风车的天空

Termination

2010-10-05T20:57:00.001+08:00

To be continued...

:)

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Techno

2010-09-27T20:57:00.007+08:00

Hello everyone!

I arose from death!

Um.. Not exactly. Haha! Well, I am waiting to call and I have absolutely no idea where to start my works looking all the deadlines I just noted down on my post-it and they are going to conquer my table very soon.

Like this.

This is just the beginning. A beginning whereby I start to freak out that I have that much of deadlines to meet. (I just squeeze them into a small piece of post-it so it doesn't look that bad.) Sigh!

Deadlines that never end in studies. And even more deadlines and meetings coming up for ECA. Ok, no complaints on the ECA, cause I CHOSE it. Wth! And yup coping with a job at the same time. Why am I making my life such worse? Alright, I enjoy being a workaholic.

LOL~

Can't believe I am back for 5 weeks by now. What? 5 weeks that make me feel like 5 months.

I want go home!!!!

Alright, before going home to celebrate my Buffday (Gosh! my first ever back in home after I came here! >.<) attachment interview on the go beforehand. Sigh! Give me some wits and luck on interview. I been used to interviewing people not being interviewed. :P Such a boring updates here after my arisen. Haha! Alright, something more interesting here. Copied pasted from Apple site. Who cares.
No, I am not going to get this. Though out of 3 persons here, 2 are holding Iphone 4G. Zzz.. Is a serious worldwide maniac and I know why. Wait til you meet Talking Tom. Hahaha!

Not planning to get into the trend. But I am thinking to join in the smartphone crowd. (Yea, techno-dumb getting smarter).

This is so damn cute and tempting!

Blackberry Bold 9700 or in short call it BBB 9700. (Is not a baby boy, stop asking me on it in MSN) LOL~ Before you start to think, since when Me becomes so hi-tech (in another word materialistic :P), I shall tell you why. Cause I need it for every communication reason. :D And I am definitely not materialistic. Bahhh!

Any kind soul wanna sign a plan and sell me the BBB?

LOL~

ECP

2010-09-12T10:54:00.010+08:00

LG ECP outing. After one and a half year of planning. Don't ask why we took that long.

Finally.

After long planning, we went on a rainy day. =.= Well, at least no sun, save up sunblocks.

Can't ride my own bicycle still. :(

Kite flying for the first time in my life. Finally.

If I could hold the camera and snapped this, obviously I wasn't the successful one. :(

Besides the nice background with my fat body, I can't sense a pose of emo. LOL~

A bunch of undergrads and grads did this so publicly. =.=

Shot I like thus far. :D

3 or more attempts to blog. And finally I summoned my enthusiasm after long, but I am lack of inspirations and desires to write anymore.

Rhythm of Clock

2010-09-10T11:36:00.005+08:00

Found this interesting cycle in my lecture notes.

Alright, the subject and the lecturer sucks. I have to get something else to attract me on focusing reading.

How amazing we disobey our clock as often as we can.

This moment

2010-09-07T13:57:00.004+08:00

It just came to my realization that I think I won't be blogging that often/anymore.

Things are occupying my life more and more and I am starting to forget about this space. There is no more walking while thinking I want to blog about this or that later, no more staying awake knowing how much I want to share the thing that happened here. I think I lost my way here and not going to find it back. It is not a loss to anyone though.

Stepping

2010-09-04T00:15:00.005+08:00

A week is gone. Without noticing that it just flew past me. How miraculous it is.

Sort of settle down with all belongings back in positions real soon. Including my soul and my mind. Everything that happened for past few days, came too fast and gone rapidly too. Before I could leave my trail, before I could reach out and hold them right in front of my eyes to look at them, to believe that they did exist in my life once.

Everything seems to be forwarding swiftly while I am catching up slowly at the back, without knowing what I am actually going to do when I reached. Planning to work everything out. At the best I can afford to do it. It may be the toughest but worth the most in my life for time being.

Can't imagine that I am having piles of clothes that I couldn't seem to wear them all by end of this academic year. And yes I am now officially third year, catching up the pace as a third year student. 3 years here, clothes piling up that I start to think when did I actually buy them all. :( It is difficult. No way I am going to wear them all, no way I am going to abandon them without valid reasons and no way I can sell them off. Puzzled.

Sense of gratification for what happened yesterday. It a bless, I reckon that. I hope it is. Can't bear with the bath without a towel. Don't ask anything. But I feel great and appreciate for helps that were offered all along these days. Without them, I could probably be more emotional than just being seriously in home sick condition. Thanks for those buddies, from heart.

Is over now.

And waking up from the reality that

the summer holidays are over now.

Full House

2010-08-29T23:18:00.028+08:00

Attitude girlish out the town again. :) Vain.

Attitude tote bag. *Like* :D

Recent hot spot in KL.

Full House :)

New branch at Sunway Giza, another new mall with 80% of shop lots are restaurants and cafes.

Best place for people on shopping curb like me and her.

:P

Guess what? Two dumb-ass forgot/too lazy to bring camera along. Well, gotta depends on my "powerful" camera then. LOL~

A nicely decorated place but varieties of food are quite limited. :( Don't mind. Since I got a treat! Hehe!

Thanks to you!

Makan session!

Stylish sofa. I wish to own in my future home. Haha!

This is a also a store of little cute stuffs! And cute clothings!!!! Not good not good. :( Well, we tempted each other. But we was firm enough! :P

The bed is not for sale, I think. Haha!

Two nerds out the town! *yell*

Trendy #1. :P Almost bought that shade. :(

Trendy #2. :P

Mini fountain.

Extremely cruel scene! Nah! Just want to "disturb" them. :P

And this so cute polka-pink panther styled car!

Super slow photo loadings. Zzz..

Gimme a D.A.M.N

2010-08-25T16:35:00.003+08:00

Settled finally.

Reluctant to go back. What more without a room or even a bed waiting for me to check in. Damn!

I am given the chance to secure my room for next coming year perhaps, may be was given, but I think I just let it slipped off. Damn!

What am I thinking exactly?

Dunno.

Feel like spoiling myself with brand new electronic stuffs. Don't think it worth. Anyone on COMEX next week?

Sigh!

So how?

Feel like rotting at home for coming days. :(

Oh well, no outings since I ever came back. Such a disastrous person. :P Not putting blame on anyone of course. Cause me, myself just feel like rotting at home after so long too!

No, going for another shopping round before I need to get back to the hell. To motivate myself for being brave enough to be back for third year. Did I just mention third year?

Disaster! (Thunder, lightning bolts around)

It feels weird to tell "Oh hi, I am third year now!".

Wth!

Sit back and relax for my remaining days (sound like I am going to hell for real).

Well, Squatting, I am coming back for you soon! :(

Deathly Hallows

2010-08-23T12:21:00.007+08:00

Closed the book.

After a bath, could finally feel the feet are on the ground once a again. Solid feel.

Dived into the magical world, away from this reality and this virtual world.

I think I need time longer than a bath could take.

Now, I know the reason I been forbidding myself from reading these "unimportant" stuffs (in others' eyes) when I have more important to go ahead, such as studies. Well, I don't like the feeling being halted half way while reading by some unnecessary disturbances or when I know there are still important things to be done ahead. I truly love the feeling having my whole day, sitting down on my comfy sofa, buried my nose in it. Without disturbances of all.

:)

Oh! Have not mention what attracted me so crazily into its world that I feel so hard to pull myself out now.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

Don't think this title suits very well. Haha!

I am proud at myself. For being firm at the temptation. I should have bought and read it like one year ago? As I said, important stuffs like studies, hampered me throughout. But, reading this is as important as studies. :) Just that I prioritized studies over Harry Potter. (So sorry!)

Nonetheless, I made it in 2 days.

2 days in reality is 20 years in magical world.

I am not going to do a review, oh well, others might have did it and done better.

I just got say that somehow I "hate" J.K. Rowling for killing the characters that meant so much along these ways. An abrupt appearance of Dobby and an unexpectedly, almost cruel, death of him. Fred and Lupin, not to mention Dumbledore, which of course not in this book. Oh well, she just got to make sure the plot went well and is too good to be true if no one is sacrificed on the good side. Gotta be amazed at those new words she created and wonder where she is inspired from. Mudblood, Patronus, Muggles, Horcuxes, Apparate, Gryffindor, Ravenclaw. etc.

"........ All was well."

That's the end of the series. So does the story.

Glad that it ended that way.

And now,

I am back in the reality.

Out of Head

2010-08-19T22:49:00.003+08:00

I am not sure what shall I do next. Chances are always given to people who are ready for it. Am I? Always tell that I have to do it. I am going to do it. Can I? There are thousand of question marks and thousand of foreseen circumstances circling my mind. I don't consider it thoroughly. I don't think about it seriously, yet. Is it going to make a difference in my life? I doubt and I know the only way to figure out is to do it. Accept or being rejected. I can't tell how. I think I am a different person now. I don't seem to reckon myself back in few years ago. No one know who and how I have evolved into. I can't tell it myself too. You told me that I shall do it, I shall fight for it, I shall not let myself regret for giving up, but you never tell me how? You just walked away, leaving me here. How am I suppose to figure out? I only see a weak me, the weakest me. A Me that do everything wrongly and place anything at mistake. And the risk I have taken and have to bear with for longer than ever. It doesn't have to be me, I know that from heart. It doesn't have to be me who woke up having that kind of heart attack feeling and starting to hate the day, to be more exactly, be afraid of the day. But now, what am I struggling at? For who? For the future I expected that may not come out accordingly to my "visions"? Or just for you solely? Who refuse to lose. Sober? I want to leave it to fate, but I know is not the right way.

blue

2010-08-17T23:13:00.002+08:00

You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That’s why I am here, I’m writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I’m a poor man and you’re the queen.
Oh baby, you’re the only thing that I really need.
Baby that’s why…

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight.
You’re the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won’t end no, no.
They’ll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I’m tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don’t leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I’m a poor man and you’re the queen.
Oh baby, you’re the only thing that I really need.
And baby that’s why…

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight.
You’re the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I’ll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we’ll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you’ve never know before
We’re gonna make love all night.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight.
You’re the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

七夕

2010-08-16T22:47:00.003+08:00

今天是七夕情人节。
(想不知道也很难，面子书至少有七/八个人在提醒你。）

@~@

应该没有人不懂背后的故事吧？

很老套，
可是
很受女士欢迎的
那套
爱情故事。

牛郎织女，
仙人有别，
一年只能见对方一次。

多么凄惨，
但又美丽得
让人嫉妒的
至死不渝的爱情。

哈哈！

新时代的青年，
到底有多少
懂的至死不渝，
又有多少到底相信
这个故事的真实性？
（女生除外：P)

看过一篇
由某国中老师的投稿
叙说
当年上了一堂
有关牛郎与织女的课，
竟然
有学生把 “织女” 念成 “妓女”，
把牛郎当成那种“牛郎”。

读毕，
除了大笑一番，
还可以怎样？

哪怕
这只是一个古老的传说，
只要有一天
可以找到
那个
在
不需要暗示
甚至提醒下，
依然
很重视地
和你
共庆这一个
渐渐被西洋情人节取代的
不那么浪漫的节日，
那
应该
是值得守候的人。

抱着矛盾的心情
谈着这一个话题，
因为
难免
有些人会
突然 “关心”
这背后的“原由”。

哦！
没关系！

让大家
天马行空吧！

高兴就好了！

：）

就好好
记着这一天，
让这个
梦幻传说，
永远
一代一代地
流传下去！

反正，
你遇到对的人，
每天就是情人节嘛！

七夕快乐！

Life from Driving

2010-08-16T15:51:00.004+08:00

Feel so good having the chance to drive out with no particular direction in mind. Along a peaceful road without drivers that seem to have severe impatience attitude and a beautiful scenery alongside is a plus plus. I just wish we could have buy a house there rather than current one. :P Nonetheless, I am happy enough with current one. :D We all got to have dreams no? Let that be a dream then.

Speaking of driving. I think my skills deteriorate a bit. Yes, only A BIT. Is the changes in mentality that cause the changes in skills. Perhaps, I am starting to be afraid of cars and traffic. Imaging most of your times are spent on public transports as a passenger. Is a norm, ok? Perhaps, I have turn to be a more safety-first person or to be more exact a coward. :P Use to drive quite recklessly. I mean not that kind of dangerous driver on the road that never follow the rules but just that I was one of the impatient drivers (that caused almost 90% of accidents?) and everything need to be FAST for me. Now, not anymore. Haha! Surprisingly, or maybe not too surprising, I am not into driving that much anymore. Sick of the jams everywhere and the number of reckless and inconsiderate drivers increasing rapidly. In another way, I am tired of the fast pace of life at certain point of life. Sometimes, all we need is just slow down and look at our steps. It applies very well to life. :)

But at home, I rather choose to drive than taking public transports. (Kill me if you want to do that often). Give me the directions and I will just go on driving whenever possible. Else, it will be best if there is always someone here willing to fetch me to everywhere. :P When I am out from this land, I will just let myself out freely on the public transports or feet, sometimes. I enjoy the time having a driver.

Still no luck on room yet. @~@ Gonna choose a camp site and set up my own tent real soon. What a life!

An Ancient Tool

2010-08-15T23:36:00.004+08:00

Anyone still remember this?

Is not a credit or debit card. Is a telephone card! The card that people used to use it to make calls at public telephone booths. :) I guess this is a really really rare card now. I used to own one. With Doraemon picture on it! But I think I need some times to find it out. Hopefully I have not threw it away when I last shifted house.

Anyway, did anyone actually owned one before? Guess what, when I was at primary, I was hoping to get one for myself desperately! Ok, is not like I always need to use public phone (which doesn't sound like a good thing, is either you forgot bring your books or you got a detention). Just that I thought it was so cool to own a telephone card, saving the fuss from carrying coins around. LOL~ And the main thing was the image on the card is so so cute! Haha! But dare not request from my parents. >_< Mom was pretty strict and fierce and I was pretty afraid back at that time. :P Thus, I am really grateful that I got my first ever telephone card as my present when I was primary 3 or 4? Can't really remember but I still remember the girl friend that gave me. :D Can't believe that I perhaps, lost it?? Oh no! I am going to find it out soon. :) The funniest part would be, it anyone happened to remember, there was actually a few companies managing different telephone booths, let's say one of them is Telekom. And the card my friend gave me was an Uniform one (don't know if the company still exists now), which the booth happened to be really rare around me. :( Thus, I think I only used the card once or twice? The credits are all stuck inside now. And I hardly got the cool experience using it. Haha!

So, what about yours?

Cucur mission

2010-08-14T16:55:00.012+08:00

Done with ironing finally.

Is a house chores day.

LOL~

Partying at home~ :P

I like this! :)

Easy to cook. A good choice if you are too lazy.

Simply add in water.

Stir stir and stir til you get an even mixture like this. :)

Heat the oil beforehand.

And now you are ready to cook them! :D

Pretty easy.

Served!

I suppose sweet soup is the easier to cook among all. Less mess too! Just dump everything into it and make sure it is cook and SWEET then you are done. Haha!

For red bean soup,

Red bean is a must of course and add in some pandan leaves (that's the tradition of Malaysian I supposed. Haha!) for the great aroma. And you can simply customized your own red bean soup by adding on coconut milk, better known as santan, or sago. :P

After 2 hours,

tadaaa~

Done and ready to be served. :)

Let the feast begins~

:)

I am posting this out of boredom. Haha!

