention is just for me to have a space, to have a page to write down my history, a page for my grandchildren or even grand-grandchildren to read these in the future. Fame? I don't know what's on my head. My most naked thoughts are all here most of the time. Something too naked that I can't tell. Not that I can't, I just don't know how to tell. And sometimes I am feeling embarrassing to tell. Whatever.

I assume that I am never a practical person.

Wanting to live a life like those people whom I am envy of them that have this and that. But never feeling grateful towards what I owned. Whatever I have is nothing better than others. Whatever others have are always better than mine!

I have enough with myself for being like this.

I been thinking about this even during my works.

I don't have to live like a shadow of anyone.

I only have to be a shadow of myself.

I am envious of those who can achieve what they want and they know what they want. And yes, what I did is envy and do nothing to my life and my target.

My dear friends, all achieving that they want the most. But me?

I am trying hard to be the shadows of others in one or another way!

Tsk!


The feeling is really uneasy. If you couldn't understand, I don't blame. Perhaps I experience this matter later than everyone. A stage which should occur during pre-teen stage --> finding own identity.

Is ridiculous. I am finding my identity.

When I going to be a third year undergraduate.

Hah!


On the other hand, there is a second thought came across my mind.

I don't need a fame.

I just want to lead a happy life.

I just want to be simple.

I am tired of competing with anything or anyone.


Mimosa quote:简单的人比较快乐。


I will slowly catch up with this theory.

I don't want to be a superstar in any ways, be it studies, blog, career or anything other things.


I only want to be myself. Not the shadow of any others.


Grumpy post. Is rather a disorganized post.

But I can't make it any organized since my life isn't an organized one.


LOL~



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Dead silent here.

Forgive me as I am just too lazy and have nothing much to update.

Let's start with a birthday bash.

Not really a bash.

But was a surprise.

Haha..


The backside of the cow is cuter. LOL~

Oh ya. The main role for the bash is Vern. Yes, she again!

:P

Crammed in a carriage-look-like seats. Five of us. Can see from this pic, who is the one pro in camwhore.

Hahahaha..

Anyway, this "carriage" is quite a cozy place. Rather private.

:D


Think we chose the right place. Cause I was damn hungry and food was served fast!

Hehe..

Temptations time.


Oops!


Sorry if I make you starve like hell now.


Cause I guess I will be starving too.


LOL~


Is all about BRAISED~~

Hehe..

So yummy! But I guess it was a bit too oily. :P

Side dishes three of us shared. Me, Uncle and Jiayi.

:D

I ranked this no.3. Not because it was all fats, it just didn't taste heavily like what it should be. Haha..


Thumb up for this! Haha.. Fried brinjal!

And my taste is always superb! Uber tasty! Pepper salt chicken which I only tasted salt but not pepper.


Sorry for all the fried foods. Now massive pimples eruption.


:(


Oops! This should be a birthday bash not food bash.


Hehe..


Nah~~

Camwhore pro with the Body Glove laptop backpack. :)

Frankly speaking, I almost forgot about this celebration and present back when Uncle kept insisting to go out. LOL~

Doesn't matter. I remembered it in the end.

A more proper group pic.


Let's guess what's next.

:)


Not drinking session.

Birthday is only completed with cake! IMO.

LOL~

Just one slice this time.

Judging from her shape, she can finish the whole slice herself.


Wakaka~

(She is going to hit me anytime after she read this since I am so near now!)




Eh! Why no me??

Wondering why the background so clean?

Make a guess.

I swear you won't get it unless anyone of us told you.

Haha...

Never mind.

I tell you.

We was at..

Ok, I don't even know how to tell or describe the place.

Ok, somewhere in between escalators. A walkway perhaps?

Not sure. Whatever.


The fact is a lot people walked passed by us.

Know why wasn't I in the pic?

Cause I was trying to hide myself from any "audiences" from watching me in such an embarrassing situation! Taking pic is the only way I could show my back "naturally".

Haha..


Anyway,

sincerely hope Vern like this arrangement!

:)


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Check out more here if anyone is interested. Contest.