In my Dream

2010-08-13T15:05:00.002+08:00

The Last Airbender

My first thought was why not a Windbender. But it sounds weird, I know. Haha! Another typical Hollywood production with all those computer effects that never fail in earning a "Wow" from audiences, to be more specific here, Me. :D The only movie I had since I came back here and enjoyed it very much with family. :) Quite a low rated movie amongst all the rest. At least that is what I heard from my Bro's friends and Sis searched it over at the net. Nonetheless, the trailer attracted me more than The Sorcerer's Apprentice. And I was amazed. I mean I couldn't seem to get myself out from the plot itself. I sunk too deep into the story and the probable reason will be that somehow, another personality of mine (is not like split personalities), want to believe so much in these supernatural things do really exist. Yea, usual thing that happened to me most of the times. If I was an actress, I am pretty sure I will get depression easily for not being able to pull myself out from the character. And the most influential character of all is the kid. Yea, the monk kid. Sense of sympathetic that arose from nowhere. For this kid that need to bear so much of the responsibilities be it at back stage or in the plot itself. But at the same time, feeling proud that a kid is an Avatar! Haha! Avatar seems to be a pop word these days. Can't really understand the real meaning behind this word though. I just gotta admit that I like those computer effects that seem to be real at certain point of time. Especially when dealing with water part. Or maybe I wish they are for real. What a weirdo! After all, is just a typical science fantasy movie that you will either like it or hate it. So judge it yourself. :) I hope there will be second part.

Inception

Movie of the year I supposed. And yea, like everyone's review, is an amazing and interesting movie and Hollywood hasn't had these kind of productions for quite a period of time. And Leonardo DiCaprio improved so much all these while. :) Start to like his acting more now. Just my 2 cents, he really does suit those pyscho characters. :P Dreams within dream. That is fantastic! I don't know if I ever been into this situation before. I guess we all don't really remember our dreams no matter how real it was at that moment. We never remember how we got ourselves into the situation of dream as well. This movie indeed being an interesting and fascinating movie and the ending is up to your judgment. My belief will be Leonardo is back to the reality though numerous told me that he actually never woke up from the dream. Well, I hate to think that I am living in a fake dream world. So, am I living in my real world or dreaming world now? Is a confusing statement. I assume I don't have to find it out. But you just gotta find out this movie if you have not. I think I will watch this movie once again at later time. :)

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Is a really long winded post that if you ever noticed I don't really put much of my reviews here. Can't seem to get them into words. Haha! Sorry for wasting your time then. :P

Massive

2010-08-12T23:04:00.015+08:00

Again.

Once again I abandoned my blog for quite some times. Leaving it with a quite boring post last posted.

But now, lappie is finally back with me again. Technically recovered and I hope it is recovered forever. At least I can really focus on playing my game or watching my drama without any unnecessary movement needed to make to the screen. ;)

Feeling excited to blog.

Hehe!

Lots of thoughts to share and lots of pics as well. But I can't seem to gather them all at one. Give me some times I shall put everything into words again when I am organized.

So self obsessed recently. Please bear with my unglam pics. Is just me after all. Not that you don't know me.

Is a shopping day and I enjoyed it very much. :) And yes I did something to my hair. Haha!

I like the floral print so much! I am addicted to floral print recently. Trend is going back. No one really did appreciate this floral thing which always remind us of "ah-ma" or "auntie" look back in a year ago? But too bad too low cut. And I don't need people to comment that I am b**bless or I don't suit low cut. So gotta let it go then.

Stripe+navy blue = my fav! :D Started to look out for outer wear more now due to certain reason. And start loving it too. Hehe.. This is a really casual good piece for outing with friends. But according to my Sis's advice, decided to let it go as well. :( But the main reason is as followed. LOL~

Tank top my all time fav since sec sch perhaps? What's more a floral piece. :P

And I am super duper happy that I found this! :):)

Tadaa~ Did you see the main thing in the pic except for my face? LOL~ Yes, the jacket! Been looking for it for quite some times and the most exciting part is it comes with the color I been looking too! Woohoo~ And see the reason why I got this over the stripe cardigan though I am in love with it too? Hehe..

Stripe only goes well with plain only perhaps? That's the 2 cents from my Sis though I think it looks perfectly fine with floral too! Hehe..

Stop scolding me for doing such stupid things in the fitting room. :P Anyway, all the apparels I worn in the pics are from Nichii. :D Start to love them after my first pair of shorts from them and loving them more now. LOL~

My luggage is going to exceed the limit very soon. Sigh!
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Breakfast with parents for two consecutive days and nothing beat this. Is the greatest thing in my world. :)

And thanks so much for them for accompanying 3 of us for a movie! Though they didn't really understand the whole plot at first. Hehe..

Nothing beats the happiness you share with your family.

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My post-shopping symptom is here again.

The sense of guilt. Can't seem to get over it now.

What more I am using parent's money this time. :(

The article I read make me grief even more now.

"Money is more useful when it is for people who need it most."

But I spent them while my parents work so hard for them.

Why on earth is there people who can spend the parent's money without hesitation or gratification? Teach me how.

Heaps Of Snaps

2010-08-03T22:44:00.015+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. Do have lots of pics to share with. Can't seem to share them all here with the turtle connection.Yup! Home sweet home.

:)

Lovely! I mean the top which is supposed to be a dress. :D

I remember I posted once on a steamboat restaurant. But this time is a buffet. :P Steamboat still.

Mom is funny enough to ask why I bring camera along and said need to wear nicely if going to take pics. >_<

Like! :) A bit blur though.

We don't look alike no?

Must teach Dad how to pose le.. :P

Full plate of food of mine!

I will recommend tom yam.

This is darn cute! :)

I am the last survivor! Hehe..

Apparently my Sis camwhore a lot. LOL~

Better with flash. ;( I look meaty in the top. :)

Anyone let me know how to snap better without flash? Besides avoiding hand shake.

Last pic for LOL~

I am just too full thus I am here to blog.

:P

Night folks~

Once in My lifetime

2010-07-29T20:43:00.005+08:00

Last day!

Hoo~

Self declared holiday tomorrow...

So,

if they never email me for work during term time, today is my very last day.

Uh, no I am not sad.

:P

Perhaps because I didn't make lots of friends there. People just too busy with their own words and their own friends. LOL~ Fine, I admit that I am never good in initiating a conversation or make friends. Hmph!

The journey shall end here soon. No regret, not single thought of regret that came across. Cause I know this is what I want. This is what I been looking for in a Uni life. Haha!

But now,

is time to go home.

For more

FOODS AND SHOPPING!

LOL~

Ok, I shall keep reminding myself I have got a more important task to complete.

*wink*

Anyway, I am just here to spend a little of time (how cruel I am to my blog) before I call home and enjoy my show. A typical (idiot+bimbotic+lol) Taiwan show.

A video to share.

Though I want to share the song more. :)

Zac Efron is cute!

:D

Chilax~~~ (New term huh?)

:)

Edit/

I love these lines especially. :)

"Once in a life time means there's no second chance...."

"Gonna run while we young..."

Pre-stage 1

2010-07-26T20:28:00.003+08:00

Properly the last Mon blue I am going to have for the time being.

Til the school starts.

Uh!

I don't want school. I think I start to hate them like a rebellious teen. :(

But still, I wanna grad. Haha!

To be precise wanna wear the grad robe.

:D

Is convocation week.

Such a big contrast when you see a group of people in their colorful robes and a massive group in singlet and shorts.

So here is the intersection point of life?

Where the commencement of an adult life and commencement as an undergrad start here.

We always start at the place and would like to end at the same place, no?

I am looking forward my graduation ceremony as much as I would like to. Deep inside, perhaps I don't looking forward what lies behind the layout.

I am just wondering. Isn't it great to be the first few to grad among your friends? At least they would come by and share the joy with you since school leave is rather easier than work leave.

Haha!

I seem to stuck at where I am now? I can't fast forward my convocation, which I don't think I want to, and can't seem to slow down the rest as well.

Oh well!

Anyway, I am sort of looking forward this Fri. Haha!

I have yet to experience the feeling as a grad who climb up the stage for a scroll that seems to be pretty much useless. :P But I am going to experience the first ever convocation of my friends. It is sort of meaningful to me. I just wish I could present at the ceremony for all of you.

Too bad all of you are scattered around the world that I wish I could have more money to join in the crowd and share the joy with you all. :)

What the crap.

I am just losing my head on what I should type here.

For the sake of writing.

Cheers to Tuesday!

:)

Losing grip

2010-07-20T20:26:00.003+08:00

A tiring day.

Mentally.

Mentally exhausted.

Ever since this morning I had been wasting my time. Wasting my precious time on that kind of feeling that torture myself most.

What a day!

Rationally, I know I shouldn't spend my time creating all the fuss and let that emotion took control over me. But I am just the person that need explanations for everything. Yes, everything.

And guess what? Some people don't even put efforts into giving excuses. Try to convince me with a more valid thing. I am not easily fooled and I am not giving up easily. Cause you know why? I like "war". Especially shooting around.

Hah!

As if they believed that the receiver is a brainless ass.

Duh!

Feel like print screen everything here and show everyone.

But again,

I am not reckless.

Doing something that actually won't do me a single good thing except emotional victory?

No.

Life goes on still.

I am learning how to let go. The most unimportant thing in my life. Or maybe unimportant person in my life.

I know I have been misbehaving. Foul words. Bad thoughts. Evil things.

But,

one last time I am saying this for now,

I met a few b*tches/f*ckers today.

Sigh!

And I guess they never know that they are categorized into this groups.

LOL~

Just got to keep in mind, what's Karma.

Trying to rest in a peaceful mind.

The night shall end soon.

Little Stuff

2010-07-17T22:47:00.008+08:00

Just a week before, I was ranted like " Wtf, why people are going to backward trend. Film is such an ancient thing that we only saw them when we was still kids."

But now...

Adrenaline is working out. Very hard.

Gosh!

Damn super excited.

But I think I am idiot too, sometimes.

:P

Introducing my most recent toy.

*wink*

Don't blink your eyes.

Tadaa~

No idea what's that?

Duh~

Fujifilm Instax Mini 7s!!

To be more exact,

an instant camera!

Hehe...

More angles.

Yes, I am showing off. :P

Free box of plain film and another pack of Pooh film cost a hole! Each with only 10 pieces. Precious pieces. Credit card sizing. Gosh~

Wanna guess how much is the film?

The price will somehow spoil the joy. Haha! Cause is damn freaking expensive.

Now, this is what you called as "every snap is precious".

Tried it out today. Though I know how much every snap costs.

Super dislike the first attempt! Hmm... I mean only the first pic.

The effect is not really superb. It looks kinda "ancient"? You just can't compare it with digital cam or DSLR or even a Lomo, which at certain point of time I was thinking to get a cheap one to have fun with. But still, it depends on how you value each thing. Is more a perspective thing. You can't see through what people can, and people can't do the same to you too!

And yes, I did not buy it on impulsive. It is not really an expensive but I just got to think twice. As a matter of fact, contemplated for a week. At certain moment, I was thinking like this ain't a toy for people like me. To be exact I am not that kind of people rich enough to fool around with this thing and dispose it after half or one year. No, don't even let a single thought across your mind that I am rich so I bought such an useless thing. And stop thinking that this little stuff is useless. (It is actually quite bulky. LOL~)

With the fear that I might regret or guilty (I can't explain this) or even disappoint with it, I got it still in the end.

The only thought that I have is I just got to do something when my life isn't burdened by all sort of things. Yes, perhaps you are correct. I shall save every penny for my future, which is two years later. What if I couldn't get a job? What if I couldn't afford to repay my loan? and etc. I guess these shall not be the reasons for me. There shall not be a reason, in the future, for me regretting that I never let myself out when I was still young. Is ridiculous that I deprive myself.

Is true that digital cam is handy, DSLR has got superb effect. But I just don't care. Maybe 5 years later, I will start to abandon this and join in the crowd for whatever tech at that point of time. But I assume these are all transformation stages. A process whereby you know you change at different stage of your life. The way you think, the way you speak, the way you analyze and the way you want things to be.

Thing is just pretty simple.

I totally love this cute camera. ^_^

How many of you really experienced before the film come just right in front of you after a snap? At least I never experienced it before til today.

:)

Please share my joy together with me! :) Cause I am excited!

Haha!!

I shall hunt for Stitch and Mickey films soon.

LOL~

Anyway, another stupidity of mine.

And this is another reason I am feeling excited about.

Just because I created a Youtube acc for my blog. Yes, for my blog. Not myself. :P Silly!

Give face and watch la! LOL~

Familiar Routine called Life

2010-07-16T22:05:00.004+08:00

Rant.

As usual.

Not really a rant though.

That second I was talking happily and the next I am contemplating.

Duh!

Often blame the hormone thingy.

Yes, I do blame them. Cause I can't seem to find any better excuse for the swing all these while.

Things went pretty well all the day. A lovely Friday indeed. :)

I don't hate Friday especially today.

Can't seem to ignore the off mood anyway.

It comes out all the sudden. No reason, no idea why and I don't even want to figure why.

Up to this stage, when I am looking at the FB news feed, I know I am not really looking at them. I just scroll and browse for the sake of... curiosity maybe? Or is it a habit? Since most of the things don't really attract me. Videos? I never watch them. Photos? I get lazy when I see more than 1 picture of same thing. Shout out? These days people just shout out as if that's the routine they must do. Daily. To show the loyalty to it.

Zzz..

I saw.... A lot birthday wishes. Wondering if how much of them are really faithful and how much is the percentage of faithfulness.

Ya, sound pretty up-side down.

Don't misunderstand. I don't hate people who do all these wishes be it fake or real, sincere or pretend. It doesn't really matter, no?

Oh! I never feel like joining in the "crowd" anyway. Is like, you just get the "oh-dull-is-so boring-faking" that kind of feeling.

Hah!

Sarcastic.

No. No issue with FB. Is such a successful networking tool for this century.

Another Harvard drop-off miraculous thing again.

Whatever.

Perhaps I shall make myself happy.

Doll up.

Not really my kind.

Depend on the hormone.

Til then!

The Journey

2010-07-12T20:52:00.007+08:00

Here comes the end.

Time flies.

Ya, my quote always. :P

Can't accept the fact that Spain won.

Just a few to conclude.

Definitely the most unexpected journey. Apparently Spain emerged as the champion for the first time. Is not that unexpected, no?

Haha!

Is either their skills really improve or they really had the luck ever since they kicked start their first match of WC. I guess it will be 49% for first and 51% for latter. Just my 2 cents. I am not a pro, you can just ignore me. But I guess this is a fact that you can't really deny. (No bias or anything though I was pissed because they defeated Germany.)

Second thing, humans are all fooled by an octopus. Hah! The funniest part of the whole tournament. Human, stop saying yourself are the smartest creature on the earth. I simply can't believe people from all around the world, believed that perhaps an oracle does exists. (If you got what I mean) LOL~ Another 2 cents.

Nevertheless, that's the end. No more news feed spammed by those so called football fans. (Yes, they just don't deserve the call as true fans), no more highlights of the match, no more staying up late or waking up "early".

:D

Share this here as a remark that the journey ends here. Those teams shall prepare themselves again for the next 4 years.

Enjoy! :)

P/S: There is no point I didn't know this song when there was someone playing this all the times (or even singing it all the times!). I just got influenced easily. >.<

Deutschland rocks!

The sumptuous One

2010-07-11T20:17:00.036+08:00

*Weeee*

Finally some lively things.

:)

I am pretty lazy to type everything. So just read the story from the pictures like what we used to have in primary school~~~

:D

We been craving for buffet even before the last semester over. I mean me and Vern.

Haha!

So we completed our wish!

More food pics. :)

My seafood platter! :P Ebi tempura, Ebi butterfly, Soft shell CRAB! (Ah! I am craving for them now!)

My fav ---> Tamago! (I know is cheap.)

Tokayaki! (I said I will eat up all the OCTOPUS whenever I can! Especially the same species of PAUL!)

Sashimi! The food that worth the most according to them. So I let myself tried 2 slices.
@~@

Seafood platter again. LOL~

And this!!

Dessertssssss! :D

The fruit tarts are amazing IMO.

Doraeyaki!!! (correct spelling?), mochi and ECLAIRS!

Yummy! Nothing beats Choc Fondue.
:)

The four.

Blurry pic.

The 3 enjoying their Sashimi.

Cute! I mean the little kettle. LOL~

Who wanna guess how much is this? (It ain't a toy!)

Every snap is precious. :P

Retarded. The left one. Haha!

Ok, a normal one.

So, there was this profile pic taking session.

Uncle dressed like Uncle. :P

Funny.

Will you say this is retarded take 2?

Take 3?

Take 4? Haha! My fringe is damn ugly. :(

Ok, next.

We copied Ali's cafe.

Promoted British teas. Made in London.

Take 1!

Lam Fung's version is nicer! LOL~

Take 2!

Seems like we are better, no? Hehe..

Cheers! With teas!

Again my fringe... Yish!

Full! Even til now!

LOL~

Shall grab some biscuit or bread later. For the sake of filling stomach.

Til then! :)

P/s: Monday blue is here again. :(

BFF

2010-07-10T00:06:00.003+08:00

Bounced.

Whatever.

A relaxing Fri which just spiced up by unnecessary fuss.

Never mind. It doesn't really matter.

*breath*

I am just kind of long winded sometimes. Shall express myself in a shorter way sometimes. Since perhaps most of you wouldn't be understanding the message behind.

LOL~

Cut the crap.

Yes, I definitely dislike people making all the fuss all the way.

Let's not spoil mood.

Compromising.

I just wish I could have BFF gatherings now. I hope She will be fine. And I hope we all will be meeting each other again like what we used to have in Dec.

And that another BFFs of mine. Reply my messages on FB. :P

I am starting to miss those old days.

With fun.

I shall let myself stay "peace" as usual.

:)

Cheer!

From this to that

2010-07-04T11:34:00.006+08:00

I guess somehow I lost the enthusiasm to blog.

Most of the times.

But nevertheless, I am still going to continue.

Perhaps I can't share my most innermost thoughts here, but I can share something else.

Hehe!

Ok I know there isn't a need to post it here since internet is everywhere and everyone know what is Youtube. But I do it the way I want. :P

Personally prefer Vampire. They are really cool creatures if they ever exist. :D
But Taylor Lautner is really really really so cute that I might consider liking werewolves more.

LOL~

How can this 16 be so abs!

*wink*

Can't wait for this movie.

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Hip hip hooray~

Semi final for GERMANY. :)

I spotted their away jersey!!! You really have to say German does have taste. Hehe..

This is just so tempting! Shall I ask it for my buffday present?? Hehe.. *can't wait*

And just yesterday alone, I learned quite some facts.

1. ADIDAS is a German Brand!! yeahoo~~

German rocks! Admit it!

2. J.Co is from Indonesia.

Ok, it sounds totally random here. But I had J.Co yesterday!

Tadaa~~~

The left side is Germany and the right is Spain. :P Insane!

Anyway, introducing the box at the left side ----> World Cap-pocino and Oreonaldo.

Didn't know that this is from Indonesia. Is not really a convincing fact to me.

:P

Share another fact here.

3. Big Apple is a Malaysia Brand!

Cool~ We actually have a brand like this. Though it sounds like an oversea brand. :P

Wait, Sg should have their own brand as well right?

Yup, Donut Empire! Which I assume so far you can only find it here?

Anyone can find all these out just by clicking Google. LOL~ But the case is you won't go search them randomly without remembering them. :P

And what more, Shopping!~~~~ (Wth)

Hehe..

Am currently aiming "something". Wait til I really get it first. *pray*

Time to grab lunch and grocery shopping later for tonight BBQ~!

Kind of anticipating.

But I seriously need to say this beforehand.

Asian guys just can't be any gentlemen like Whites. If you could get what I mean. Maybe not all of them but MOST of them. 99% shall I say? I am not patronizing any particular Western country as if I am a fake Whites, but there are some facts that just couldn't stop me from thinking this way. Let's put this aside as not to spoil mood for later session.

Pathetic.

Have fun!

I can only have shade

2010-07-02T20:40:00.002+08:00

Did I mention that today is Friday?

Haha!

TGIF~~

Everybody loves Friday. You just gotta admit it.

:P

Oh ya, finally 25 boxes is DONE!

Hehe..

If you still remember my post then you shall know what is the 25 boxes. If you don't, is ok, don't bother to find it out anyway.

:D

The work place is driving me crazy!

Yes, I am going to be insane!

Mentally tortured.

:(

I seriously cannot understand the reason behind.

What does the toilets in library got to do with YOG? Or is it just my misunderstanding? Put yourself in my shoes and it won't be that hard for you to find out why I link every single thing to YOG. Cause the "world" is so mad about it.

@~@

Ok, back to my mental "punishment".

Renovation of toilets in library and the best part is the level 3 toilet is located above my office. To be more exact right above the region I sit from 830 to 1730.

=.=

My head was "screwed", "dug", "hammered" and whatever else you could find in a construction site.

Wtf la!

Pardon me.

Next week the "construction site" will most probably shift to the right part of my seat.

@~@

The only thing I pray now is LET ME SIT AT THE FRONT FAR FAR AWAY FROM THAT POLLUTION just like today.

:)

But the probability is....

Sigh!

Appreciate every moment now when my ears are free from noise.

All of sudden, there was a thought in my head just now.

I shall not log in to my FB that often.

You know why?

Cause every time I log in, I will find myself regretting the reason behind, why did I choose this hell place and why on earth did I never ever try to insist on follow my dream. It is so envious and suffering at the same time to see photos of people you know from ALL over the world. UK, Aus, NZ, Russia, US... And I want to wear a biker jacket and boots! It will be so cool~

I just can't wear them here.

Else I will have stroke.

*sobsob*

Big and long haul of sigh~

How's the life living in a white country? How's the weather and how does winter actually feel like beside freezing to death?

Etc.

Things that I probably couldn't find them out til the day I leave this world.

I guess there is one thing I can do now.

Is to

insist on

traveling.

:D

Thought of

2010-06-28T21:28:00.002+08:00

So much of the things inspired me.

Most of them are words.

Blog posts from friends and friends of friends.

Yea, I am not posting for anything in mind as a matter of fact.

LOL~

Just usual me. The me that I never know what I want to do with.

I am bored. Bored with my life, most of the times.

You see, when there is school I would complain as much as I could to anyone I could, "I hate schools" and "I hate pile of tutorials".

*poof*

Gone. For a few months.

Yes, I definitely like the way things vanished into thin air, things that irritate me a lot.

And now I am complaining my work to anyone as much as I could.

So, Ng Wan Theng, what do you really want?

Sorry, I have no idea.

Mom told me to be grateful for the fact that I am a healthy person that are capable of working and studying. Is so much of truth.

Sigh!

I just wish I could remind myself this making it my recipe of success present and future.

Whatever.

Concealing myself.

For things that irritate me, sometime a lot, I just skip.

I wish I could have a magic wand. To change everything.

Speaking of magic wand, I do hope the world of Harry Potter does exist. The Hogwarts School. It must be whole lots fun doing and studying magic.

Ok, quite impossible.

No idea why I always dream on such thing.

Come on! My life isn't that bad. Telling myself from time to time.

Maybe I just want a wand to make fun of people. :D

Be practical, be realistic.

I just wish I wouldn't get influence too much by anything.

As I said inspired by words.

Words by others and I think they are pretty correct. Of course may only be applicable to me or people like me.

Tell me how much could you reveal yourself naked, mentally of course to others? Tell me how many of your friends are actually your real friends that you promise will never hurt their feelings? Compromising is the key. But some people just don't worth the reason for being compromised. Really. Some of them really don't.

Just that..

Do your a favor, if people are being bad at you, be good to he/she, believe in what is Karma. I do not know how much of you believe in Karma. Or there is no such thing in your dictionary? But I think I trust the exist of Karma.

Drifting from this to that and now religion?

No.

As posted by one of my friends, here is not the safest place you could place all your trusts to everyone here. No such thing as privacy in this worldwide web. Look at FB and you shall see.

But maybe for some people, being the limelight of the day could be quite satisfied and excited?

Whatever.

:D

I am talking too much here perhaps.

But I don't care if I am writing in the most boring way.

You just don't see Me.

3 in 3D

2010-06-26T00:58:00.006+08:00

Toy Story 3 finally!

:)

Not disappointing at all!

You all must go watch! :)

Just that, save the money for 3D. Not really a lot effects. You know, effect that will make you "Wow! It is coming right into my face!", that kind of effect. Which I supposed I only felt this once in HK Disneyland.

LOL~

Anyway, is a great story which Pixar decided to release it after 10 or 11 years from the last volume.

:):)

I put myself in the shoe at the last scene when Andy decided to give out all the toys to a little girl just because of a note Woody wrote. I mean of course he wouldn't know Woody wrote that, though it is a bit not that logical in reality. But how real can it be when the toys around you are talking to each other while you dating with Mr.Zhou?

LOL~

Guess what? It really did come across my mind, will the toys really talk after I slept? Ok, this is silly. But it did happen to me. :P

Back to the scene, if I was Andy at that time I guess I wouldn't let go of the toys. :(:( It is the most saddened and touching part of the whole plot!

Sigh!

Never mind. It is still a happy ending after all.

Til now, I can't believe that super cute big bear that smells like a strawberry is a villain of the story! Gosh! That bear is just too cute.

Haha!

Forgive me. I am typing this while my eyes and mental are extremely tired.

I shall assume that this probably is the last volume for Toy Story. So, it will be an ending for me as well.

Shall get myself a souvenir then. A story that accompanied me and my siblings.

Just grab this Combo at any GV cinema. Hehe!

Slinky! No idea why I chose this over the rest or even over the Pork Chop or Woody. Haha!

Now see this!

Can't really spot the villain from the image, can you? Is actually at the really left part. A huge pink bear. LOL~

And with these two, complete the set. :D

Must be wondering why I brought this back right? Is not just any cup, is a good quality cup which is reusable. And most important, a memory.

I really need to faint soon.

Til then.

Night!

Sweets

2010-06-24T21:28:00.008+08:00

Haha!

Finally pictures are up.

Took forever to upload these low quality pics taken by my Hp camera.

Up for nothing in particular.

Just for fun!

:P

All these stuffs are from TAIWAN!!!

:):)

Ok, why did I post as if I went there?
Yes, I am going there. Most likely two years later?

LOL~

Mom went instead. Without US!

Sobsob~

Never mind.

I have souvenirs and FOOD!

Hehe...

Honey cheese cake, Muachi, pineapple tart, CHOCO (the Belgian one!).... Did I mention that the Muachi tastes better than those we could get from supermarkets in Msia/Sg? Or is it just me being psycho? LOL~ Loving the Pineapple tart! Brought some of these food back and was planning to share those food with the remaining Grassies here. Yes, I did give out their shares, just... The pineapple tart is just too irresistible. So..

Haha!

Never mind. Not like they will love the pineapple tart like I would.

:P

Loving my souvenirs too!

Hehe..

I guess it some how makes me feel that my family is just around me wherever I am.

:D

Missing home. :)

But I shall enjoy my days here while missing them.

Hehehe..

Toy Story 3 tomorrow!!

3D!

Don't disappoint me please.

Gonna share it if I have a thought to share on it.

Believe it or not. I am a fans of it! But this is the first time I am going to step into the cinema and enjoy the third volume of this movie. :P Please don't be surprised that I watched for more than 10 times for each of the previous two volumes. :P With the two Brats of course.

Sigh!

I wish I am watching the third one with them. My idiot Sis and spoiled Bro.

No, no big deal here.

Those who are watching with me tomorrow, please make sure you are in the same channel with me. (as I am wondering if they watch the previous 2 volumes. =.=)

And guess what? Germany is in! Haha.. I thought they probably would be out. :P

Italy is on the match now. I just wish my roomie won't cry in the end. Cause that will affect my quality of sleep.

LOL~

Off to match!

Fever continues~~

Flying fast

2010-06-22T21:03:00.003+08:00

Staying here for a month makes me feel as if it had been years ago since I was home. Often coming back here after few days staying at home makes me feel it is just like yesterday-today.

Sigh.

Back to this land that never seems to be my home in any sooner from the land where my home forever stands. Is not like I am patriotic or anything, just that my home is there.

Sorry for not dating anyone out during that period. Quite a rush trip and I was on something.

Missing those days when I got hooked to the square box called TV and got infected by the fever known as World Cup.

Days when we shouted like no-one-else-matter (except Mom of course) in front of the 7-0 match, when we arguing which players are more good looking (apparently only me and Sis inclusive). :P

5 days.

*Poof*

Gone.

Yes, I am under-performing each time I travel back from home to here. Homesick will get more and more serious with the number of times you leave your home. Is a proportional stuff. Partially that's because I start to hate this place as much as I could with all those shits I was threw at. Pissing off.

Few years to go still.

The good thing is I recover pretty fast.

:)

Not now but I will.

Going to share some pictures here.

But all in my Hp and you have no idea how lazy am I when it comes to dealing with my Hp. Anyway, it is under recovery from dying due to the battery.

No good shots or anything particular.

Just some stuffs.

It doesn't matter now.

What matter most is, after trying for 2 years to remember the Hp no., the no. is now gone. Forever. Don't even have any idea where or when did I lost it. Clumsy me. Got to remember a new no., which perhaps taking another 2 years?

Whatever.

It doesn't really matter too. After all shits that I experience here. This is just no big deal.

:D

Anyway, this trip actually brought some good news. :) Let them be my secrets. But one of them is I am just one more closer to my normal weight. *clap* No, no boosting or discriminating portion in this sentence. You wouldn't understand if you weren't me.

I know I should upload some pics here. To cheer this post up and to avoid it from being dull and dry.

But not now.

Can't believe I am starting work again tomorrow.

Time flies when I am at home.

:(

I just wish everything could slow down or even move back to the past. The past which I could choose.

Haha!

Why am I making my post looks like an emo one?

Dozing off soon.

Night folks!

Marathon of Fever?

2010-06-15T21:39:00.002+08:00

Back in action.

4 movies in a row last weekend.

Duh~

Twilight New Moon
Ip Man 2
Confession of Shopaholic
High School musical 3

Yea, I know most of them are quite an old movie by now. But I really didn't have time to catch up with those movies in the midst of term time. Can't imagine I am still into the High School Musical. Anyway, this is the last one they would have for this movie. :( I am wondering if my mind is still at teen stage while my body and age are stuck at this moment. :P Still prefer the first High School Musical after all. The rest of 3, needless to say much. I wouldn't watch if I didn't feel like watching them. I would love to have more movie marathon during the weekend. :D Enjoying the holidays while I can!

Uni life here is all about tests and quizzes all the time throughout the whole semester. That was what me and Vern were chatting about on the way back from canteen. You shall see the reason I want to enjoy and utilize this holidays as fully as I could.