Do help me click on my Nuffnang at the right also!

:)

Night folks!

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Weekend is here! And I am bored over my weekend.

Luckily I have this!

Haha..

It is a lovely Sat though with no outing. Save money. ;)

Totally heart this!

:D

The Japan Anime I heart a lot since my child time. Japan is a country of comic, no? Hehe.. And the characters Japaneses draw always look so... Erm.. How should I phrase it...

LOL~

Never mind. I just feel their drawings and storyline are awesome. :) Pretty girls and handsome guys, though most of them look quite similar. :D And what more they are always in trends and creating trends around. Haha..

Sound a bit non-sense and rubbish.

:P

Anyway, enjoy watching this a lot but too bad Cantonese version is rather difficult to get. :(

So if anyone come across any of the link or web site that posts Conan movie, let me know!

:):)

Meanwhile, showing here one of the 12 parts of the movie I watched.


Enjoy folks!


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Tiring!

:(

A real working environment now. With more jobs more deadlines. Deadlines for my supervisor are ours too!

Can't believe I did more than 200 CDs in just two days.

@~@

Sitting, cutting, placing, sitting, cutting, placing....

Repeat over and over and I certainly feel my job place is a FACTORY!

Factory of Library.

Another 9 boxes reached today. 9 boxes full of more than 100 pieces of CDs.

14 boxes yet to come.

*gasp*

In case any of you still wondering what is my job, my current duty is to cut the cover of CD casings. =.=

But time passes faster with all these stuffs occupying you. And I didn't know that today is Thurs! :P

Anyway, sorry for the lack of updates. I don't have much to update.

Recently, am thinking if I should get myself a camera using my hard earn money! Yes, totally hard earn! Should I?

Actually eyeing for a Canon or Lumix and less likely a Nikon. Anyone with any suggestions or ideas? Definitely not aiming a DSLR. I am not eligible at all to even touch one. :P Just a compact one with some manual functions probably?

Grandma showed me this. And I think this may be the one I am looking. :) But seems like not available in Asia yet?


Canon Ixus 300hs. Think only available in UK for the time being? Anyway, if you read this post (you know who you are from UK) help me survey k? LOL~ If possible, I don't mind to have it as a birthday gift. You still owe me my 21st. Haha.. Not sure if you will read this or not. :P

Shall be patient and wait for the release of this. I have not enough in pocket for this moment as well. :P


Few days without drama. Think I should continue them now.

:D

Night folks!


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Happy 22nd Birthday to my roomie/buddy/makan kaki/shopping kaki!!


I am so good to post her nicest pic here. :P

Without celebration from LG, I celebrated with her alone instead. Hehe.. Some words for LG here: During lunch time, you all punya Vern Vern told me the gift (video) is more than anything cause it is HANDMADE~! LOL~ Good job everyone! Credits to the idea, the videos and the video maker! :D Mission accomplished!

She is now on another celebration. LOL~ Too tired to join them and I don't really know her whole gang of course mates, so sleep in room better.

I am quite sleepy. Don't really wanna type so much. Just photos to share.

Sumptuous meal we cooked on Sun!

I can explain the two packets of rice. Cause we boiled soup using the rice cooker, so...


Finally tried out with chicken! Lemon Chicken. :)


Sweet sweet corn soup!


Those food pics a bit ugly. Don't quit first! LOL~


Poser of the day! I think we all quite use to it, right?


This is not poser. Hehe..

I know why she so hungry. Cause we was lining up for seats at another restaurant before this. :(

Never mind, we had good food still. So long you have enough in your pocket. :)





The good food in my heart are the bread and fried calamari only. :) And also the chili fries! That pan of fish, 2/3 gone to Vern. I still need some times to accept fish.

Me~

Us~

Not sure if you can see. Haha!


Her dessert! Kunyaku or something?




She used her Debit Card after the meal! Heng! Why I not yet receive mine?? Wth!

A row of disappointment came together. No hall next semester, no work during Aug and no Debit Card!

I was right when I blogged about my room last time. I am going to miss you, Room. :(

Anyway, all the best to Vern! :D

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