Whatever.

I guess NTU is doing more than she could afford to lose. Losing the supports from students. Especially international students. Anyway, was thinking to share a picture here. But am just too lazy to snap it. Tomorrow maybe.

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I made mistake again this time. I would recognize myself as a real bad person. A real bad person in handling stuff like relationship and emotions.

Argh!

I just wish no one will stay near to me, to minimize whatever damages I will bring to them.

Sound like a jerk.

Yes, I totally am.

My emotion leaded me to hurt someone this afternoon unintentionally. I wasn't aware about til someone told me about it. I just hope she won't fear me too much next time.

So, anyone can teach me something?

Teach me how to abandon the I-don't-like-U-so-I-dislike-whatever-U-do attitude?

I am a real jerk and loser.

Wondering how or what will I evolve into when I reach the menopause stage?

Monster!!

Bla bla bla~

Random.

World cup fever continues~

4-0

They can do it better.

:D

Shadows

2010-06-12T19:00:00.006+08:00

Everything fast forward today.

Including dinner.

:)

Supper as well of course.

Enjoying my single deluxe as Vern is staying over at NEC with her family who came down this morning.

Dull~

Can't remember how did I survive in a single room last year.

But hey, I do like to have a single room. Just not holidays maybe.

:P

Never mind. I am still enjoying. My next next door neighbour too. Haha!

Is it because there is nothing occupy me and my mind, thus my mind flew. To everywhere?

Did go out to JP this noon for a while. And finally all my ear holes for both ears are occupied. :) No worry, I only have 4. No more than that.

I guess I am a lone taker whenever it is necessary. So I am not that worry about myself even if one day when I am old and there is still no one besides me. *isolated*

Loneliness often strike my mind hard. No, not because of loneliness. Not sure why but my mind was struck even before yesterday.

That's what happen after weeks of doing works without using brain at all.

LOL~

I am pretty fine actually.

Just, I start to think deep about myself.

Contemplating.

Really hard.

I am such a greedy person. I greed for fame. Yes, fame. Idiot me. I don't know why am I thinking all these fames at such age! People think about these when they were in their teens. But I am not anymore. Ok, I am at the post teen stage not an ADULT yet. :P

Back to my fame. You wouldn't get what I meant. Do I look like someone that want fame desperately in front of anyone of you? Not exactly desperately, just.. Can you see the intention on my face that I want a fame?

I drift myself along all these while. I set other people as "examples". For instance, my blog. I can't believe that I want my blog to be famous like those I read, which is totally not on path with my initial intention of having a blog. My very initial intention is just for me to have a space, to have a page to write down my history, a page for my grandchildren or even grand-grandchildren to read these in the future. Fame? I don't know what's on my head. My most naked thoughts are all here most of the time. Something too naked that I can't tell. Not that I can't, I just don't know how to tell. And sometimes I am feeling embarrassing to tell. Whatever.

I assume that I am never a practical person.

Wanting to live a life like those people whom I am envy of them that have this and that. But never feeling grateful towards what I owned. Whatever I have is nothing better than others. Whatever others have are always better than mine!

I have enough with myself for being like this.

I been thinking about this even during my works.

I don't have to live like a shadow of anyone.

I only have to be a shadow of myself.

I am envious of those who can achieve what they want and they know what they want. And yes, what I did is envy and do nothing to my life and my target.

My dear friends, all achieving that they want the most. But me?

I am trying hard to be the shadows of others in one or another way!

Tsk!

The feeling is really uneasy. If you couldn't understand, I don't blame. Perhaps I experience this matter later than everyone. A stage which should occur during pre-teen stage --> finding own identity.

Is ridiculous. I am finding my identity.

When I going to be a third year undergraduate.

Hah!

On the other hand, there is a second thought came across my mind.

I don't need a fame.

I just want to lead a happy life.

I just want to be simple.

I am tired of competing with anything or anyone.

Mimosa quote:简单的人比较快乐。

I will slowly catch up with this theory.

I don't want to be a superstar in any ways, be it studies, blog, career or anything other things.

I only want to be myself. Not the shadow of any others.

Grumpy post. Is rather a disorganized post.

But I can't make it any organized since my life isn't an organized one.

LOL~

Bashful Pixie

2010-06-09T21:16:00.013+08:00

Dead silent here.

Forgive me as I am just too lazy and have nothing much to update.

Let's start with a birthday bash.

Not really a bash.

But was a surprise.

Haha..

The backside of the cow is cuter. LOL~

Oh ya. The main role for the bash is Vern. Yes, she again!

:P

Crammed in a carriage-look-like seats. Five of us. Can see from this pic, who is the one pro in camwhore.

Hahahaha..

Anyway, this "carriage" is quite a cozy place. Rather private.

:D

Think we chose the right place. Cause I was damn hungry and food was served fast!

Hehe..

Temptations time.

Oops!

Sorry if I make you starve like hell now.

Cause I guess I will be starving too.

LOL~

Is all about BRAISED~~

Hehe..

So yummy! But I guess it was a bit too oily. :P

Side dishes three of us shared. Me, Uncle and Jiayi.

:D

I ranked this no.3. Not because it was all fats, it just didn't taste heavily like what it should be. Haha..

Thumb up for this! Haha.. Fried brinjal!

And my taste is always superb! Uber tasty! Pepper salt chicken which I only tasted salt but not pepper.

Sorry for all the fried foods. Now massive pimples eruption.

:(

Oops! This should be a birthday bash not food bash.

Hehe..

Nah~~

Camwhore pro with the Body Glove laptop backpack. :)

Frankly speaking, I almost forgot about this celebration and present back when Uncle kept insisting to go out. LOL~

Doesn't matter. I remembered it in the end.

A more proper group pic.

Let's guess what's next.

:)

Not drinking session.

Birthday is only completed with cake! IMO.

LOL~

Just one slice this time.

Judging from her shape, she can finish the whole slice herself.

Wakaka~

(She is going to hit me anytime after she read this since I am so near now!)

Eh! Why no me??

Wondering why the background so clean?

Make a guess.

I swear you won't get it unless anyone of us told you.

Haha...

Never mind.

I tell you.

We was at..

Ok, I don't even know how to tell or describe the place.

Ok, somewhere in between escalators. A walkway perhaps?

Not sure. Whatever.

The fact is a lot people walked passed by us.

Know why wasn't I in the pic?

Cause I was trying to hide myself from any "audiences" from watching me in such an embarrassing situation! Taking pic is the only way I could show my back "naturally".

Haha..

Anyway,

sincerely hope Vern like this arrangement!

:)

Received a newsletter from Nuffnang. There is this contest on going to win a Sony Camera! TX5 water-proof camera. :)

Check out more here if anyone is interested. Contest.

Do help me click on my Nuffnang at the right also!

:)

Night folks!

Looking Here and There

2010-06-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

Weekend is here! And I am bored over my weekend.

Luckily I have this!

Haha..

It is a lovely Sat though with no outing. Save money. ;)

Totally heart this!

:D

The Japan Anime I heart a lot since my child time. Japan is a country of comic, no? Hehe.. And the characters Japaneses draw always look so... Erm.. How should I phrase it...

LOL~

Never mind. I just feel their drawings and storyline are awesome. :) Pretty girls and handsome guys, though most of them look quite similar. :D And what more they are always in trends and creating trends around. Haha..

Sound a bit non-sense and rubbish.

:P

Anyway, enjoy watching this a lot but too bad Cantonese version is rather difficult to get. :(

So if anyone come across any of the link or web site that posts Conan movie, let me know!

:):)

Meanwhile, showing here one of the 12 parts of the movie I watched.

Enjoy folks!

Gasping

2010-06-03T21:37:00.004+08:00

Tiring!

:(

A real working environment now. With more jobs more deadlines. Deadlines for my supervisor are ours too!

Can't believe I did more than 200 CDs in just two days.

@~@

Sitting, cutting, placing, sitting, cutting, placing....

Repeat over and over and I certainly feel my job place is a FACTORY!

Factory of Library.

Another 9 boxes reached today. 9 boxes full of more than 100 pieces of CDs.

14 boxes yet to come.

*gasp*

In case any of you still wondering what is my job, my current duty is to cut the cover of CD casings. =.=

But time passes faster with all these stuffs occupying you. And I didn't know that today is Thurs! :P

Anyway, sorry for the lack of updates. I don't have much to update.

Recently, am thinking if I should get myself a camera using my hard earn money! Yes, totally hard earn! Should I?

Actually eyeing for a Canon or Lumix and less likely a Nikon. Anyone with any suggestions or ideas? Definitely not aiming a DSLR. I am not eligible at all to even touch one. :P Just a compact one with some manual functions probably?

Grandma showed me this. And I think this may be the one I am looking. :) But seems like not available in Asia yet?

Canon Ixus 300hs. Think only available in UK for the time being? Anyway, if you read this post (you know who you are from UK) help me survey k? LOL~ If possible, I don't mind to have it as a birthday gift. You still owe me my 21st. Haha.. Not sure if you will read this or not. :P

Shall be patient and wait for the release of this. I have not enough in pocket for this moment as well. :P

Few days without drama. Think I should continue them now.

:D

Night folks!

Missing them

2010-06-01T23:21:00.015+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday to my roomie/buddy/makan kaki/shopping kaki!!

I am so good to post her nicest pic here. :P

Without celebration from LG, I celebrated with her alone instead. Hehe.. Some words for LG here: During lunch time, you all punya Vern Vern told me the gift (video) is more than anything cause it is HANDMADE~! LOL~ Good job everyone! Credits to the idea, the videos and the video maker! :D Mission accomplished!

She is now on another celebration. LOL~ Too tired to join them and I don't really know her whole gang of course mates, so sleep in room better.

I am quite sleepy. Don't really wanna type so much. Just photos to share.

Sumptuous meal we cooked on Sun!

I can explain the two packets of rice. Cause we boiled soup using the rice cooker, so...

Finally tried out with chicken! Lemon Chicken. :)

Sweet sweet corn soup!

Those food pics a bit ugly. Don't quit first! LOL~

Poser of the day! I think we all quite use to it, right?

This is not poser. Hehe..

I know why she so hungry. Cause we was lining up for seats at another restaurant before this. :(

Never mind, we had good food still. So long you have enough in your pocket. :)

The good food in my heart are the bread and fried calamari only. :) And also the chili fries! That pan of fish, 2/3 gone to Vern. I still need some times to accept fish.

Me~

Us~

Not sure if you can see. Haha!

Her dessert! Kunyaku or something?

She used her Debit Card after the meal! Heng! Why I not yet receive mine?? Wth!

A row of disappointment came together. No hall next semester, no work during Aug and no Debit Card!

I was right when I blogged about my room last time. I am going to miss you, Room. :(

Anyway, all the best to Vern! :D

In a Contemporary World

2010-05-29T20:56:00.013+08:00

Added on the Nuffnang on the right side bar! :) Do me a favor and help me click on it k? If wanna know more about Nuffnang, go here!

:D

I have no idea to start off with this post actually. Just that some pictures and words to share.

As usual, I will go crazy if you lock me in the room for my weekend on holidays. Thus, the plan for today is explore City Hall.

Haha.. The reason for frequent visits to this station is because of Esplande. But this time, me and Vern went to other places. To be exact other shopping malls. LOL~ Yes, we again! Always me and her. Haha.. I am not sure why people often asked this "Why you two always together?" Probably because Uni should be a place for us to create and expand our networking and get along with different groups of people with different advantages that we could harvest from them? I am not too sure about others but at least not me. Not now. Partially is because I find that I can get along with her pretty fine. Whatever people like to say like to think. Up to them. :) (I am writing this in front of her. Haha..)

Back to topic. :P

Started off with Lunch! Yea, food! When I was doing the survey upon registration for Nuffnang, my answers for most of the questions were FOOD! LOL~ No new place as we were too hungry to explore a new one. Next time maybe!

New york new york!

Argh!

I am loving the food and the portion and the everything! Too bad couldn't have a dessert. :(

I hate myself sometimes. For taking loads of food pictures and making me STARVE like hell whenever I read my blog! LOL~ But I do hope those food pics tempt you all too! *grin*

And of course, a good meal will always kick start with an appetizer. (not applicable to Uni canteen of course.)

Pizza or Tortilla?

I guess is a combination. :D

Our Appetizer!!

So yummy-delicious that served with a wooden.. Erm.. Wooden cutting board? Haha.. At least it does look like a cutting board for me. :P

Her meal!

Tried this before during SP dinner. (Yes, at New york new york again!) LOL~ But this time, no candy floss. Maybe they no longer provide this free flow of candy flow due to popular demand.

Mine!

Super uber delicious! And BIG! Hehe.. Juicy meat, soft bread, salty cheese and the real potato fries! If you could get what I mean here. LOL~ Except MCD, I guess most of the other fast food stalls serve good fries with a real potato taste. :) No no, don't misunderstand. I still like MCD's fries! :D

A contest! No idea how big is that burger. If is not gigantic, I guess finish it up in 1 hour should be ok for most guys maybe? Haha.. What about me? :P

Me! LOL~ Not for any particular purpose. Except that the quality of the pic is a bit bad. Not because of the person in the image k? Haha.. Used Vern's hp camera. Don't say me act cute or bla bla bla also. :P

Headed to Marina Square after a really full lunch. :) Satisfied.

Tadaa~
Solar energy? Water energy? Potential energy? Fine, I don't have to act smart here. I am not smart anyway.

This sculpture locates at a space on the way to Marina Square. The purpose of significant of the sculpture? Unknown. To me. LOL~

A pic of better quality. Ignore the weird shoulder balance. LOL~ Why I posed like that?? Wth! Haha..

Another shopping mall. But we met them!

Hehe..

An event for 40th anniversary of Doraemon and Friends! Wow! I can't believe. It has been 40 years. :D But from far could see that the "Doraemon" walked unstably. Haha..

I think there is a worm in my stomach. After that meaty-cheessy-potato lunch with high calories and fats, which I don't mind, I craved for food again! LOL~

Went to Suntec after that Doraemon show. Still remember how me, Vern and Vincent squeeze in crowd just to get our way to platform after the IT fair. @~@

Apparently, Suntec has nothing during these non peak season. We saw there was this banner. A sale. Apparels, shoes and perfumes. We went of course. To our surprise, the sale was held in a room.

@~@

A room for shoes, a room for apparels and perfumes. Haha.. Quite funny. Ok, is actually very funny. LOL~ But I actually saw a hoodie there selling at dirt cheap price. S$19.90 for a medium thickness hoodie. Is cheap. :D But, I guess I have no place to wear it except in the office. So, save up the money. Haha..

Oh ya. We was craving for food. And saw this stall and we bought snacks!

Here!

Wakaka! Last week 咸煎饼， today 煎堆! LOL~ Vern had 咸煎饼 instead. (Copied me lo..) Hehe.. From the label, 咸煎饼 is Salty Bun and 煎堆 is Sesame ball. Erm.. Is it from direct translation? LOL~ I don't care. I love this Sesame Ball! :D I wish I can have one more now.

Food food food! I only have food pics to share. :( Just hope that I won't grow horizontally in the future for all these.

Hehe..

A tiring day of window shopping.

Still, insisted to cook.

Been lazy for few days.

My rice was beneath the egg. :P With toufu and baby spinach, settled our dinner. :) Is it true that baby spinach is actually 苋菜？ That's what I read from the label. Haha..

Actually planned to tidy up my wardrobe after this post, but....

Lazy..

Tomorrow maybe?

Hehe..

Night folks!

Riding On

2010-05-27T22:17:00.004+08:00

Emotion riding on a roller coaster since yesterday 12am and I guess it should land at a safe place by now.

Things weren't good since yesterday evening. With the angst I voiced out a word. I am not sure if I regretted or anything. If I was, the only reason behind is the friendship. I should have thanks for the apology and consciousness. :)

Is not really a big deal. I slept and woke up the next day forgetting what happened for the past 24 hours.

I am comfortable with this me.

I can't believe I can accept the decrease in just... 1 morning perhaps?

Not sure if I should be grateful for this "ability".

I would to thanks someone here. My mom!

ThankQ! "You had try your best." This is far more convincing than me telling it to myself. I am blessed with you all, my one and only family for the rest of my life. Yes, I am not sick I am just preventing it from happening. I will stay happy and relaxing every day every moment whenever I can. I promise this.

Let everything makes a full stop here.

Let them be a memory which I shall memorize them by heart.

The failure is to be learned. Is to be improved.

And I am very glad indeed after talking over the phone. At least I am in a better situation. I just hope other parents will see like what my parents did. The feeling of being denied for the one month effort is not an enjoyable. Is definitely not a joy ride in our life.

Ok, promised to be happy. I am not supposed to be emo over nothing here.

:)

Holidays~~~

A short one.

:)

I can't believe that I left office earlier today. Haha.. Partially due to lack of sleeping hours as well as my feeling. But had Nasi lemak for lunch! :D Can't snap a pic. A treat from boss and everyone was sitting around to have the yummy and free lunch. :D I miss Nasi lemak so much!! Hehe..

Two more weeks to home!

Sometimes,

I wonder if I am doing a tough job like a kuli.

Take a look.

Focus on the finger nails will do. Else if you got scare, I am not liable for anything. LOL~
Can see?

Ok, close up please.

WTH! My sis just did that for me on the day I was leaving home! Is like less than two week from now? But can you see? The colors are scratched off! Is not even because of the growth of the finger nails.

@~@

She will scold me if she see this.

LOL~

So have to destroy the evidence before I go back. Haha..

But I am still wondering why it occurred?

Having a blueberry bread which I just realized has the same color as my finger nails! Haha.. I mean the packing. :P

Mimosa quote: 雨过的彩虹。

What should I do for these 3 days holidays?

This evening I wanted to change my blogskin again. Ya, again. LOL~ But eventually stick with the current one. :) What you all think? Appreciate if there is any response from you all though it will quite unlikely.

:D

Night folks!

Merciless

2010-05-27T00:49:00.002+08:00

Revamped my blog as mentioned in the earlier post. Not really a personalized blogskin by myself. I am not that talented yet.

Sorry for "locking" this blog due to the renovation.

I am glad that I insisted on completing this renovation way before 12am.

Yea.

I don't need a six sense to tell what's going to happen. I should be grateful instead for the "mercy".

Don't come and make noise in front of me saying yours dropped or increased. Don't misunderstand. If yours increased, sincerely congrats you. But if yours dropped, compare with mine and I am sure you will feel much better.

I am sick. Sick of this "game".

Defeat it.

Words are easy but actions are often challenging.

Is the environment changing me or I am changing for this environment?

My guess is both way. If you don't want to do it, no one is able to make you do it.

You see. I can't express myself anymore if you understand this kind of helpless feeling. I won't go around being bitchy and keep repeating F***.

No use.

Is a lesson here. A lesson which I learned for 2 years and yet to "master" the meaning behind.

Is a punishment for what I did.

No blessing no mercy anymore.

Cause I have gotten more than enough before.

I am not here to blame the God or whatever. Else I will sound so superstitious.

The one and only person I can think of to blame now

is Me.

Before I end this post,

would like to "thank" someone for tagging me in the photo. You "made" my day. Fuck off please.

Forgive for my rudeness, but I wanted to say that sentence since this evening.

I think I can't fight anymore.

Perhaps you are all right about me at the first place.

Repeating

2010-05-25T21:35:00.009+08:00

In a midst of holidays and I feel like changing my blogskin.

:)

Perhaps steal the design from the others, but would like to create one for myself, which I think not quite possible yet. I am an lazy ass too especially during holidays. LOL~

Will surely change it if I found an apple of my eyes. *wink*

Don't mean to get you all bored. But the fact is my holidays here are bored! BTTM! LOL~ Eating, working, cooking, eating, sleeping... Is there anything better for me to do? Nah! I don't request for any works anyway.

Watching 掌上明珠 on Qvod. :) Another nice drama! *thumb up* Though I just started it like 2 days ago? Haha.. My definition for a good HK TVB drama is a conflictual one. Finished another HK drama 巴不得爸爸, which I started during exam period. Haha.. Seriously that drama is quite bored. I guess that time I was seriously in need for an entertainment. And until now I can't tell why the ending has to be like that. Is quite an abrupt and illogical ending IMO. A lot question marks on my head.

@~@

I am more and more lazy now. Don't even care to update my Twitter or blog. They are meant for distressing tools during exam perhaps. :P Forgive me. If only I have something interesting to share or something that I really want to tell everyone badly, I will definitely be here or on Tweet. :)

Don't feel like making you all feel bored by looking at those dull food photos. Forgive me once again for doing it again! Like Britney's song "Oops! I did it again!"

LOL~

Enjoy folks! Be it in schools or holidays or works! (I am telling to myself..)

Soup of the day (Sun)

Tree of the day (Sun)

I really don't know how to use other ways to cook veg anymore. :(

Chips of Today!

I know why my Mom feels lazy to cook everyday!

:P

I shall enjoy it.

An abrupt ending perhaps.

Night!

Quay

2010-05-22T23:38:00.013+08:00

Started a morning with a moody mood.

The rain eventually stopped around 12pm.

Plan went on as planned. But did change it during the journey.

Travelling in MRT is quite tiring that sometimes you will choose to go a place that's nearer instead of the one you planned which is quite a distance away.

Guess that's the part of the reason I changed my mind and off we went to Vivocity!

Haven't been there for quite sometimes. Always JP or Orchard.

LOL~

I guess I simply like the Food Republic there. Yes, there are a lot places with Food Republic, but I fond this. Cause it is near the sky park and I never been there in day time. It is still a beautiful day without those lighting around and from Marina. :) Not so sunny after a heavy rain the morning. Families and friends everywhere. How I wish my family can be like that. :D
No no homesick. Cause I am going back! Hehe~~

Sky park, where we LG been there for our first new year celebration. Vivocity, the stop we passed when on the way to casino. Is a memory there. :)

Decided to head over to Food Republic most of the time in Vivocity.

Missing this and that.

Tutu kueh! I am loving this ever after my first try. :) Not sure if there is anywhere or anyone selling this in Malaysia. But I am loving this stall's. Wanna snap a picture with the stall, but I was a bit shy. *shy*

LOL~

My fav. No matter I am here or at home.

I guess you can't see what was I eating. LOL~ Please bear the following picture. *wink*

Tadaa~~

Can guess what's it? :P

咸煎饼!! I don't know what's the name in Eng, don't even bother to know it also. Haha~~ I actually had 2 of them. This is original and the another is red bean. :P Didn't snap a pic of red bean cause I was too hungry that I ate it up even though my meal was right in front of me untouched. Yup! Priority given to tasty food that tempt me so much!

LOL~

"吃在口中，有满满的幸福和满足。"

Yes, feed me nice food and that's more than enough.

:D

Load of picture. Beware k?

Haha~

At Vivocity Sky Park

In front of Marche.

I don't know why she wanted me to snap this. LOL~

So, I accompanied her to do the same thing.

Only to realized the whole bunch of people dining inside the restaurant Marche could look out and see me doing that! Like never see cows. LOL~

Ok, since she is my photographer so I have to help her also. LOL~ But the photographer forgot her camera. Forgive quality of the pic. *grin*

Sitting at the pool side to enjoy my second 咸煎饼!

Yummy!!~

I like this pic most!! Haha.. (Cause I am not as ugly as her in the pic) LOL~ Ask her how to snap this. I really have no idea.

Went to Clarke Quay after yummy lunch.

Read that there was a flea at Boat Quay. Boat Quay is a new place. Clarke Quay is not that strange to us.

LG first new year celebration at this place too! I still remember we waited bus til 4 or 5am? I was so damn sleepy and tired (cause we walked a lot!). Damn frustrated k? LOL~ But thanks to the experience also. I dare not want to go New Year celebration anymore.

Haha~

Unless someone is organizing a party with transportation provided. :P

Day time Clarke Quay is beautiful too!

Colorful shops and river boat. Looks more "clean". :)

Had a hard time to find our way to Boat Quay.

Still we reached after asking around.

Is quite disappointing actually. I mean I thought the bazaar or flea or whatever you name it, should be crowded and huge right? LOL~ And Boat Quay is quite much different from Clarke Quay. May be we hadn't explore the right place? :P

Saw the mini toons bag I was holding??

Hehe~~

My WD external hard disk casing

Strawberry! Supposed to be a gaming casing, but since it fits, I brought it home when I saw it again at Vivocity. :)

JP again for dinner. Since it was quite late when we reached JP, most probably canteens were closed at that time. Lazy to cook today. Tomorrow maybe.

:)

Sleepy~

-End-

Cycle

2010-05-22T11:07:00.002+08:00

Raining heavily out there.

Plan for today most likely spoiled unless the rain stop in less than an hour.

Starving.

Kind of busy early morning til now.

Waiting for my breakfast.

Sometimes,

I don't know what I want,

I don't know what am I thinking,

I don't even know what am I doing.

I am not sure if I am that kind of people that never learn to be appreciate.

Maybe that's why.

I can never ask for the reason why this and that happened to me.

Why me but not anyone out there?

I asked before.

I guess is a cycle.

If you never be good, you are most likely get bunch of bad things occur on you

slowly

day by day.

I just hope,

I will be alright.

I know most probably I won't get the bless.

I will take everything that comes.

I truly believe that a bad start morning, will lead to a worse day.

That's going to happen for this whole day.

Starving.

Mimosa quote: 因果循环。

Deal of the Day

2010-05-21T22:04:00.005+08:00

TGIF!!!

Finally is the end of the working week.

And finally after 3 days of same task, got to do something different yesterday and today. :)

Never mind. Now is after work, tomorrow is weekend.

So,

is PLAY time!!! :)

I am satisfied. I am enjoying.

No time limit, no studies whenever in room and most important COOK time!

Hehe...

Lalalala.....

Egg with minced meat.

Apologize for the ugly surface. LOL~

Not half eaten when I was snapping it! Just that the plate is way way bigger compared to the portion of the veg. :) I hate this veg actually. LOL~ Thus, the presence of the minced meat.

Anyway, I guess today is another successful day with the helps of Vern. (She had to go out to buy veg and meat like aunty. Haha..)

Should try out chicken or fish next time.

Will learn and learn from the mistakes.

:)

Relaxing.

Oh! I been doing that every night.

LOL~

Everyone enjoy the weekend! Cause I definitely will! *grin*

3rd

2010-05-19T21:36:00.005+08:00

Third day.

Been doing the same thing for the consecutive three days. Cutting CD cover. Up, Alien, Jurassic Park, Mr Smith Goes to Washington, Flinstone... Just to name a few that I can remember.

Bored.

But I guess is because I am still too new? Perhaps, that's the job scope for a student assistant (SA)? Uni is trying to create more job opportunities thus exists SA?

Whatever!
But the duty is still BORED! LOL~

So,

to reduce my boredom level.

I observed.

Then write them out to share with you all.

Haha...

Because I am lazy bug,
because I want to have a stress-free holiday job,
because I want to sleep a lot,
because I am reluctant to go early in the morning to do the same thing over and over.

So I will only appear in the office at 9am. (Timing is quite flexible so long you don't MIA for too long without noticing your supervisor.) :D

Once I stepped into office, trust me, I am one of the two that come so "late". LOL~

Alright, this phenomena is understandable since everyone working there want to earn as much as possible (hourly basis). So do I. Haha.. Before my first day, I promised I will go working at 8.30am but....

Haha...

Half an hour isn't that long if you count on day basis, but if months..

I think anyone can count my loss.

But is HOLIDAYS~

=p

Ok, back to my "observations".

All the staffs (excluding SA) have their breakfast/brunch? I am not too sure what is the meal they have everyday at around 10am. But the point is, they have a meal at 10am and they eat RICE! Roasted chicken rice, Char Siew rice, Nasi lemak and etc... And this morning one of them brought SALAD! Organic cucumber from Japan and don't know what else. Don't misunderstand, I have no intention to over hear anything, just that they always sit at the table I am doing works!!!! (Make me hungry like hell so I ate Char Siew rice during lunch :P)

Now I know they origin of their body shape. *grin*

No offense. :)

There is another thing I really would like to emphasize to them. "I am hungry like hell to wait til 1pm for my lunch time!" LOL~ Again, every morning after 10am I will be waiting for lunch time. (All because of the temptations from THEM!) As usual, they will eat at that time too! Ok, second meal in the office.

Full~~ Finally, my stomach is not empty. Back to office with full energy to continue working. :) Most of the time I am only able to last time 4pm? I will start to starve or waiting for the job to over. 4pm ---> Tea Time! Not for me of course. I am wondering if I am even allowed to bring in a packet of biscuit to fill my stomach while waiting for my meal. :P

I guess there is nothing much on the staffs "lifestyle". In fact I quite like they having their meal at 10am. Not so bored with them talking around. LOL~ See! I am bored til I take people's conversation as entertainment?

SA. I will say almost ALL are MALAYSIAN! Did Malaysian parents convey too much messages on "how important is MONEY" to their kids? LOL~ Why? Cause every morning they are in the office at 830am and they are not willing to lost any minutes.

Want read examples?

LOL~

My post is so lengthy and sort of bored?

Is ok, just exit. :)

Ok, back to story.

I over heard (Ya, again) a guy sitting next to me said that he came back to office at 1.45pm, (which supposed to be 2pm), thus he was so happy leave at 5.15pm (most of us will be leaving at 5.30pm when office closes.)

@~@

LOL~

Is a good practice that you know how to "count".

But he is an really lazy ass.

Go toilet (quite frequent), go refill water, sit there and talk and rest, stop working 5-10 minutes when he is about to leave....

Haha..

Enough of gossiping people.

I guess there is no blue collar that never carry this concept.

So, is reasonable. :)

I am really bored. (I know I said a few times.)

Holidays make me feel so lazy that all the things on my to-do-list are not done by now.

@~@

I am lazy to blog also.

Haha..

However,

I finally did this after few days of delay!!!

:P

Tadaa~~

I don't know what's the name of the veg in English. LOL~ Anyway, I COOKED them after my work!! (My work ended at 5.30pm) :D
Ok, Vern Vern did help but...... LOL~

Sorry for the first blur picture and the second one looks a bit scary? Haha..

Whatever.

Forgot to snap a pic of my RICE! So soft and delicious. Haha..

First try in NTU and have to go Hall 5 pantry since the hot plate in my hall is NOT WORKING! :( Wasted our times. But still dinner at 7pm sharp. :)

I can start to foreseen my life when I start to work in the future. But I guess it won't be so easy. Haha...

Will try to improve my cooking skills during this holidays. :D Eat healthy and stay healthy! :)

I know it may be weird for some of you or maybe even all of you. But I seriously think there is no problem with sleeping early and I have no idea why did people trying to see me as a weirdo who sleep early? *cannot understand* Thought of this yesterday when I slept around 11pm and Vern Vern had to sleep so early (according to her). Haha..

Staying til late maybe a trend. But I don't follow trend. :) If sleeping early waking early is a lifestyle of old people according to your own definition, just say that I am an "old" folks. :)

Mimosa Quote: 再接再厉! :D

懂的也

2010-05-17T22:05:00.003+08:00

最近，没有什么灵感没什么好写。

或许没时间，

或许没空间，

或许没生活的乐趣，

或许.....

今天，

正式成为

一个实习的

打工族。

：）

不是没有打工的经验，

只是没有早九晚五的工作。

哈哈！

其实还蛮累。

可是，

至少

没有那么无聊。

想起每个月可以回家，

现在的生活

其实是蛮棒~

：D

寄人篱下，

有时不太好受。

不懂

该把自己藏在哪里。

哈哈~

可是，

感谢有瓦遮头。

感恩感恩~~

别人如何说，

实在没关系，

反正

我懂我。

：）

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只希望，

最坏的打算

不会

永远不会

发生在我身上。

祷告~

Why am I writing in Chinese? Haha.. So not used to it! :D

Mimosa quote: 按着自己。

燕麦

2010-05-16T09:03:00.002+08:00

品尝着桂格燕麦的早晨。

8天大王般的享受，

终于来到尾声了。

剩我孤军作战。

为了他们，

一定会战胜恶魔！

Time limit

2010-05-08T18:01:00.003+08:00

It is seriously ridiculous that I am standing right in front the boarding gate using this super old computer with a irritating keyboard.

@~@

Not sure if there is time limit using this. So I will try to make it fast, so long no people want use then shouldn't be a big problem, I think.

Anyway, I am in Changi airport now! Haha.. A tiring journey.

Oh no! I got 3 mins left for this!

Got to go!

Bye folks!

Time to Go Home

2010-05-08T14:12:00.006+08:00

A tiring day.

For the past 24 hours, I only slept 4 hours.

@~@

Going to sleep like dead when I reach home. :)

Went out to hunt for their present. Last minutes shopping as I don't really have time to shop during my exam period which lasted for almost 1 month! Speaking of exam.. Sigh! Last paper was really a cui 1. :( Pray that I don't have to resit it like Grandma's friend. *worry*

I just hope my mood won't be affected too much.

Ok, shopping spree! :D

Can't believe I spent S$100++ in less than 2 hours! Ok, most of the numbers are for their presents. :) Went alone and I think it is enjoyable! Not that I am isolated kind of people or what, but I am a person that appreciate times I spend on myself sometimes. :D

I think at least 2/3 of my salary are used up by now. :( I only wish I could control my spending during this coming holidays. Else all my efforts and hard works, will diminish in a blink of eyes. Starting to save now to repay the debts in the future. Speaking of that, another BIG BIG Sigh! :(

Tadaa~~

Belt/wallet set for Dad, purse for my Mom, pearly hair band for Sis and belt for my Bro! :) Hope they like their presents!!! Hehe.. I seriously enjoy the feeling of buying, be it stuffs for myself or family or friends! Haha.. Sound so spoiled! Bought a shirt top for myself. A bit big for me. Never mind, I am going to focus on GAINING WEIGHT during the holidays. Hopefully I can do it! :) Else, I am going to find Boss le. Hehe...

The other reason I would enjoy as much as I can when I shop alone is the the timing! :P I bet all of us shall feel the same, you will feel so awkward to have your friends waiting for you while you choosing between this and that for at least 15 minutes!~ LOL~ You may not feel so, but I feel so embarrassing having people waited for me. Haha.. I actually stood at Charles and Keith for quite some times, choosing between maroon or black purse for Mom. Hahaha...

Anyway, 179 and 199 are finally using the new terminal! LOL~ I guess Boon Lay is the 2nd or 3rd such interchange in Sg? Haha... No more sun, no more heat, only air cond and air cond! Hehe.. But is not as spacious as the temporary one we used before. Guess that's the only defect so far.

I don't know how should I continue on with this post. My feeling is sort of like.... I don't really know. Probably because of the end of my 2nd year or LG gatherings will be less often after today. I don't really know. But I shall be fine when I reach home. :)

Flight in 4 hours time and going to go out earlier to avoid satin-packing MRT. Squeeze like hell yesterday after sing K session with LG. And don't know which EVIL FARTED!!! Yucks! Suffocated. Farted not ONCE but CONTINUOUSLY!

*faint*

My room is totally a mess right now. Don't believe? See this.

And this!

May not see clearly in these two pictures. But trust me, is totally a mess! DAMN YOU YOG!

So tiring.

I wish I could sleep now.

Maybe I should go earlier to airport and sleep there! (air condition furnished there! haha..)

Will try to update my blog when I am home but the probability is... quite low, since I am not going to bring my lappie back.

I realized that recently I had quite some posts on something not so cheerful. I think I shall get over it. Who doesn't want a happy life?

Mimosa quote: 七上八下。

不知更好

2010-05-06T15:07:00.004+08:00

如果现在不写，

我想我会忘记，

也没有了最初的“火”。

哈哈！

写到好像很有火气酱。

=p

想抒发一下，

一直以来，

闷在心里的一个看法。

是看法而已，
不是什么的。

有时候，
看到/听着
某些人，
频频用自己的观点，
一直在看待一些
自己没有亲眼或亲身
经历的事，

我真的很想，
大声地对她/他说

"SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP!"

真的

我真的很想说出口。

因为，
我知道真相，
他们却凭自己的看法，

把事实给扭曲。

好像没有经过大脑
说的话。

那些话，

很刺耳，

那些表情，

真的很“难堪”。

可以用“面目可憎”来形容。

只是，

我还可以忍。

最多不看。

不能叫他们闭嘴，

只可以让自己的
耳朵
关上，
眼睛
假装看不到。

是念在情分上。

或许
我才是真正不懂得人？

可是，
至少
我没有
为自己“看”不到的事，
盲目下定论。

就像是法律的一句，

“在一个人还没被证实有罪，他／她还是无辜的。”

我可以大声地说，

身边起码有一半的人，
都做不到这点。

不要摇头，
说你做到。

因为这几年，

我相信我看到的。

那一半人，

我想过要远离。

可是，

如果这样，

我和他们有什么分别？

算了。

还是保持中立。

以听不到，看不到为本。

中立

不代表没意见，

只是，

没有力去和他们争辩。

何必把事情弄得混淆，

让自己活在谎言的世界呢？

你看不到的事，

实在有很多。

只是，

你喜欢自己的“事实”。

不是所有说的就是，

不是所有读的就是，

不是所有听得就是。

知之为知之，不知为不知，是知也。

我并不介意哪个“一半”看到这。　

以后看到我，
就当没看到吧。

形同陌生人。

Mimosa quote: The sense of Guilt is because you care. But the people that blame you, they don't see it.

The sense of Belonging

2010-05-05T16:59:00.014+08:00

Left with one finally.

The previous one which occurred 2 hours ago, was not that good.

"The paper is easy right?"

Ok, I have no idea what to say and I don't want to say anything as well.

A normal standard with just one complicated question, but is it because I am not normal but below average?

Sigh!

I am going to miss a grad again this time. I just wish the outcome is not too bad. Pray really hard again! I hope God will listen my prays.

Haha..

Ok,

is not the end of the world.

Is the start of holidays instead!!

*Can't wait*

Next paper is on Friday, but just want to slack a bit today. Almost everyone is finishing today or tomorrow, so I think I should not torture myself that much. =p

I guess if I have time to blog on Friday, which I doubt so, you will be reading another mourning post again. LOL~ I know, why not I strike it to the best?

Ok, I shall think about it at night. Haha... Going to prepare cheat sheets tonight. I feel like writing a super huge PV=nRT into that cheat sheet. After all that's the fundamental of all.

If you said your open book is tough, ask your prof to try open sheet on you all next time. Open book, at least you don't need to comprehend everything into 2 sheets of A4. Trust me, open book is much much better than open sheet!! Cause the level of difficulty is the SAME! Which means no matter you bring in books or sheets, you still can't do the questions. Right? But, you place less efforts than open sheet people. Cause you can save your time from WRITING!

LOL~~

I will see what I will come out with. Font size 8? I am not too sure. Maybe smaller. Haha..

I am going to get back to the exam stuffs after dinner. :)

Would like to bring you all into a journey now.

Hehe...

Nothing special actually. Though I am trying to be mystery.

LOL~

You sure you want to join?

Don't regret then.

=p

Let's start now!!!!

Why am I creating all these unnecessary suspends?

For FUN! :D

See this.

I know some people are quite familiar with this. So click the 'x' button no matter you using PC or MAC. :D I scare I will bored you to hell! LOL~

I always wonder, why some people can have the numbers of shoes >>>>>>> than the picture showed here? Or you are as curious as me? LOL~

Explanations:

1. 1 pair for bathing purpose
2. 1 pair for casual wear like go out dinner @ canteen.
3. Of course you will have different pair if going out for dinner @ outside (Eg; JP). So, another pair here.
4. 1 pair for schooling. (Some people may have same shoe for dinner outside and schooling purpose.)
5. Another pair of sport shoe perhaps?
6. And lastly, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 1 pair for outing and matching purposes! (You won't be matching a sandal with your dinner dress right?)

LOL~

I am diverging. To another topic.

Non-sense me! :P

Ok, I admit the above 1-5 are so me. But for the 6..... I only have >>>1 pair. Haha..

Look up now.

Haha.. See who is in the house?? (Non-sense again @~@)

Open it and you will see this!

The floor! I like the floor too! You will know why if you saw the "floor" before renovation. Is not even a marble floor, though it looks like one. It gives me the feel of SIMEN floor. LOL~

And the major thing is this!

Can see what's behind the window??

Guess it.

Yup, the lovely ADM (Art,design and Media school). So near my room! Haha.. The most artistic place in NTU perhaps? Going to explore it during holidays! :) And I can watch the buses before I go down to "wait" for them. =p

Another lovely place here.

Hehe..

MY BED! :D (Mein Bad)

The only place I like to stick with when I am in room. With my CUTE "babies"! :D So comfortable hugging. =p

A magic door! LOL~ (I think I have serious mental problem right now.. So not me!) The second and third thing I like the most in this room. The brand new wardrobe (in white and green!!) and the air-cond "switch". :D The inner appearance of the closet.. I think don't show better. *Privacy*

I will vote this as.. Erm.. Last fav among all! I especially "hate" it during exams! LOL~ But this is the only thing I stick with most most of my times. (comparable to my bed. LOL~) A bit messy here. Just got this new chair, if I remember correctly, last month perhaps?

Last thing I can think of now.

The thing above my lappie, where there was an accident it FALL down and CRASHED the table beneath. Unintentionally of course. *wink* Guess it never make out to the news, right?

Scary. In the sense that my lappie will "die" anytime, and I will "die" too if it fall now while I am typing this. LOL~

See, I try to minimize the load by putting less stuffs on it. As a matter of fact, these are the things I have in my room ever since I moved in. Haha.. If you think these are a lot, you have not see the real "a lot". (Piggies can spot something there??Haha!)

Ok, I am almost done here.

No picture of mine. Cause damn sweaty now. I don't want anyone come "complaining" I scared them. Haha..

Why am I writing this at this moment in the midst of exams?

Cause I won't be staying here after this Saturday. :( Not sure if I will be staying here for the new semester also. As a memory I guess.

Need to move to a "damp" and "dark" place during this coming holidays.

Will blog about it, if I have "appetite" after seeing it.

LOL~

Spent almost one hour on this.

Mimosa quote: 种瓜得豆。

Postum

2010-05-02T21:04:00.004+08:00

I was a bit busy that I forgot about Labor's day. Haha.. Busy uploading video here. Try it out ever since I found the easy way to upload it. :)

Labor's day doesn't bring me any meaning until now. Except another holiday during school time. But not uni, fall on our mugging period. I don't like it. Cause lib are closed and have to stuck inside the room. I only stepped out yesterday for dinner and "grandma" soya barley. LOL~

I guess Labor's day will be meaningful to me after 2 years time. (So long....) Guess we all will be a labor in a way or another. If I came here 1 year earlier, only 1 year remaining now for me. Sigh. There isn't any point to think about it anymore now. But seeing my friends graduating one by one when I am supposed to grad together with them. Still..

Haha..

Nevermind.

I don't want go work any sooner too. Though now busy earning the more I can. :D Hopefully this coming holidays will be a blasting one.

I am really an impatient people. But I really cannot understand why some people take few days just to reply a sentence. Basically, I dislike these kind of people. If you know people are waiting for your replies urgently, why not you just do a kind favor and reply people whenever you can such as you are waiting for the bus. I truly understand sometimes you may have other more important things to do. But please, there is no such thing like your-thing-is-more-important than anyone else out there. Especially those waiting for your reply. Put yourself into others' shoes. What about you waiting for me to reply just only 1 sentence to you for 1 week?

IMO, as you grow, you should know the importance of network social tools and communication tools. Check you communication tools regularly, don't go "mess" up with those non-important things like fearing your "plant" got stolen. Non-sense.

Ok, range ends.

Ya, I often find myself in rage when I am unsatisfied with things that I can't hold my angst any second when facing it.

Sometimes, I think

"What's the point of getting piss when that person knows nothing about it?"

Ya,

non-sense here.

Please bear with my random thoughts and post.

Oh ya!

Today they going to celebrate my grandms's BDAY! :)

Happy birthday Grandma!! (Though you can't read this. =p)

I am going to be the 1st one to call your new HP!!

Anticipating.

Night folks!

Enjoy the day and night! :)

Mimosa quote: 投我以桃，报之以梨。

踏雪寻梅

2010-05-01T22:32:00.001+08:00

OMG~~ zhivern showed something to me unintentionally, then I found this!! :)

My kid's time. =p

Can't find children version one. This is the best among the others. LOL~

Not that Bad

2010-05-01T11:55:00.003+08:00

Specially dedicate this MV to LG! :)

Our MV! Uncle said want do Bad Romance in Langkawi. :p

So, who want to be the Singer? LOL~

Can't wait for the production from you all. hahahahahaha....

Have fun everyone! Happy Labor's day and happy mugging for us!

Fifteen

2010-04-30T23:07:00.003+08:00

Totally love this MV. :)

Finally figured out the way to uploaded it faster. LOL~

Ok, my sis dislikes this song cause always broadcast repeatedly on the FM. But I like this song. :)

She is pretty! Hehehe...

And you have to admit, she is quite right about us, when we was fifteen! No? =p

Don't want be "bat"woman

2010-04-29T20:53:00.002+08:00

A quick post before I continue mugging for my comp method. :)

Nothing much to update actually.

Just here to destress. LOL~

My spec broke today. (Have to purposely came back room to change, luckily ADM is so near) @~@ Actually is the thing that support the nose there (don't know what's the name for the component) fracture! Due to creep maybe? Haha..

Nvm, used Uhu glue to stick it now for temporary use. (So, when I wear I smell the glue~~~) Got to sleep early and let my eyes get more rest from now on til I balik kampung to fix it! :)

That fracture actually reminded me of my previous spec-breaking experiences. Haha.. From primary til secondary school. I wonder how much my parent spent on my specs til now. =p Ya, the lesson is don't let you children watch too much TV when they are still kids! (Outsider thought I studied a lot, that's why the specs.. LOL~)

No time to story here.. :( Need to finish my studies by tonight! Else, no need sleep....

Anyway, lastly, this is specially dedicated to LG UNCLE! :)

"WTF!!!!"

"I don't need you to help me publish my blog or PICTURES!!!!"

"What happened to me at 12am is not your business also...."

"=====PPPPPPP"

To my innocent readers, please sensor yourself the word you would not like to see much. Hehe... And if I "scared"/"frightened"/cause you have nightmares with my pictures, I am sorry (TO EVERYONE EXCEPT THE LG UNCLE~~) Anyway, if I really "scared" you, I hope you don't visit my blog that often or anymore. Cause I am going to continue upload my pictures!! Be it nice or ugly!! Hahahahaha....

Ok, back to mugging.

Have a sweet dream folks! :)

Countdown: 8 days to freedom!

Mimosa quote: 人若是完美，就不是人了！

Winner

2010-04-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

My progression?

Super slow today.

LOL~

Really thought myself finished exams.

@~@

(Those finished exam, don't have to show off!) I am the last survivor! =p

This evening, people told me this.

"If don't know then no point to study la.. Don't have to learn."

Ok, can't really remember the whole sentence.

Heck care.

The main point is,

I am dumb,

I can't understand own codes.

So, no point to study.

Ok, people trying to "tread" me.

I think basically that's the main point of the sentence.

Hahaha...

It may be a joke.

I don't care.

Don't worry.

I am not piss. :)

Just to tell you you and you who said that.

Remember what you told me this evening.

I am going to prove you you and you wrong.

The more you look down on me,

the more I will "fight" back,

the more you will be "disappointed" to see me "winning".

Yea, I may not be smarter than you you and you.

Don't worry I must have something better than you you and you. :)

If that's a joke,

thanks!

If it is not,

thanks also!

Cause I have motivation now.

Mimosa quote: 有智慧，才是真正的赢家。：）

P/s: wisdom is different from smart.

:)

Gotta continue studying!!

Nite folks! :)

Teardrops

2010-04-28T21:38:00.004+08:00

Teardrops on My Guitar

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Addicted to this song. :)

Guitar girl rocks!

LOL~

My free time

2010-04-28T00:32:00.007+08:00

Suppose to sleep now.

But,

I guess I don't want to waste my slacking time?

Hahaha...

Going to start mugging again at 8am today!!!

:(

I am too bo liao,

and I guess for you all who do not see me everyday,

I know you miss me.

=p

My cui face!! LOL~ Sorry never mean to scare anyone. One word to describe -----> 呆滞
Haha... Looks like those "wanted" people owing money! Hehehe...

Uber "bu suang" exam face! :) See my eye bags!! *cry*

So, what do you want from me, Exam?

Okok, a more normal picture. :D

Tadaaa~~ Eye bags still very BIG!!! :(

Ok, pardon my siaoness here. I must fully utilize my precious free time!!

Shall go sleep now.

Night folks!

Alive

2010-04-27T21:29:00.005+08:00

After twenty four hours, I am proud to announce that I am still ALIVE! :)

3 papers in twenty four hours, the after feeling is...

GREAT!!

Defeated 3 papers in a row, left 2. :D Time to slack. (Applicable to today only, since the last two I am going to start from 0)

1 week, hopefully is enough.

Did I just said "defeated"? Haha.. Not exactly.

German paper, only 1 word to describe it -----> Cui!! I am glad that now I m typing and reading English! So far, the subject that caused me felt like giving up and walk out the exam hall. But I can't. :(

Bioelectricity -----> Consider easy, but I didn't do it well enough and hard to score in an easy exam. :P

HP804 -----> SU subject. The subject that I fear will fail. LOL~ Pray hard won't fail! The only subject that I only spent 1 day for 10 lecture notes full of shits. LOL~ But actually, pretty useful if you are a culture people, if you get what I mean.

Biomechanics -----> TOUGH! I salute the Prof. Only he could test us on both concept and maths. But I don't favor his paper. :P

DONE~

I mean half done. :)

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I feel as if I finished my exam. Haha..

Let me feel happy/relieve for today.

Tmr chiong again!! :)

Going to ADM ----> A place full of ang mohs.

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Initially have more in minds to write. But....

Too tired after chiong for 3 papers. Haha..

I am so tempted to watch Shutter Island! Read the synopsis yesterday. (Ya, in the midst of studying. LOL~)

The story is attractive. So attractive that I felt like watching it yesterday. Haha.. But my mental is a bit too exhausted to watch this psychotic plot movie now. Don't wanna waste the good story with this level of mentality and consciousness.

Never mind, I will leave it til after exams. :) Got plenty of times to watch all.

My list will be:
Shutter Island
Ip Man 2
Iron Man 2
........

The list will go on.

Going to catch some TVB dramas too! Don't know why, just feel that TVB drama is so close to me, us esp Malaysian. Hahaha..

Ok, I thought I have got nothing to write. But end up I crap pretty well right? Haha.. Sorry for wasting your time, k?

Hehehe...

Lastly,

Something to share....

I don't mean anything by posting this.

But then,

this is my space,

so allow me. :)

To show you,

my result

for

0% plagiarism!

Tadaaaaaa~~~~

Haha.. Should have done it better for higher grade. Some points flew away due to the layout. A consolation for this terrible exam period.

I wonder what will my result be...

Is ok, I am going to enjoy my night now. :)

Anyway, I posted 2 posts with password long long time ago. Can't believe some broke the code!! Haha.. Maybe too easy? Hmmm... Nvm, I am going to try again next time. :D

Mimosa quote: 没有耕种的辛苦，不会有果实的甜美。

Tmr will come Soon

2010-04-21T21:20:00.002+08:00

I am supposed to study now. I know.

But I am nervous and worry.

Wish the exams will end soon.

But efforts are not enough yet.

Always regret when I got my results.

Why couldn't I work harder before exams instead of wishing it to end soon. Real soon.

Sigh!

Really should work harder.

Cause I just calculated my CGPA. I hope it won't decrease anymore!!!

Pray really really hard!! Hopefully can get nicer results this time.

Stress~~

A word that meant A lot

2010-04-18T17:04:00.003+08:00

U can try

Gaming

2010-04-18T16:57:00.004+08:00

Is a Game

Things happen when U least expect It

2010-04-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

I still can't believe that I deleted the post unintentionally. *Poof* Gone.

Perhaps is a good thing though. LOL~ Don't misunderstand me. I am neither guilty nor feel sorry about the post. Sometimes, is good to keep something "underground". Haha..

Saturday is over soon! Fours day to first paper and I am still working up the same subject since Fri. Gosh!

Pray hard can achieve my target this semester.

Else destined to be a poor student. =p

Shall continue with my notes.

Sigh!

Good night folks!

Nothing but I just want to write

2010-04-16T00:42:00.003+08:00

I really must tell it here. I really must! A sense of satisfaction. =)

I was so nervous when I was ready. Even nervous when I couldn't seem to load that page.

It turned out well when I least noticed it after 10 times of attempts. I started to feel more clam when it did not work out for quite some times. Haha..

Finally, it is OVER! Yeahoo~~ I am really relieved now, quite obvious right? LOL~ What have to be done are all done now.

Time to concentrate on my finals. Haha.. Few days before finals. =p

Went for heavy makan tonight. Haha.. Can feel that my stomach is making "noise", partially due to excessive input and minimum output. =p But the feeling is great (not the minimum output part)! =p

Seems like I am leaving this place to invasion of dust when I am getting more and more busy. I guess I almost abandon it.(Don't cry please.) Haha.. Exams are coming, don't think I have much time or anything to blog here. Unless I am going to complain how stress is it, how bad is my paper. But I don't think I shall reveal it here. =p

Please forget me til I finish exams which is on 7th MAY! But I guess I will update here once a while.

And finally,

I really must say this.

Don't stop me.

Let me feel great some times. =p

My bloody 20 pages term paper,

has got

0% plagiarism!

HOORAY!

Hopefully the grading will make me shout even louder! =)

Recovering and Gaining

2010-04-13T09:44:00.004+08:00

Back in Action! In early morning.. Haha!

Past few days must be my worst days in NTU. I m glad that it is over-ing soon. =p

Saw Diamond yesterday at LWN, she told me in a very surprise+far-fetched tone. Perhaps she hadn't been seeing me for months. (Piggies don't feel surprise.. Haha.. And I have yet to give her that =p) Told me I look thinner (or in another word more 憔悴, I guess =p) >.< style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">GAIN WEIGHT before I go back home. Else my mom will force me eat ginseng (not trying to show off, you think that 1 very tasty hor?). Don't even know if that ginseng is authentic. =p Later I am being fed those snaky/ratty/insects things, I really will die. =p Gonna eat more, gain more and stay more healthy. If anyone got recipe, TELL ME!! =) I finished almost half packet of biscuit yesterday late night. =.= So unhealthy!

To my surprise, exam is next week and yet I have prepare nothing. This semester is too pack and school is depriving our study week which supposed to be this week. Yet I need to go for lecture later. =( I have evolved into a lazy person. WHAT SHOULD I DO??!!

Early of this year, I had got a plan in head. Soon after I know I have no time to think about it, I abandoned it aside. Now, exams are approaching which means holidays are coming. =) The plan appear in my head again. Been thinking about the plan for few days. Is not the time to announce it yet since I haven't decided and nothing is going on practically at this moment. Shall reveal if I really decided to go ahead with the plan. =p I can foreseen a "busy" holidays ahead. Haha.. Wake up to reality, exams are just NETXT WEEK! ARGH!!

I need more time to study. =(

I need to learn to be slightly confident. Soon..

Sick

2010-04-06T21:08:00.003+08:00

Sick.

Again.

Another box of tissues down.

Just talked to Mom over the phone, luckily she never find out.. (Cause I concealed it pretty good. LOL~) Just want to save up the nags from her as well as her energy. LOL~ Anyway, is not what serious ill also. Hopefully by tomorrow will be ok. I can hardly concentrate on my lectures especially Thermo.

The only wish now that don't fall sick during exam period.

I can't concentrate on my report summary. Sigh. Is not my formal report, so one paragraph will do.

Stayed awake til quite late these few days. Doesn't seem to make any progression in my studies. In another words, I am procrastinating for some other things.

Feel like slapping myself and wake myself up some times.

No idea since when I lost myself in such a losing way.

Shall reduce the time I on my lappie. Unless is for proper usage. LOL~

Hopefully I can do that. =p

Days with Tonnes of Works

2010-04-05T20:26:00.003+08:00

Finally submitted Biolectricity assignment. The stupid online plagiarism software never work. Used a software originated from Deutschland, I believe (since the software is in German language) and it checked that 92% of the words match the words from internet. Including my name!! @~@ Not trustworthy. Another software took forever to check. Give up. Hopefully Prof won't scan it with the SafeAssign software. *finger crossed*

Emailed Prof this morning, hopefully he will give a positive reply. Else, gg for the holidays.

Ok, two more tutorials and one more assignment to rush.

And Oral test is next week!! Argh! Nervous. Hopefully tutor never go/visit/stay in Frankurt before.

When will I have time concentrate in studying for my finals?

16 days to go for first paper.

zzzz...

梦

2010-04-02T22:06:00.004+08:00

我是一只咸鱼
不想承认也不能否认
不要同情我笨又夸我天真还梦想著翻身
咸鱼就算翻身还是只咸鱼
输得也诚恳
至少到最後我还有咸鱼不腐烂的自尊

我没有任何天分
我却有梦的天真
我是傻不是蠢
我将会证明用我的一生

我如果有梦有没有错
错过才会更加明白明白坚持是什么
我如果有梦梦要够疯
够疯才能变成英雄
总会有一篇我的传说

我不好也不坏不特别出众我只是敢不同
我的人生就是一错再错错完了再从头
也许放弃掉一些活得更轻松我却不再是我
我不愿一生晒太阳吹风咸鱼也要有梦

我没有任何天分
我却有梦的天真
我是傻不是蠢
我将会证明用我的一生

我如果有梦有没有错
错过才会更加明白明白坚持是什么
我如果有梦梦要够疯
够疯才能变成英雄总会有一篇我的传说

有一天有我的天空
作我的英雄在我的天空
我知道你懂知道你会懂

小时候

2010-04-01T16:55:00.005+08:00

人长大了会变，

可是，
有些事/物时不会变的。

以为自己长大了，
性格或脾气会变得不一样。

其实啊，
内心的自己还是
小时候的
我

还是那么的
爱人后流泪。

脾气，
还是一样
好胜，
还是一样
坏
还是一样
不耐烦。

只是，
学会控制，
学会待人处事的态度，
学会了什么是EQ，
学会了什么是长大。

长大，
就是要有进步，
不能原地踏步。

长大，
就是不能随便流泪。

长大，
就是什么事都要自己扛。

长大，
既是要懂事，
不可以乱发脾气。

长大，
就是不可以再幼稚。
（可是我还想幼稚 =p)

妈常说小时候的我，
睡觉的环境，
一定要很静，
只要有人说活，
我就哇哇大叫。

想起妈妈说的话，

才发现，
原来现在的我，
也是在音乐还播着时，
久久不能入眠。

哈哈！

我

原来

还是小时候的我。

只是在经历了许多，
才会变成
人前的我。

可是，
我不是带着假面具的
小丑。

只是，
内心的世界，
想留个自己
慢慢欣赏。

哈哈！

想想，

现在的我，

好像“养”成了一种

无聊的态度！=p

这两天考的小测验，都考到很低分。 =(

Angst

2010-03-30T22:47:00.004+08:00

I am piss that I think I want to write it out to comfort my own feeling.

Allow me to be rude and nasty for once.

But I must voice it out. So bear with me.

I SUPER DAMN HATE HAS SCHEME SO MUCH!! It is the most freaking and b*tchy system in this world!! Idiot management!! If cannot afford to take in so much student then DON'T do it!! This is a HELL place and international students' welfare is not taken good care of!! HATE that YOG so much!! Though with an "Olympic" word, it is nothing compare to the world Olympic. DON'T ACT AS IF THIS IS THE BIGGEST EVENT EVER HERE!!! Those locals please get lost and don't fight places with US! If you said your house is damn super far from Uni, then what about us?? Our house is THOUSAND Km away from here!! We are HOMELESS here!

Ok, no bad words here. Chill chill~

That hall admission scheme (HAS) really freaks me out. What more when now locals will have 2 extra points when staying with foreigners and vice versa. Ok, this is no the ugliest thing here. Though it increase the competition between us and locals. But at least, most of the foreigners will probably get a "shelter" in this hell place. But, WHY CUT DOWN OUR DISTANCE POINT??? That is the only advantage we got compared to locals. Now, they are deducting the points according to seniority! What the heck! By next year, I will only have 7 points on hand. So, WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE between me and the locals??!! And single room is randomly allocated and no choice is allowed!! What is the rationale behind this then??

And that Student Union, claimed to be "Union for U", what have they done except surrendered to the school management?? Good job then! Every year the same situation. And now they are adding on our burden by hosting that YOG. I hate that game. Because of it we have to shift out, because of it we postpone the start of our new semester, because of it we have shorter term break!!! If don't have enough spaces to host this BIG game, then DON'T DO it! If that is because of FAME, ya, thanks so much for making us feel "proud" of our UNI. (As a matter of fact, I don't feel proud).

I don't have that much energy to murmur my angst here. If only I have guts, I will write in to that President. Is he dozing off or what? Else, why the HAS becomes so unfair and nasty? =(

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Done with one of my tests for this week. Super no mood. I screwed up because of the base 10. Yeah, idiot me. Prof said could score 100% for that paper cause is pretty straight forward,
then my guess is I am in the wrong course and wrong place. I wonder how many times do I need to mourn for my test every time. LOL~

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Finally got my parcel on Monday! I must say it arrived at a not so good time. =p I have got few tests this weeks. =( That's why I screwed up my paper this noon? No way!

I must say DHL is a good courier company. *Thumb up* =)

A long night with angst. Shall sleep early.

An Escape

2010-03-28T14:55:00.017+08:00

Another escape with LG on 27th March 2010. Is a wonderful experience though I am in the midst of preparing my Mid term tests.

I hope I could one day stand on the globe. LOL~

Escape to Resort World Sentosa! =)

Spent more time on traveling to the destination than walking around our destinations. Haha.. What to do, we always need to lost our way before we find our way. =p

My first ever casino trip! Sorry to the couple who cannot go in. Wait one more year then. ^.^

Inside the casino car park. Traveled there by bus and that short distance route cost each of us S$2. But will definitely go for it after almost 1 hour of waiting and finding way. =p That car park reminded us of Genting, but once you get down from the bus, you will know it is not Genting. >.< Can't take pic inside casino, thus only the external appearance. Check out the Lamborghini in my Fb. It is cool~~

No idea what is this. Don't think I saw any in Genting before.

Well, the casino is divided into two areas. One for Sgporean and PR another tourists. And tourists are not allowed into the local area. No idea about that also. Haha.. Maybe cause the locals pay. =p

I must say the security is really secure there. Checked our passport one by one and those "early bird" tried their lucks but got caught. LOL~ Come back next year then.

A group of 7 of us roaming around. Went from table to table. No, we never try out our luck cause the money in the pocket disallow us. =p Minimum beat I guess is S$20.

This is the only place I could see people throwing out their 20 sheets of S$50 without further hesitation. For me, it is just too scary to see the number to increase decrease so much in a blink of eyes.

Tai sai, Russian roulette, blackjack and etc. Sorry for my poor vocab, but I have yet learn all the names of the gambling games.

Free flow of drinks is provided. =) That's really great cause had a minor sore throat yesterday. =p

Ok, casino is not that suit us. I think aunties like the casino very much. Haha..

I like this place more. =)

Claimed to be the world's largest theme park or whatever they called it. =p Ok, again the money in pocket forbid us from going inside. LOL~

Nice globe they have there. =) Some more with those smoky effect at the bottom. Hehe..

Lake of dream. I have no idea why they named it this. @~@

Ignored that people behind me. Some people just don't know how to give way. Tsk. How I wish I can conquer the globe by my finger. LOL~

Is kiddy stuff, but you have to admit it is nice. =)

The entrance to the theme park. Grand huh?

I am not holding a shit! =p

Haha.. That expression is because it is HUGE and that is a KISSES. =) They got big Hershey outlet there. Selling damn expensive stuff. >.< Nice shot. =) Another classic picture is in Fb group.

One more dinner tonight. But I have got a lot studies to do and I have done nothing ever since this morning!!! Argh!!!

Kill me. =(

flea

2010-03-25T17:14:00.004+08:00

In the midst of doing German homework. =)

Skipped lecture this morning. The reason? I thought the lecture started at 1030 instead of 0930. @~@ Ok, this sem is going to over in few weeks time and I have no idea what time my lecture starts. Hmp..

Got something from U-flea. Haha.. Impulsive buyer, you would say. =p

Nice bag that the seller gave for free before I decided to buy the thing. =)

Voodoo~~~~

It is cute! Isn't it? Haha.. Ok, I still can afford to buy this at the price and at the moment.

Holidays coming soon. Of course irritating exams will always come first. Starting to worry if I can secure a job here. =( Everyone is looking for one. Who doesn't want to make some money in such long holidays. Thanks so much to that YOG. Tsk!

Wish that I can secure the current job, but quite impossible since Prof will most probably give chance to other people or he doesn't need anyone during the long holidays. Sigh.

Don't feel like staying home rotting doing nothing. =(

Pray will get a job soon!

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The coming weekend is a hectic one. Definitely. Quizzesssss. Ok, let's not have too much of fun and risk failing my subjects. Haha..

Will update once everything is over. =p

Til then.

Carnivals

2010-03-21T19:06:00.010+08:00

Eating cheezels while waiting for McD delivery here. Fattening. =)

Raining whole day makes me feel like dozing off. How to work when the weather is just so nice to sleep. >.<>
Like their performance so much!

Group performance.

The FYP ---> Final Year Performers
Good one. Haha..

They all are just so cool when playing the guitars!! =)

Me! I was playing too~~ Just joking. LOL~ I need to gain so meats. =p Like this pic!! ^.^

Grassies that went to support our performer!!

Haha...

And me again!! Looks like 花痴. Haha..

Ok, my delivery is here!! My first delivery and that delivery fee costed me S$ 3. @~@

Dinner time~ =)

Bimbotic

2010-03-19T23:02:00.009+08:00

Will I be bombarded again?

Haha.. Heck care. If you don't like, move your mouse to the top right corner and click on that "x". Fast, easy and effective. =)

Done with my lab report and don't think I want to do anything else tonight. Besides Zzzz.. =p

Decided to upload some of the pictures here. Hehehe...

CNY trip back to home by Firefly. (decades ago >.<)

So high class~~ Comparable to KLIA. =)

But we were not supposed to board there. =(

This place instead.

So sad~~

Wa.. The"class" dropped a lot. LOL~

My German 1st on9 quiz was on CNY eve. ): Thus this.

The plane! The workers actually stopped me from taking this. Don't know why. But too bad, I clicked on the shuttle before they signaled me. =p

Pictures taken after SP dinner.

Dare not upload any photos like this to FB anymore. Later kena bombarded again. LOL~

I like this dress though it is cheap. =)

And this,

Don't worry, nothing was exposed. Unless you want to think otherwise. But I believe people visited my blog won't. Hehe..

Ok, the others are my personal private collection. Won't be screened. Haha.. Unless my mood swing and I decided to upload it one day. =p

Til then.

Gute Nacht!

TGIF

2010-03-19T21:35:00.004+08:00

Feeling much better today. Guess that orange, orange juice and "flu powder" did work out. =) Most importantly, had a good sleep. Cause finally got rid of the Computational Method tutorial! Yeahoo~~~

Traveled back and forth few times from my room to school. I guess the construction workers out there must be very curious why I walked in and out from my hall a few times. Haha.. Trust me, these travelings were much more tiring than sitting in the lab for few hours. (:

It was just so happened that I found out my supervisor is pregnant. OMG! Guess what, I did not aware of that until this afternoon, not until she told me she is expecting on April/May!! Is she too good in "hiding" or I am not being observant enough. Or I thought she has a big tummy? Haha.. Whatever it is. Zzzz.. The moment I heard her said that, I was actually feeling very happy. LOL~ Don't know why. The feeling was just so spontaneous and I just feel like treating her and the baby good. I am pretty sure I am not insane. Still, I am feeling happy for her. =) Is her first child. And she doesn't bother to know whether it is a baby girl or boy! Haha.. Ok, it doesn't matter what is the gender so long he/she is healthy. =) I will have a new supervisor shall my Prof still hire me. =p

People has start saying that world will end in 2010 after that 2010 movie was up. If so, why do we still bother to bring a new life to this world? If the world is going to end in 2012, I think I should stop studying. Cause I am going to graduate on 2012! If the year I graduate will be the last year I stand on this earth, trust me I will quit here! =) But of course, I won't now. Hehe.. Too many uncertainties.

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Was browsing through FB and saw Maria posted her high school picture. I have to say she changed a lot! Physically. =) Is a good change. All these, reminded me of how the people around me change. Physically, mentally and most important personalities. Sometimes, I wonder the before changed or after changed is the true self. Whatever it is, I just wish it is not fake and that change is not a bad one. Can't possibly tell who is wearing a mask who is not, right? Haha.. Hopefully I won't get irritated by that these people.

Sometimes, I just hope I can learn these.

顺其自然

为善最乐

因果循环

不因善小而不为，
不因恶小而为之。

Listening to Lee Hom's song (video posted by Uncle in FB) while typing this. LOL~

I am just so random.

Especially on night, a Friday night, where emoness has space to intrude in. =)

All I want now is sleep

2010-03-18T21:44:00.006+08:00

I think I do mass update quite often now. =p

BHG bazaar @ Nanyang Audi!

Haha.. Quite proud of our Nanyang Audi. Is a real "multi purpose hall" @ NTU. Parents day, convocation, exam hall, and now a bazaar. What's next? Maybe they should do concert there!! It will definitely give a concert feel to all of us. Better than LKC. LOL~

Went to the bazaar on Wed and the only thing I observed was everyone was holding a BHG plastic bag full of snacks. And ya, the only things I could consider getting there is snacks and my favouritesss!

Deng deng deng deng~~~

I like/fond/love/favor this chocolate so much!! Especially the seashells one. The caffe latte is requested by Vern Vern. I am not into coffee at all. 3 for S$9, don't think is cheap.

And she got this.

Cheaper. But according to her, one "big" box only contains 10 small pieces. Precious.

I wonder if there is anyone or why there are people that dislike chocolates. This is the most brilliant food that human had ever created. =p A bit too far-fetched. LOL~

I would love to eat them all so much.

Unfortunately, attacked by flu virus. @~@

Down with flu this morning. Guess is due to weather and insufficient sleep. May be I should rephrase it this way, because I slept late for the past two days. (Else people will start bombarding me saying I slept more than 7hours per day. LOL~) Darn the computational method tutorial.

Keep sneezing, the fluid keep flowing down uncontrollably (pardon me if you feel digusting) and keep producing "wanton".

Sigh

My nose is all red now and my dustbin is full of "wanton".

Feel so sleepy and I decided to abandon my Thermo tutorial tonight since e-tut on tomorrow is cancelled. yeahoo~~ So can do it later. =p Guess all my prof will never want e-tut anymore. LOL~

Unit conversion

2010-03-16T23:23:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh!

I hope I am not addicted to it.

Need to concentrate in studies!! And not roaming around!!

Yeah.

Actions speak louder than words. Remind yourself. =p

Just realized I calculated wrongly all the values in the lab report.

Report due tomorrow.

Argh!

I hate the conversion!

I wish I can have u =(

2010-03-13T23:18:00.025+08:00

Almost abandon this blog. But I guess no one really cares except me.

Quite lazy to update lately. Am a bit busy here. The same thing. Homework, assignment, quizzes, lab and etc. I wish I have more time and more brains.

Been in utmost "down" mood few days before. But it turned out to be a surprise for me. =) Grateful that it is a good surprise. Sometime, I contemplate. What am I doing here? To study? To find my future? Or to treat this place as a "stepping stone" so that I can go further, which I have always desire? I am not quite sure. I am quite envy of someone. She knows exactly where she is going, she enjoys doing her course and she can make everything just so "solid"! I wish I could be half of her. =) Too bad, I am just good in dreaming, not realizing. =.=

Whatever it is. I will find it out. Now, I am going to enjoy the route which I have taken. My friend reminds me of the poem "The Road not Taken". It is quite true now, though during my Sec Sch I find it totally irrelevant to me. =p

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Finally, SP dinner!! Ya, low budget. So everyone had to order 1 main course and use the remaining to spend on DESSERT!! We may be sinful, but we were satisfied so did our stomach! =)

My half-eaten main course. ^.^ I love cheese!! Especially melted cheese!! Melted cheese with mushrooms embedded! It is so not worth cause I couldn't finish it all by myself!!! One day when I am able to finish this plate of chicken chop all by myself, I will definitely got for a buffet and eat like a pig!! =)

I like the free flow of candy floss from NYNY. =)

Three of us. >.<>Who cares if this will cause weight gained. Hehe..

One scoop of ice cream is just not enough. Did I mention how delicious is the Waffle? Lecker! We said that in German. =)

And this is not chicken nugget with crab stick ( quote by Rae's bf).
Fried bananas!!! The hot chocolate sauce "melt" the ice cream!

I guess no one is interested in the after meal condition, right? Haha..

I think I can write an advertorial on FOOD! =p Just joking.

Of course, fun time always end with a group pic! ^_^

I wish there are plenty of these "luxury" eating time. The upcoming one ----> Club's annual dinner. It is going to be on the boat!! =) Can't wait. "wink*

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Performance for "Arts from the Heart" today @ Milenia Walk

Ready, get set.... Don't go first. LOL~

Bowing to the audience. Not a lot actually.

I think I no longer capable to run like this anymore.

I am more comfortable with this. >.< Haha.. We are half musician ok? =p But I think I don't have much talent. (:

This is what I called as large volume of crowd for an event. If only that time LDC had such large volume of crowd. But I think I will faint. @~@

Imagine this people are all going to the see our competition. LOL~

Stop dreaming.

IT FAIR @ SUNTEC CITY MALL!

Can't believe there was A LOT of people. Never been to PC fair in Msia. But this IT FAIR in SG is really ridiculous! There was even security guards to "release" those visitors into the fair batch by batch. @~@ Stuck a few times in the crowd. Almost suffocated. We walked like old folks and basically we were squeezed by people every step we walked. =.=

Was walking around to look for Nintendo. But I couldn't even locate any shops/booths that are selling them! Argh! Only those imitate brands. =( After my MP3, I guess I will opt for originality, always. =p I want Nintendo!!! >.<>

Left with disappointment. What really pissed me off was the "people jam" in the mall where we headed towards the MRT station. We were stuck there for 10 minutes. What I meant here is we were not moving at all for 10 minutes. This time really felt so so suffocated. The whole mass crowd was stuck in front of the CD shops. And the reason? The large crowd! @~@ In the end, we were squeezed out from the crowd. =.=

So, the lesson is: Don't got IT Fair, unless you are pretty sure they have got what you want, such as Nintendo, in my case. =p

I am happy!

2010-03-09T21:54:00.003+08:00

I feel so humiliated sometimes.

In some ways.

I am not asking for any appreciations from any party. But at least, show me a little of enthusiasm.

I am trying to show my gratitude, but I know nobody actually cares about that.

I never ask to be stupid enough to failed my quiz. Stop saying me why I chose this road even though I know I am weak.

I can feel the numbness of my heart towards the result.

I wish I could cry or at least mourn for it for an hour or so.

I don't wish to be helpless too.

But,

please stop humiliating me.

Even though I never show my all my emotions on my face.

That's doesn't mean

I don't have feelings.

I am just,

trying to make myself feel better,

in some ways.

Say me idiot,

but don't do it in front of me.

Grateful I still have this space to voice it out, without letting any evils to read this.

Creativity is all around

2010-03-08T11:02:00.004+08:00

Interesting things I saw in Iluma @ Bugis.

This may not be very special. But I like that Toblerone so much. =)

Creativity that I can never achieve, I guess. Take a closer look and you will know what are the materials.

My guess for this is garbage bag. =p Not quite sure. But there is only one word I will use to describe. Amazing~

I like this most! Never know the brush is so cute. =)

Images here are just for displays and to show people who appreciate arts and creativity. There is no intention to copy this masterpiece or use it for any other publicity purposes.

Yea, I got to write this. Cause I am not sure if public are allowed to capture these pictures. LOL~ Nowadays, people really know what is "copyright reserved".

I wish I have such creativeness. But seems like my creativeness is killed by the packed and hectic schedule. Study is the only important thing now. *sigh*

I finally know what is the problem with free access of internet. It makes me can't concentrate on doing what I should do. Instead, roaming around the internet world. I hate this free service now. I am writing this in a relative dull mood. Hopefully I won't screw up tomorrow's quiz like what I did to HP804.